Seth Clearwater
NPOV
"Come on Nessie, let's go for a swim." Seth asked. I shook my head. Jacob was with Sam doing Alfa stuff, so Seth offered to spend the day with me. I didn't feel like swimming, or hunting, going to a movie, or anything else Seth had suggested doing. What I wanted involved blood. And I wasn't taking about hunting animals.
"I don't want to eat it with a fox, or eat it in a box, Seth." He gave a small laugh.
"Nessie you have to do something to get your mind off of it." Seth said in a low voice. I turned a glared at him.
"I can't get my mind off of it Seth! How can I? My mom is being held against her will, by a bunch of crazy, obsessed vamps. You know what I want to do. What you all want to do right now. But Auntie Alice can't find the little bitch, so we can't rip her head off, put it on a stake, and dancing around her burning body." Seth winced.
"Someone's spending to much time with her Uncle and scary movies." He said under his breath. I narrowed my eyes at him.
"But you right though. We do want to find and kill her… But we're leaving that for Bella when she gets back-"
"She's not coming back! They'll never let her come home."
He continued as if I hadn't spoken. "She kill Tanya and make her suffer for what she's done. And we have to have faith in her. Now, how about we play basketball?" I grunted. I knew that he wasn't going to give this up until I did something, besides waking around like the walking dead. I winced. After the phone call from Mom, Dad's been nothing but a empty shell. Not taking to no one, never hunting unless we almost forced him, he didn't play his Piano- hell he didn't even go the cottage at all. He just sits in his old room and stares into space. I winced. My father looked like a dead man. Eyes hollow, with dark purple lines around his eyes. He was so pale you could almost see right through him. He hadn't hunted in weeks until we forced him to. And trust me it wasn't pretty. We had almost had to kill a animal and drain its blood so Father could eat. Until Uncle Emmett threatened to find a way to tell Mom that he wasn't eating. He was pissed for a few hours, but got over it. Before I realized it, I was crying so hard that I shook. Seth came and hugged me tight.
"Its okay, Nessie. It'll be alright, you'll see. Soon Bella will be home and everything well get back to normal." Seth said softly in my ear.
"But what if it doesn't! What if she never comes home? My dad will never be the same. He's like the walking dead! His not the same dad that took me hunting in the morning, tucked me in at night, played the piano for me when I was sad or taught me how! Don't say its going to be okay, when you know its not. I WANT EVERYTHING BACK TO NORMAL!" I screamed at him. I knew that I shouldn't be taking out all my frustrations out on him, but I couldn't help it. I was tired of trying to bottle it all in. I smashed my face into his chest and he held me as I cried. I cried so hard that I was taking in big pieces of his shirt into my mouth. When I finally pulled back, there was a big wet stain on his shirt. "Seth I'm so-" I started, but he cut me off.
"Don't worry about it. I knew you were holding it in anyway. I was waiting for you to just let it go. I didn't think I'd be the one standing here, but hey what can you say?" He said softly. I looked up at him. I never really knew how hansom Seth looked before. But as he started at me with those big dark eyes filled with compassion. Before I knew it, I brought my face close to his and-
"What the hell is going on!" Jacob snapped. We jumped apart instantly.
"Jacob, Nessie was crying and-" Seth tried to explain, but Jake already had him by his shirt and almost threw Seth away from me. I quickly got in between them and glared at Jake.
"Don't you dare Jacob Black! All he did was hold me while I cried! Which was your job, not his! So don't be all Alpha and shit on him just because you weren't here. And if you hurt him in anyway, Jacob… I'll never forgive you." I said in a frosty tone. Jake winced.
"Nessie the way you to were looking how could I not-" I hissed at him.
"Looking? God! He was holding me because I was crying. How many times do I have to say it Jake? And if you think I'd cheat on you, then your just another boy! I thought you were different then all the other boys I've seen with there girlfriends. But I guess I was wrong. Your just another completely jealous guy who want let me have any guy friends without think I'll cheat on you."
"Nessie-" He pleaded, but I wouldn't hear it.
"No. just leave me alone for a while Jake, okay? Just leave me alone." He changed into wolf form so quickly that I almost missed it. And he stocked off into the woods. Doing just as I asked. I didn't check and see if Seth was still there. I just ran in the opposite direction of Jake. I needed a good long run to clear my head.