As usuall thanxs to my everloving reviewers:
Yukkienoloveless, Jess.ShaMak,
Yakifunfan1234: Yes, there are so many questions...but i will tell you that sirius does like harry, or does he...does harry really love Sirius and this was all just a dare? only i and God know.
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Tishu: So you wish to join the dark side? okay here have your cookie now go and torture some apples...angst whore, now that is ery different!
Arwen-Evenstar-Elf: Well, we know Harry...he is the overreacting type! omg i love it wen you say i rock...makes my ego nflate and i get this stupid smile on my face!
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News Upsetter: Well i tend to think im evil... thanxs bout the hermione and remmie thing...i felt the same way, need more than one odd pairing.
Disclaimer: I only wished I owned it…sigh
Chapter 16
Godson or BF
"What the hell was that about Harry?" Sirius asked as he follwed Harry, into his bedroom seconds after his boyfriend had rushed into the room.
Harry looked up at Sirius from his position on the bed. "Nothing" Harry answered; before looking down at the brown quilt underneath him.
"It was Something!"Sirius yells in anger and confusement; making Harry flinch slightly.
Harry looked up at Sirius and shifted positions on the bed, drawing his legs up and circling them with his arms. "Don't worry about it Sirius, everything was just blown out of proportion and i opened my mouth and the wrong thing came out"
"DON"T give me that CRAP!" Sirius half yelled. His throat dry and his hands cleancing into fists
"Just leave it Sirius!" Harry said "I was thinking then saying what i didn't want heard"
"What did you mean when you said i don't love you?" Sirius asked, his heart suddenly speeding up.
Harry stared pointedly at Sirius "Well you don't, do you?"
Sirius looks at Harry helplessy, his hands uncleanching and shoulders sagging
"Sirius...its alright"
"Don't tell ME ITS FUCKING ALRIGHT" Sirius bellowed and Harry slightly shifted back "You can't possible know! Your Just a child!"
Harry stared at Sirius in shock, he blinked once in suprise before whispering "I'm meant to be your boyfriend and not someone that you can fucking talk down to!"
"You are my godson, I can talk down to you all I want!"
"So I'm your godson before your boyfriend?" Harry stares at Sirius as he remains silent "Then I shouldn't have signed that form then"
Sirius blinks "What"
"You heard me"
"You…you regret…"Sirius chokes, surprised and shocked, his heart beat stopping for a fraction of a second before beating furiously inside his chest.
"If you aren't going to treat me as an adult, as your equal, then there is nothing between us!"
"Harry…"
"You can go now Sirius" Harry spat venomously, purposly staring at the carpet.
"Harry…"
Harry ignores him
Sirius sighs
"I'm sorry, it's just…"
"The door is over there Sirius" pointing towards the old wooden door and stares in the direction of Sirius, but his eyes focused on the wall behind him.
"Harry…"
Harry ignores him and reaches for the quidditch book lying on the end of the bed, flips open the cover and stares at the page in hatred
"Harry, please…it's just"
Harry snaps his head up "Just what?"
"This is so hard?"
"What is?"
"This?" Sirius says, gesturing between him and Harry
Harry peers at Sirius from behind his glasses "Relationships that are meant to be, aren't meant to be hard" Harry stats; a knowledge he gained from Hermione over the past year.
Sirius stares at Harry in confusement and Harry sighs
"Why do you think it was so easy for Hermione and Remus to get together, they are meant to be; have you seen how they touch? They are soft and gentle and show their love for each other!"
"I think we're meant to be" Sirius whispers, unheard by Harry
"I know im not making it hard...I'm fine with everything even if you don't love me…" Harry looks down at the floor then stares back up at Sirius "So why are you making everything hard when it could be easy?"
"I don't make it hard"
"Yes you do Siri"inwardly Sirius smiles, the use of his nick name warming his heart and telling him all is not lost.
Screws face up in concentration and thought, thinking about his past relationships, but coming up empty handed
"How?"
"Well take today as example"
Sirius stares blankly at Harry, Harry sighs in furstration; pinching the bridge of his nose.
"We are fighting over a little tantrum I had over my insecurities I went to finish the argument because I was over it, but you kept going, and sometimes you act…"Harry stops
"Like what?" Sirius asks curious
"Like…you act like an...Well like a spoiled child when things don't go your way"
"I do not!" Sirius denies
"With matters concerning me you do!"
"I didn't through a tantrum when you said you weren't ready for…"
Harry interrupts, pounces off the bed and stands directly infront of Sirius, face red and gesturing violently at Sirius.
"Fuck you, don't you dare turn that against me!"
"Im not, I'm just saying!"
"Your hopeless" Harry mutters
"Not completely" Sirius whispers glancing at Harry slyly
Harry looks at Sirius, his face hard and cold "Get out of my room, come back when you decide weather i'm your godson or your boyfriend!"
"Remmie"
"Yes, Mione?"
"Sirius is going to cop it big this time isn't he?"
"Unfortunately yes, Sirius tends to say things before he thinks, or more true fully in these situations he says the wrong things."
"We will just be lucky if they are still together after this fight
The first fight is always the worst though"
"I agree, remember ours?"
Hermione laughs
"We had that at the end of 3rd year, I wasn't exactly looking at you in a romantic way"
"Yes but remember!"
"I remember exactly, you were angry because you remebered that i howled and you came running towards where i was...I was trying to save Harry's life you know"
Remus stares at Hermione, but doesn't say anything. After a few moments of silence Hermione looked at Remus
"You weren't thinking of me romantically back then were you?" Hermione asked
"NO, i am not a pervert"
"I am only two years older" Hermione stated, an impishing grin on her face
"That's two years, you've grown up since then" Remus stated "I didn't take you for the half empty glass type"
Hermione hits Remus lightly, saying "I'm not, im an optimist!" before kissing him lightly.
Yeah...i know its short...sue me, actually i take that back dont sue me cause all i have are cookies to give to the dark side...but maybe that was your plan all along! your planning to steal all my cookies, well you wont get them so there sticks toung out
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