Foxx666: Yeah, he was so close, and so close in this chapter, and even closer in the next chapter...then maybe...not telling
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A Little Lost, Finding.
Chapter 7
Love?
Harry Potter sat at the kitchen table in Grimmauld Place, thinking, thinking about the last month, and those 15 'dates' of his and Sirius's.
Harry had his head in his hands, eyes looking down.
A tear fell from his eye, and dropped to the table, leaving a small splash upon the wood.
It had been a month since Sirius and him had started going clubbing, Sirius had taken him everywhere Paris, Berlin, Sydney, Melbourne, Madrid, LA, Miami, most of the time Harry didn't know what country they where in. Harry had gotten to know Sirius a lot better than before, and now loved him more…
Harry had managed to keep Sirius's attention off guys for the first 8 clubbing times, but after that, they would get drinks and Sirius would disappear sometimes Harry saw him on dance floor, or in a snog fest.
But, what confused Harry was that Sirius over the past month was trying to tell him something, and Sirius would almost get to tell him, then someone would walk in, or Sirius would chicken out.
Harry was so confused, over the last week he had tried to figure it out, but he just couldn't get it, if he asked Sirius he would wave his hand in dismissal and say 'It doesn't matter anymore' then Sirius would walk away with a sad look on his face.
Harry sighed.
That night, a few hours ago him and Sirius left for a club in Finland, they got in, got drinks, Sirius disappeared, Harry went to look for him, Harry found him, sucking the face of a Blonde guy, Harry had enough and apparated straight to Grimmauld Place.
Another tear slid down Harry's face, and another, and another
The sound of the front door opening, caused Harry to lift his head off his hands
"Harry, HARRY, HARRY" A desperate voice called, panic evident in the voice.
"Oh, god, HARRY, please be here, I could never forgive myself, HARRY" the voice called again.
Harry watched as Sirius appeared in the kitchen doorway, the site of Harry making Sirius visibly relax.
Sirius rushed to Harry's side and pulled him into a hug "Harry how did you get back here?"
Harry's small voice answered "Apparated"
Sirius pulls back and cups Harry's face and for the first time notices the tears, Sirius lets go of Harry's face and sits beside him, then once again cups Harry's face in his hands, his thumb wiping away the tears on his cheeks.
"Harry, what's wrong?" Fear clouds Sirius eyes "Did someone…hurt you?"
Harry nods
Sirius face screws up in anger
"Who" he growls
Harry simply stares into Sirius's blue eyes, indicating a simple 'you'.
"Me?" Sirius asks in disbelief, Sirius swallows and drops his hands from Harry's face "How" he barely whispers
"Oh, Siri, I should have never agreed to go clubbing with you!"
"Why Har, why?" Sirius asks fearfully
Harry looks up at Sirius "Siri, how do you…feel about me?" he asks
Sirius eyes widen in surprise and he chocks "How…. i…feel…. about…you?" he stutters
Harry nods
"Truthfully?" Sirius asks and Harry gives him a look
"I…err…don't hate me…I…err…. haveacrushonyou" Sirius stumbles
Harry's face brightens up somewhat, but then turns to angry and stands forcefully
"THEN WHY THE FUCK DID YOU SNOG OTHER PEOPLE!" Harry yells
Sirius blinks a few times, and looks at Harry "You like me?" he whispers then looks down to the ground "but…but…oh god, why didn't I figure it out?" Sirius muttered under his breath, then looks back up at Harry
"I 'snogged' them because I thought I had not chance in hell with you…"
"Why didn't you ask me how I felt about you, or at least why didn't you come up to me and snog me?" Harry whispers in a deadly calm voice.
"You like me?" Sirius asks Harry bewildered
Harry glares at Sirius, turns around and walks out of the kitchen yelling over his back "NO, I LOVE YOU!"
Sirius looks out the kitchen door and whispers to himself "love?" and a tear slowly falls down from his eyes.
The next morning, the sun pouring into his room awakened Harry. Harry blinked a few times after he put on his glasses "Sun?" he whispers and looks around, there was indeed a window opposite the bed "How, the?" Harry mutters confusingly.
Harry stumbled into the kitchen, hair messy, eyes sleepy, but he was at least dressed properly. Harry slumped into the seat next to Ron, who patted him on the arm.
"Bad Night?" he asks
Harry nods his head and lays his head on the table, groaning,
Harry raised his head as a cup of tea was pressed into his hands, Harry mumbled a "thanks" not really worrying about whom the person was. Said person sat next to him and whispered in his ear "We need to talk later". Harry turned his gaze to the other person and sighed, Sirius was the one who was sitting next to him; Harry just nodded, then brought the tea to his mouth and took a sip, and moaned in pleasure, and gave Sirius a grateful smile. Sirius smiled back softly.
Then Harry realized he was pissed at Sirius, very pissed
"Damn you" Harry muttered so only Sirius could hear him
"Huh?" Sirius asks fear in his voice
"Damn you" Harry repeated
Sirius sighed an "I'm sorry"
"Your not getting of the hook hat easily, sure I could forgive you in a heartbeat, but you have to prove yourself to me first"
"Okay, Har" Sirius whispers
Harry turned to Ron, asking him why he didn't tell his best friend he wasn't a virgin anymore, causing Ron to drop his food and squeak.
Harry walked into the den early in the afternoon with Sirius behind him, following Harry meekly. Harry gestured for Sirius to sit, which Sirius did, in the one-seater black leather chair, which Crookshanks was curled up in.
Harry stood in front of Sirius pacing slowly, he turned to Sirius and gave him a small nervous smile "Now we talk"
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