A/N Please forgive any mistakes

I can't help but smile

I've been spending time with Grimmjow a lot lately. At school he walks me to class he texts me during class he carries my books. He even started eating lunch with me. Neliel's also been hanging out with me a lot lately. I even have a study group now with Grimmjow, Shiro, Gin, Renji, and Chad. Neliel comes occasionally with Nnoitra, the tall lanky basketball player. I have to ask her if they're together or something because their relationship is weird. I honestly have been good for weeks even Nanao is happy with my progress. When she reads she always comments on Grimmjow and his influence on me. I just roll my eyes and try not to blush.

Grimmjow had been taking me to my 'doctors' appointments and my attacks have gone down immensely. I've learned a lot about him as well for one he's German and speaks it duh. Neliel also speaks the language but only around family. Grimmjow also had a job. I didn't know that his dad was rich as hell yet he had a job so hot. He helped at a mechanic shop and helped repair old cars. He apparently built his mustang from the ground up whatever that means. He's also been taking me to visit the kitties. I help feed them and play with them they're such cuties. All in all I was doing relatively well. Lunch was nice. Grimmjow wasn't in the cafeteria today for some reason which irritated me a little bit. I sat down at the usual table waiting for everyone to get their lunch and join. While waiting I decided to text and see where Grimmjow was.

'Hey where are you? Are you not eating in the cafeteria with us today?'

He texted immediately. He was so great, I swear.

'Sorry Ichi I have to talk to the teacher about an extension on my homework real quick I should be there soon.'

Seriously I thought we went over the whole 'we do homework a week before it's due' speech. Ugh he never listens to me. I decided to send the eye roll emoji but I was still smiling. I was so into thinking I almost didn't notice Shinji glaring at me. I didn't see Rukia or Orihime with her and I wondered what was wrong. To answer my questions Hadia was there to gossip away like she usually did.

"So Shinji and Kugo broke up. For reasons unknown at the moment. Ashido and Rukia were seen having sex in the girls locker room. Oh and there is a party happening tonight and oh right I've heard through the grapevine that secretly Shinji is going to try and get with Grimmjow."

That made me look at Haida and scowled. She looked surprised but I didn't care. She quickly got up and left the table. Good she knew what was good for her. Shiro and Renji were apparently the first ones to get their lunch. I looked and didn't see Gin anywhere and turned to Shiro for answers.

"He and Rangiku are going through somethings right now so he decided to take her out for lunch."

Neliel sat next to me, "Aww that's so sweet."

The rest of the teams gathered around and started talking about the party that was happening tonight. I listened and ate my chocolate pudding. Neliel was excited saying her outfit was going to be so cute. I smiled but my eyes continued to wander to Shinji who was being joined by Rukia and Orihime. She was crying. It made me tense. I was always the one to comfort her and now I just felt nothing. I think Nanao's sessions have really helped me acknowledge that they are no longer in my life and that it was time to move on. Grimmjow finally joined us and sat next to me. Everyone asked if he was going to the party and Neliel answered for him saying yes. That meant I was going too.

"Hey Ichigo, why don't we go together?" Me and Shiro both gave her weird looks. "Well I'm just saying I have my own car I can pick you up. For some girl time."

I did actually like the idea and I did go out with Shiro way too much that people sometimes got the wrong idea. I thought it over for a bit and I think Neliel was right.

"You're right girl time is a needed thing and Shiro you can get to the party early and scope the area out. "

Shiro huffed but he agreed he had no choice. I made up my mind. After lunch Grimmjow walked me to class and told me to text him. Which I did throughout the whole day I've been texting him funny memes or pics of the teachers. It was great. Grimmjow was just awesome…Wait do I have a crush on Grimmjow? No it has to be just his charisma. After school Renji and Grimmjow met up to walk me to the car and we all started talking.

"Are you guys ready for this party?"

Renji threw his fists up, "Hell yeah all those sexy ladies lined up for me to pick from booze and free food. What's not to be ready for?"

I rolled my eyes and turned to Grimmjow. He was on his phone texting the whole time. I bumped into him to get his attention. He looked at me with a confused face.

"Secret admirer?"

Grimmjow frowned and tucked his phone away, "Something like that."

Renji fist pumped Grimmjow in admiration. I on the other hand felt like I was going to be sick. When we got to the car Renji gave me a hug and said his goodbyes. Shiro was waiting in the car. I was about to enter the car but it was bothering me. I turned to Grimmjow and looked him in the eyes.

"Sooo who are you texting?"

He gave me a questioning look, "Umm why does that matter?"

Fucker putting up a fight, "Well I'm your friend I have to see if she passes the test to be your girl." I had to feign a smile to make it seem playful.

"Hmm you don't have to worry about her then she doesn't pass any test. Now I'll see you at the party. And you are obviously faking that smile, it's kind of creepy."

I glared as Grimmjow walked away. He could have told me who it was but instead he brushed it off. Who is she? I never saw him hanging out with any females then again I'm not with him every minute of every day wish I was though. I groaned loudly and entered the car. When I got home I decided that I was going to dress as seductively as I could tonight. I took a nice hot shower, shaved my arms and legs and applied my face mask. I searched my room high and low for something sexy to wear. I checked the weather and saw it was going to be in the low forties. I didn't care. I got out my regular fishnets, a pair of skimpy black shorts and a blue tank top. I wore my fleece jean jacket as well and some fleece black boots. I checked my hair and combed it through and applied some light makeup on my face.

I smiled happily as I looked myself up and down in the mirror. I was hot and ready to party hard. Neliel came at around nine to pick me up which was great. I wanted to make an entrance and be fashionably late. Neliel was driving some type of sports car. It was a seagreen color and matched her perfectly. She was wearing a beautiful tight black dress and had her hair down. Her makeup was done amazingly and she was wearing high heel boots. All in all Neliel had it going on. She squealed and told me to turn around, which I did. I was feeling myself. When I got into the car I was thankful the heat was turned on high. It was freezing outside.

