EPOV

I am falling in love with a mortal after only one day with Bella. I never in my wildest dreams could have seen this coming. I had always wanted someone to spend my life with like my family has but I have given up hope. That someone I expected to be another vampire, not a mortal. It can't be a mortal. How can a entire family of vampires live with a mortal, how can one vampire live with a mortal. I know I don't drink blood but the temptation is always there. I have to end this before I end up too deep. I glanced around at my room and spotted a watch. In half an hour I have to meet Bella. I agreed to meet her again tonight when I dropped her off. Tonight is the perfect time to end this. I can't live or love a mortal and I am not turning a mortal and killing them.

BPOVI don't know what to wear tonight. I have nothing to wear. I was stressing. I sank down on the bed in frustration. When I looked up I saw Alice standing before me. I gave a little scream in fright, I have never totally gotten used to this.

"I'm sorry" Alice said with a smile on her lips

I nodded still not having regained use of my voice.

"I bought you something to wear. I saw you were stressing." Alice said holding a bag towards me

"Thanks Alice" I said

Alice turned around and was about to go out the window when I stopped her

"Um Alice?" I said hesitantly

"Yes Bella" she said. By the smile on her lips I think she knew what I was about to ask

"Will everything go okay tonight?" I asked

"More than okay Bella" Alice replied

"I do Edward always says 'you will never catch me betting against Alice" I said

At this Alice just looked at me and said. "That really is something he would say"

"Alice have you found out why I remember but you don't?"

"No I am sorry Bella, but I am working on it"

"Have a great night Bella" Alice said jumping out the window

"Thanks. Say hi to Jasper from me" I said knowing she will hear me

I turned and looked in the bag. The clothes were amazing. The top was a stunning red with a low neck and the skirt was a black mini skirt. I didn't really want to wear a skirt but Alice was the expert.

When I had changed I did my makeup and hair. Just as I was finishing I heard a soft knock on the door.

"Coming." I shouted

I hurried down stairs grabbing my bag on the way to the door. When I opened it I heard a soft gasp. I looked up into his eyes and saw an utter look of wonder on his face. He continued staring at me until I blushed. That just made him laugh, his laugh was exactly as I remember it.

"You ready to go?" he asked me in his velvet voice

"Yes" I answered him. He was absolutely stunning. His eyes were a really light topaz colour meaning he had just hunted before coming on this date. He wasn't taking chances. Edward was acting more like his old self.

I turned and closed the door locking it behind me and walked to his Volvo. I was about to open the door when Edward opened it before me. His hand brushed my and I heard a soft noise coming out of his throat. I lingered a little bit enjoying the touch of his skin on my skin which I missed so much. I climbed into the Volvo and waited for Edward to join me in the car. As usual he was around in a flash. He started the car and was speeding away as usual. I was looking out the window when I felt his eyes on me. I turned around and saw the most breath taking sight. He had this helpless look in his eyes.

EPOV

Bella is so beautiful. When I went to collect her and tell her that this couldn't work I was at a loss for words. She was so amazing. Standing in the door with the same look on her face that was probably on my face. I wanted to grab her and kiss her right there and then. I walked her to the car and was about to open the door for her when my hand brushed hers. The feel of her skin was amazing. I wanted to hold her hand forever. She moved her hand up and down my hand, and then pulled it away. I knew she felt the same way I felt. I was in the car in a flash wanting to hold her hand again. I knew this was wrong. I should be ending this not encouraging it, when our hands touched I knew I won't be able to end this.

BPOVwhen we reached the restaurant he opened the door again for me. As we walked he slid his hand onto my waist and pulled me closer to him. I looked up at his face and saw him looking at me like he used to with total adoration and love. This was the Edward I knew. I slide my hand onto his waist, I waiting for his reacting. When he smiled I knew he approved. When we went inside and sat down I ordered a coke and spaghetti. I was so used to him not eating or drinking I was surprised when he ordered a coke. When the waitress walked away I asked him why.

"Well it would have looked suspicious and you can always drink it if you are still thirsty?" he replied

I remember him doing that a couple of times. Never asking or caring why. When I had finished eating he paid the bill and we walked to the Volvo when we were seated he turned to me and asked

"Where to know?" He said still facing me

"Why don't we go to my house?" I asked him

"If that is what you want" he said starting the car

I just sat there looking at him for a while. I could see it was bothering him so I turned and looked out the window. I must have fallen asleep. Because the next thing I knew was cold hands gently picking me up and carrying me. I opened my eyes to see Edward opening the door. He carried me upstairs, took off my shoes and laid me on the bed covering me with the quilt. He turned and I saw he was about to leave so I stopped him.

"Edward will you please stay tonight" I asked

He was silent for a moment before he answered.

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