When Y/N asked me to leave, it felt like my heart shattered into a million pieces. I'm pretty sure this confirmed that I did in fact like her. I ran as fast as I could through the woods. Right now, I honestly don't even care that I left Kurama and the others at my place, they could wait, I needed to be alone in the woods and think. I don't know why I wanted to be in the woods but it just felt like the right place to be. It was close to Y/N's house and I could sit in a high tree, be away from everyone and everything.

Climbing up into a high tree, I brought my knees to my chest and sniffled as I felt something wet fall down my face. Was I crying? That's impossible, I don't cry! It wasn't raining though so it was the only possible thing I could think of. It felt like my heart had shattered into a million pieces, I felt lost and hopeless. I can't save Y/N this time, she has to want to be saved. I have to find a way to get through to her, but how? None of this would be happening if it wasn't for that damn demon.

I don't know how I was supposed to get through to Y/N. She seemed to be very adamant about shutting off her damn emotions. Her powers might be controlled by her emotions, but that doesn't mean she can't use her powers just because she has no emotions! If she ends up not caring about anything then her powers will react to that. She'll find herself hurting everyone she cares about! None of this should be happening to her! I remember meeting her when we were both younger, I can't believe I didn't realize it sooner but I'm the one who saved her from bleeding out the day her scumbag of a dad killed her mother. I can't believe I didn't realize it sooner, just seeing her so upset and scared kinda pulled the memory back to the front of my mind. I might have been a demon but I wasn't ok with someone preying on the weak. If they can't protect themselves, then that just makes you a coward.

Wiping the mysterious wet stuff off my face, I looked out into the woods. Sitting there for a while, I looked out at the view, thinking about Y/N. I know I can't give up on her but she doesn't want my help. It just makes me wonder if she'd accept help from someone she does see as a friend, like Kurama or Keiko, although I think she and Kurama are closer. Jumping down from the tree I was sitting in, I sighed, I can't believe I'm about to ask Kurama for help, just what is this girl doing to me? She's making me soft!

Making my way back to my place since that's where Kurama decided everyone should meet up, which reminds me, I just left all those idiots in my house, alone! I also left Yukina! What was I thinking? I can't believe I was so stupid! If Y/N doesn't come to her senses soon, I'd be ruined! I can't believe I feel this way, but I want to spend the rest of my life with her! She makes me feel whole again, which I haven't felt since birth when my mother was forced to throw me off a cliff.

Once I made it back to my house, I walked inside and instantly went over to Kurama to talk to him, however before I started up the conversation, I glanced at Yukina who seemed to be having a great time with the idiot, Kuwabara. I glared at him, I didn't know how I felt about this, but I could alway figure that out later, I needed Kurama's help. "I need your help," I say, cutting to the chase, I didn't have time to beat around the bush here.

"With what? You don't ever ask for help," he chuckles.

"With Y/N, she's decided to completely shut me out and I don't know how to help her. You've been her friend for years, I figured you would know her best. She said she was going to shut off her emotions but if she does that then her powers will react to that and she risks hurting the ones she loves, which would send her into a spiral of depression and it'll be worse than it is now." I explain, once again feeling the threat of the mysterious wet stuff on my face, it couldn't be tears, I wouldn't let it be!

"Oh damn, I'd really thought you could get through to her," he frowns.

"She doesn't want me around right now because she thinks I'm pretending to be her friend or have feelings...nevermind, just forget that part. All you need to know is that she kicked me out and now I don't know what to do. I've never had to do anything close to this sort of thing! So help me get our friend back! We only recently just met, I can't lose her!"

"So...you do like her? I knew I made the right choice," he muses.

"Shut up..." I growl, rolling my eyes, "now...will you help me or not?"

"Of course I'll help! She's like my closest friend! Why don't we go over to her place now before it becomes too late?"

"Sure, but just a warning, she doesn't exactly want to see me right now."

"I'm sure it'll be fine, she'll come to her senses soon. Normally, when something like this happens, she doesn't stay like this too long. She either gets extremely lonely or the pain she's going through is too much for her to handle alone."

I nodded and was about to talk about a plan with him until I had a gut wrenching feeling, something was wrong and it involved Y/N. Not bothering to explain it to Kurama, I immediately started running towards Y/N's house. His senses are just as good as mine, plus with the context clues or me rushing off like that, he'll manage to connect the dots and get a feeling about Y/N, even if it is different than how mine felt.

