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Kisaki Hana was # 100! THX! And # 101 was Cherimai Cherimai also sent in my first review! . Can we start the race for 200? Oh! I am aiming for 150 reviews by chapter 30! Yes, there will be a chapter 30. And thx everyone else who reviewed! It made me SO happy!
WARNING:
Lemons, OH! And Bankotsu is unlike the one in the T.V series/ the manga.
Chapter 23: Kagome's tearsThe group saw Miroku and Sango and rushed to see them. "Hey how's it going?" Sango asked then her eyes fell on Rin. "Rin! Long time no see! Have you already…?" Sango asked glancing at Inu-yasha. "Ya! I missed you so much! Yup. He is ok, so far…" The girls giggled as they sat down. Each girl sat beside each other with Sango in the middle and their boyfriends across.
Kagome ordered her food then excused herself to go to the washroom. Once she was down stairs she felt like some one was watching her. She looked over her shoulder…nothing. She went into the washroom and was she was done she walked out. The door closed. Then a hand covered her mouth. She tried to scream but the gloved hand muffled her voice then a pain in her head and the room fuzzed out of focus…
The drinks arrived. Still no Kagome. The food arrived. Still no Kagome. Inu-yasha stood up. "I'm going to go get her." HE marched off to go find her. Sesshomaru watched as he left. He had a bad feeling.
Inu-yasha walked down the stairs and knocked on the girl's washroom door. No response. He opened the door to find it empty. 'Where could she be?' Inu-yasha walked out in a rage. That's when he noticed a silver thing glitter. He bent down. Kagome's necklace was there. It was a locket in the shape of a heart. There was a picture of a happy, young girl and a even younger boy clinging onto a laughing man's arms. It must've been her father. Why hadn't she ever spoken of him? She had mentioned her mother once or twice. The boy must've been her younger brother. He had been mentioned once or twice as well.
Inu-yasha put the necklace into his pocket in front of his own heart. He WOULD find Kagome. Something wasn't right and he would solve it. No matter what. He ran up the stairs. "Kagome isn't there. I found her necklace on the floor." He rushed he grabbed his jacket and ran out the door. A black car with tinted windows was driving away. A window opened and a man's hand waved to Inu-yasha. Inu-yasha hopped in his car and drove.
He couldn't find the car again. It had vanished. He pulled up and hit the steering wheel. "Damn." He fought the tears. He calmed himself before driving to the restaurant to see the gang waiting by the door. They all but Miroku hopped into the car. "Any luck?" Sango asked quietly. Inu-yasha shook his head solemnly. Miroku got in his own car and followed as they drove to the college. They went to Miroku's dorm. They all sat on the couch, but Inu-yasha. He paced back and forth…
"I have her. The bitch is out cold in the back. So tell me…IS the payment what I think it is? …Hhmm…good." Click. The phone call ended. Bankotsu looked back. This would be fun…
Naraku leaned back in his chair. Everything was perfect. The phone in his pocket vibrated. "Hello?" "Perfect." "Yes." "Good." Click. He got up and walked into the next room. A girl lay under the blanket. Her shoulders uncovered. Long black hair flowed over the pillow; Kieto whimpered as he leaned over her body and kissed her as he had done a million times. He would moan another woman's name when she gave him what he desired of the girl name Kagome.
He left after he had done thrusted in her several times. Clank. The door locked and Kieto cuddled into a small ball and tried to let an un tortured sleep over take her as it hadn't done for years. She was unsuccessful…
Kagome woke up. He eye site was blurry at first. As she started to see more the more her head her hurt. "Ouch" She mumbled. She went to move her heads to her head to discover that her hands were tied above her head. She was lying on a bed tied up. She struggled. "I see you're awake." A deep voice snaked from the darkness. "Who's there!" She shouted as she started the twist violently against her bindings. "Not the typical first question but I'll answer it later." The voice sneered. Kagome rolled her eyes. 'Why did he bring her here…? Where ever here was…' Kagome let out a breath as she stopped struggling. It was useless. She decided on saving her energy.
Breathing heavily from the struggle a hand touched her knee. She tried to move her leg but the grip tightened. "You can't escape me. No one can escape me." His hand started to move up her leg. Kagome panicked. She successfully lifted her tied legs and aimed a kick at where she guesses the hand's owner to be located. Guess right. Another hand shot out and caught her kick.