"Omg you look so hot Ichi."

I couldn't help but blush, "Thanks but look at you. Words can't explain how sexy you look."

Neliel laughed, "Thanks I try."

Neliel turned on some type of rap music I've never heard before but I was still dancing and moving to the beat. She was rapping the lyrics while she sped down traffic. I couldn't stop my smile from leaving my face. This reminded me of when I used to hang out with Shinji. We would shut down any party with our presence. We were that cool. I shook my head of those thoughts no more thinking about her. I was with my new friend and now we're going to shut the party down. We arrived at the party late as hell it was ten. We did have a few detours. I wanted a donut. She wanted an energy drink so she didn't get tired. Then I wanted an energy drink then we decided to also buy lip gloss for me since I didn't have any. There were a lot of factors but hey we made it.

The party was held at a club that was rented out for the night by some rich students at the school so we didn't have to show our Id's or anything. The moment we stepped in we were blinded by the different strobes of lights and the loud music hitting our ears. Neliel grabbed my hand and led me to the far back where she found our group. I was sure she was texting Nnoitra the whole time trying to figure out where they were. Shiro immediately rushed me and checked me over asking the usual questions. I just rolled my eyes and smiled. He was so protective. Renji was wearing what actually all the guys were wearing black or blue jeans and a button up shirt or polo shirt. I guess only girls actually care about what they wear. I was looking around for Grimmjow wondering where he was. I was sure he was going to be with the other guys. I couldn't help but sigh and look to see if he texted me.

'Hey Ichi this place is fucking huge where are you I'm at the back but can't find anyone.'

I frowned and looked around even more. I could not pinpoint him. 'Umm we're all in the back by the bathrooms.'

He texted back pretty quick, 'Fuck I'm on the other side. Stay where you are, I'm coming now.'

I couldn't help but get a little nervous. What if Grimmjow thought I looked slutty? Neliel grabbed my hand and dragged me into the bathroom much to my dismay. She checked to make sure no one was in the stalls when she turned to me and squealed.

"Okay so Nnoitra and I are going to go on the dance floor to dance. I wanted to make sure you were okay with this. Cause you know hoes before bros."

I couldn't help but smile. She was worried about me, "Girl if you don't go dance with that freakishly tall boy I'm going to have to whip you actually don't go I'd love to whip you."

Neliel laughed and hugged me and led me back out to the party. She grabbed Nnoitra's hand and led him to the dance floor. I couldn't help but look lovingly in her direction. Shiro and Gin both told me they were going to get a drink but they would be back and Renji well Renji was enjoying himself dancing with any and every girl in the club. Sooner than later Grimmjow crept up behind me which scared me a bit. He was wearing the usual like everyone else black jeans and a black button up shirt. He was so hot.

"Fuck finally found you it's so hot and sweaty and everyone is grinding on each other it's a lot."

I giggled a bit, "Big bad Grimmjow can't take the heat?"

"Oh please…also you look sexy, who are you trying to impress?"

You who else? "Umm no one this is something I threw on you know."

"Sure it is. So want to dance?"
My body went stiff. I wanted to dance with him so bad but what if I acted like a cheap whore. What if while dancing he decided I wasn't worth it. While in my thoughts Grimmjow decided to grab my hand and lead me to the dance floor. I took deep breaths and focused only on Grimmjow. The music that was playing was fast and upbeat. I swayed my hips a bit as I let the music take over my body. I used to love dancing back then. Shinji could never beat me in a dance competition. My body just flowed better with the music. Grimmjow grabbed my hips and moved with me. I danced into his body and put my arms around his big muscular shoulders. It was hot, my face was extremely hot, my body was tingling. I never felt this before.

I felt Grimmjow's hands unconsciously slide down my ass and I just about passed out. Grimmjow pulled me closer to him if that was even possible and I continued moving my body to the beat. Once the song was over I was hot and sweating all over. I was happy I only did light makeup. I was breathing heavily not because of the dancing but because my body was all warm and throbbing a feeling I didn't understand. Grimmjow walked me outside to catch our breaths. I didn't notice it before but his body was flushed and he was breathing hard as well. I didn't know what to do or say. Thank goodness he took the initiative.

"Are you okay Ichigo?"

I gave him a thumbs up, "Never better."

"Sorry I didn't know it would get so intense in there." He explained it to me.

I shrugged, "It's fine it was hot and things got a little too heated."

Grimmjow grinned and got closer to me. I was not complaining one bit.

"Yeah it did get a little too hot and heavy huh."

I wanted to kiss him so bad his lips were right there and we were alone. Grimmjow seemed to be thinking the same thing because he lowered his head to meet mine. We stared into each other's eyes for a bit. I was hypnotized he was just so I don't know amazing. I honestly could stare at Grimmjow all night. I was just that enthralled. After a little more staring, Grimmjow's phone went off. I looked and saw him frown at the text. He stuffed his phone in his pocket and gave me a wink. Oh my gosh the things this man did to me.

"Come on, we're missing the party, yeah?"

I just nodded and followed him back into the party. I couldn't hide my disappointment but I was still a little happy. I mean who wouldn't be happy that they danced with one of the sexiest students at school. The party ended at three in the morning. Shrio drove me home after we all said our goodbyes. I went straight to my room and wrote about the night with a big grin on my face. I slept peacefully that night.

A/N Happy Valentine's day. I hope you guys enjoyed this chapter. Please review and comment. I'm trying to post as many stories as I can today but probably will only post this and we live in different worlds. Thank you to everyone that actually likes this story and who follows and favs me.