I was only about thirty feet from Y/N's house when I saw purple lighting in the sky. Stopping, I looked up at the lighting, remembering the pain I felt from it after it hit me, the pain was terrible! I don't even understand how it could have hurt me as bad as it did since she was still in training! I quickly started running again, knowing I could ponder all this later. About a minute later, I reached her house and quickly opened the door, glad it wasn't locked. "Y/N!" I shout, going towards her room which was the source of the storm that was being produced in the sky. I always thought I'd be the storm that brings this world to its knees but if she doesn't stop now, she'll be that storm!

"Your Y/N isn't here anymore. Your Y/N had emotions, I'm the side of her that's emotionless, the one that doesn't care about anyone or anything except myself. You're too late Hiei, this world is going to be destroyed, just like how I was destroyed after that demon transferred his powers into me!"

So that's what this was about, she was revenge. She never asked for these powers and now she wants to get rid of them, the only part I don't understand though, is why she wanted to take revenge on the entire world.

"Y/N, please I need you to listen to me, this isn't you! Come on, snap out of it! I think it's the powers doing it to you, please you have to fight it!" I shout.

"No! Why would I want to do that? This power...it feels so good!" She exclaims, grining.

I sighed, knowing the one thing I could say to snap her out of this would put her in tremendous mental pain but I had no choice, it was my last option. "Your mother wouldn't have wanted this for you! Don't do this! If not for your sake or mine, then for hers!"

I saw her pause, frozen in time, tears falling down her face, "how do you know what my mother would want?"

"I didn't know her personally, but one day I was given a mission by someone and had to scope out your house. I saw how much your mother loved you and what she'd do for you, and I saw your father and how he beat the both of you every day. Your mother wanted the two of y;all to leave so badly but he had access to all y'alls money, she had no control of her money. The day your mother died, I was sent to scope out your house again, planning on killing your father, since he was a horrible man, preying on the weak, but by the time I got there, I was too late. Your mother had bled to death and you were bleeding out, falling in and out of consciousness. I stopped the bleeding and mended your wounds to the best of my abilities before putting you in your bed to rest. You asked about your mother and I told you the truth because at that point in time, I didn't know you, I didn't care about you, but all that changed the day Kurama introduced us. I know it didn't seem like it then but something inside me changed the moment I laid eyes on you, I just didn't know how to handle the change so I pushed you away and I'm sorry! Y/N, please stop this storm and we can talk about everything! Just don't go through with this!"

During my little speech, her eyes had turned purple and more lighting shot off her, however I'm pretty sure I got through to her because the lighting in the sky disappeared and in the next moment, she was sitting against the wall, with her head in her knees, probably remembering the death of her mother. I doubt she knew I was the one who saved her when she first met me, hell I didn't even realize but that talk could wait, I had to make sure she wasn't planning on doing anything crazy anymore. "Y/N?" I ask, softly, walking over to her.

"Hiei...I'm so sorry! I don't know what came over me, I just figured if there wasn't a world left then I couldn't hurt you or anyone else I cared about anymore!" She sobs, latching herself onto me.

"It's ok, don't worry about it. You didn't grow up with these powers so the overwhelming sense of power most likely got to you; you weren't in control of yourself, no one is mad at you. Sorry for bringing up your parents but it was either that or knock you out, although now that I think about it, knocking you out might have been a nicer approach, but I've never been one to be nice."

"It's ok...I mean I deserved it, especially after I kicked you out and told you I didn't want to see you again, which I didn't mean."

I just shake my head and sigh, "come on, why don't we go back to my place? I'll make you something to eat and you can rest," I suggest.

She nods, "um do you remember what we were doing before I kicked you out?"

"What, cuddling?"

"Yeah...do you think we could do that again? I'm sorry to ask, it just felt so nice."

I chuckle softly, "of course we can." I say, picking her up bridal style, "let's go," I say, as I start running towards my place, knowing full well Kurama knew where we were going and what was going on. I guess he wasn't needed to talk her down but oh well, it just sucks that he saw the soft side of me, Y/N is the only person that gets to see that side! I smile as I look down, seeing that Y/N had fallen asleep in my arms. I would definitely make her something to eat while she was sleeping, then we could cuddle after she wakes up and eats.