"You got spunk don't you?" the hand was at the tip of her skirt. "Stop!" Kagome pleaded. A laugh came from the shadows as the warm fingers snuck under her skit. Slowly they moved up. Then he tilted them in. Suddenly a hand snuck up the front of her shirt.
WARNING
RAPE COMING UP
Kagome screamed. "Screaming won't help you angel. Kagome tried to fight back the tears that dared to show. Her clothes was ripped off. Kagome couldn't fight the tears anymore. "Please. Please Stop." She sobbed. "How about…No." The voice laughed. Kagome choked. The hand was at her underwear. With out hesitation the cloth was ripped from her body. This wasn't how she wanted to lose her virginity. Suddenly a phone rang. "Hello." His voice growled. "Fuck. I'm in the middle of it." "Shut up!" "Go to hell N…Boss." Kagome gasped. Could…Could it be Naraku on the other end? Maybe…
A crash told Kagome that the man had thrown the phone against the wall. "Boss wants me to stop. He changed his mind. You bastard is coming. Let me finish up quickly." Kagome cried. Her voice echoed off the walls. "Damn! You scream loud bitch!" He ripped a piece of cloth from his white shirt and stuffed it in her mouth.
The male sat on the bed. Kagome could not see his face in the shadows. She heard some noise then legs touched hers as a hand moved up to her hips. The other hand was feeling her breast.
Kagome tried hard to scream through the cloth but the cloth smothered her voice as she lost her virginity. The man thrusted in her. As he pulled away he slammed into her again. Blood seeped onto the sheets. Pain shot through her. He was being the least gentle possible. A noise from the ceiling made him stop. He pulled out and pulled on his pants, or so Kagome guessed. "Shit." A coarse whisper broke her concentration. Something large slammed against the door. The man had stopped. IT almost seemed as if…
RAPE OVER!
Inu-yasha had driven through the city. He found Kikyo and threatened her. She whispered an address. HE rampaged out of the building and Kikyo wiped out her cell phone and called a warning to Naraku. Naraku was furious at her.
Inu-yasha broke into the dark building. It seemed familiar but was to dark to see. A man was waiting by the door. "Renkotsou." Inu-yasha sneered. The bodyguard turned and saw Inu-yasha. Fear showed in his eyes. He tried to attack, but Inu-yasha had already slammed him against the door and his shoulders slumped as he lost continence, Inu-yasha rammed against the door. Sango ran in the building with Rin behind her. Sesshomaru calmly descended the stairway.
The door flew open; Kagome screamed as tears chocked her. A man stood in the doorway. Kagome whipped her head from the light. Her vision was blurred as an arm touched her. "Kagome?" A recognizable voice said. Kagome wrenched her body from the touch that burned. "Don't touch me!" She screamed. Sango ran in. She covered up Kagome and yelled at Inu-yasha. "Go! Rin come and help me!" Rin ran in and pushed Inu-yasha out.
Inu-yasha sat there and waited. Soon Sango came out carrying Kagome wrapped in sheets. Inu-yasha smelt blood. He panicked. He stood up and ran after them. Sesshomaru caught him. "Leave them be." He warned him. Inu-yasha wrenched himself from Sesshomaru and walked out in the opposite direction.
Inu-yasha wandered the streets aimlessly for hours. "What happened back there?" He kept asking himself. HE finally wound up at his dorm. "Would she be there?" He walked in to find it completely…dark.
He let out a deep sigh. There was a message. "Hello Inu-yasha. Kagome will be staying at my place. Please don't try anything right now. She is very fragile. Bye." Sango's voice sounded sad as it sped through the information.
Inu-yasha crashed down on the couch. Next thing he knew he was late for class. He snapped up and bolted into the bedroom. Grabbed some fresh clothes he popped in a for a quick shower. As soon as he was done he got dressed and was grabbing a snack from the fridge when someone banged on the door.
Rin walked in as the door started to open. She ran into Kagome's room and grabbed some stuff. Then tried to leave with out a word. Inu-yasha ran after her. "How is she?" "Inu-yasha I don't have time…" "I just want to know how she is! I…I care for her!" HE yelled. Rin ran ahead and left him with his thoughts. Something is wrong.
He walked to his class. The seat next to his was empty. He placed his books down. His eyes closed, he leaned back in his chair. Suddenly a form sat beside him. He opened one eye. A girl with long black hair…freckles…chocolate eyes…Kagome? Rin. He sighed.
Rin hit him. "Ow! What was that for!" "Pretend I'm Kagome!" She hissed in a low whisper. Inu-yasha growled and turned away. "What's wrong dog breath? You and my woman got n a fight? She seems different." Inu-yasha pushed in front of Kouga. "Don't go anywhere NEAR Kagome!" Inu-yasha yelled.
Rin giggled. She rolled her eyes. Kouga got freaked out and sat back down at his desk. Miroku walked into the room. Sango was no where to be found. Inu-yasha knew that she was with Kagome.
He sat back down and let thoughts take over him. The teacher walked in and taught a lesson. Rin took lots of notes for Kagome. Inu-yasha just thought of Kagome.
He picked up his stuff and headed to the next class. Rin ran after him. "Inu-yasha! Inu-yasha!" "Hmmm?" He turned and Rin ran into him. "Some bf you are!" "Huh? Oh ya, sorry Kagome." Rin rolled her eyes and hooked arms with his and continued down the hall. Miroku ran up behind. "Excuse us for a minute…Kagome." Rin nodded. Miroku pulled Inu-yasha from the crowd. "They asked me not to tell you but you have every right to know. Kagome got raped. She is asking to see you but they think it is a bad idea right now." "What? Is she ok? Is she really asking for me?" Inu-yasha couldn't help but put on the first smile of the day then he turned white. 'She…she was raped?'
"I have to see her!" Inu-yasha turned. Miroku grasped his arm steadily. Miroku could be strong when he needed to. "Inu-yasha, you are not the only one who cares for her. She needs some time. She is asking for you but when a guy even enters the room she screams and kicks and throws stuff." Miroku rubbed his head in memory.
"Leave her be. Take the rest of the day off. Go to the beach. Relax." Miroku looked serious. Inu-yasha sighed again. This would be a long week…He took off running. He threw his bag in his dorm and took off. He grabbed some food from a market and walked the streets of Tokyo aimlessly. Inu-yasha ate his food at the park. He spent the whole day walking. He ate a small supper. He had to force himself to eat. He had thought mainly of Kagome and how he had never felt this dizzy about a girl. "She's just a girl."
Inu-yasha came to the beach around 9:15PM that night. He sat on a rock that was half in the water half on the sand. He rolled up his jeans and stuck his feet in the cool water. The rock was just large enough for him to lean back a little. He closed his eyes and imagined Kagome. Her long hair blew in the wind and she sang. He could almost hear her singing.
"I was afraid of darkness cause I felt that I was left alone
So I prayed for help to (the) distant million stars
Round & Round the planets revolve round the sun
And we always seek after love and peace Forever more
Growing growing woe baby we can work it out
Look up at the sky Every Heart is shining all today
Show me now, What kind of smile do I come across
Every Heart Every Heart can take a step towards the dreams
All of us what to take a lasting happiness
Whenever you feel sad, I wanna hold you & give you a sound sleep
Someday Every Hearts gonna free and easy…"
In Japanese:
Nagai nagai yoru ni obieteita
Tooi hoshi ni inotteta
Meguru meguru toki no naka de
Bokutachi wa ai o sagashiteiru
Tsuyoku tsuyoku naritai kara
Kyou mo takai sora miageteiru
Donna egao o deaetara
Every heart yume ni fumidaseru no
Hito wa kanashimi no mukou ni
Every heart shiawase ukabete nemuru
Itsuka itsuka subete no tamashii ga
Yasuraka ni nareru you ni
Meguru meguru toki no naka de…
Kagome held her arms tight. A breeze blew by as her words echoed. She had given Sango the slip in the mall. She closed in on the distance between her and the water.
Inu-yasha couldn't believe it. Her beautiful voice was not only in his dreams. The sweet words were real he sat up and saw the shadowy figure of his love. He ran to her. She screamed.
A man stood before her. Memories broke through her song. Screaming to rid the memories she held her head. "Shhh. It's okay. It's me. It's Inu-yasha." He held out a hand for her to take. Her screams died. She ran into his arms. Tears blurred her vision. He slowly wrapped a loose arm around her waist. She pulled out of his grasp and pointed to the rock. He understood and picked her up. They walked to the rock and he sat her on his lap. Kagome cuddled into his chest. Inu-yasha stroked her soft hair. "Kagome!" Sango's voice called over the ground. Kagome sighed. She didn't care if Sango found her. She knew Inu-yasha wouldn't give her up.
Inu-yasha looked down at the girl in his arms. Would she want to leave with Sango? Or would she stay with him? Only one way to find out… "Over here Sango!" Inu-yasha yelled. Kagome looked up into his eyes quizzically.
Sango ran there to see her best friend with Inu-yasha. "Kagome! Don't do that!" Kagome let out a deep breath. She buried her tear stained face in his shirt. "Sango." Inu-yasha tried to explain. Sango called. "Miroku! I found her!" Miroku ran up behind. At first all Kagome saw was a dark shadow of a man. She panicked. She held tight to Inu-yasha and jerked back. Inu-yasha fell forwards with her into the chilly waters. Inu-yasha pulled her out.
Kagome glanced at the shadow and saw Miroku. The first time she had seen another man other than Inu-yasha or the shadow man in her memory since the... "Sorry." She whispered in his ear. He picked her up.
"S'okay." He walked down the road. "You guys got a car?" "Sesshomaru and Rin are going to pick us up in 5 minutes." Miroku answered. 'Sesshomaru…' he thought angrily.
(Should I have included this part?)
After Sesshomaru had dropped them off Inu-yasha carried her up the stairs. "Inu-yasha?" "Yes?" "Why me?" "What do you mean?" "Millions of girls have fallen for you. Why did you pick me? What makes me different." "You didn't try to bribe me for a date or anything like that. You were yourself."
Inu-yasha wasn't looking at her. His eyes were set on the stair well. Kagome suddenly jerked. Inu-yasha held her tighter. "It's okay." "No it's not! I want to walk on my own!" Inu-yasha looked down at her. Tears streaked down from her sad eyes. Inu-yasha sighed. He wanted to hold her. He wanted everything to be fine. But he knew it was far from fine. She was so innocent. She knew not of what he had done. And what was coming. Everything had changed since then. But it didn't hide the fact that it had happened.
HE slowly put her down. She sat on the step. She looked up at him. "I want to walk alone." Then she grabbed his leg and cried. "Inu-yasha…!" Tears covered her face. "Inu-yasha I love you." Tears covered her face.
"Kagome…" He was bout to tell her his love for her. This was the moment he would finally tell a girl his feelings. Inu-yasha wanted to bend down and hold her. He would tell her everything. But it was impossible for him to ever be happy. He didn't want her to…
Suddenly he jerked. "NO…" He regained control of his leg and ran. He ran up the stairs. Kagome screamed. He ran. Jumping every 3 steps. The roof. He burst through the door. Leaning over the edge he whipped around. Cool air whipped his burning face. I love her. I can't. Must not hurt her. I can't. She…She…I love her. So I can't hurt her.
Sesshomaru stood in the doorway. "Don't." Inu-yasha leaned further back. "Inu-yasha. Don't live in the past." Inu-yasha stood on the railing. He was pretty high. High enough to not survive the fall. Sesshomaru stood rigidly. "Inu-yasha!" Kagome ran for him. Sesshomaru held her. "Don't." "Inu-yasha!" "I…I love you." Inu-yasha was caught of guard; his mouth had betrayed him… "Kagome…"
This way he couldn't hurt her. He had already brought so many tears to her chocolate eyes. No more. He would never hurt the ones he loved most. Not thinking that about what he was about to do might hurt her and some other people. No thoughts as…
He let his weight go. The ground closed in. Pain scorched his body. Kagome leaned over the railing. A breath. Something wet slammed to his cheek. It stung. Kagome's tears fell like rain over the railing. Then it was all over. A heart stopped. One last breath left the body that had faced so much hardship. Kagome collapsed…
A/N
Sorry it took so long! I had major writer's block! But I can't take all credit for this…I needed some help to build up to it. The way I had it, it was way too sudden. I wasn't sure about it but…Ya…I had to post something up!
Um…You likey? 0.o. I dunno…R&R to let me find out! Evil cliffy……IS it not?