Finding yourself
Hermione had been up all night thinking about what she was going to do. Of course the obvious answer was to go through with it. The whole wizarding world was depending on her actions and that scared her. "Why does everything have to be so complicated." She mumbled to herself.
"What's complicated? Anything I can help you with?" Said a familiar voice.
"HARRY!" She screamed. She jumped up and almost tackled him.
"Woah now, I just got out of the hospital wing. Do you really want to send me back?" He laughed softly.
"Sorry! I just am so excited to see you! Are you ok? Are you feeling better?" She asked.
"I feel fine, Hermione calm down. It is you I should be worried about. I just got done talking to Professor Dumbledore and he said you had alot on your plate and probably needed someone to talk to."
All of a sudden she remembered. She was so excited about seeing Harry she almost forgot. Hermione was quiet for a moment, thinking about whether she should talk to him about all of this or not.
"Harry, I am so tired of this war." Was all she managed to say. It was a stupid statement of course because everyone was, but right then it meant more than anything.
"I know," He said quietly, "I am too. Even though we should be winning. We aren't. I hate to admit it, but I am really scared of what is going to happen."
She looked up at him in amazement. Two of the strongest people she knew, Professor Dumbledore and Harry, were both scared of what the outcome of this war was going to be. That was it. After everything that had happened today, that scared her the most. She was going to do this.
"Harry, I have to tell you something. Professor Dumbledore has asked me to do something. He wants me to do some type of mission. Well at least that is what I am calling it. You see he has the same feeling about the war as you do. He doesn't think we are going to come out on top this time. Well he wants me to..go back in time and stop the young Lord Voldemort from becoming what he is today." She said in a rush.
Harry was quiet for more than a couple of minutes. He was looking behind her at something in the distance. It was aggrivating Hermione very much because she wanted to know what he was going to say. She was about to say something when Harry finally spoke.
"I think...that you should go. I know if Professor Dumbledore wants this, then it is probably for the best. I understand what he sees in selecting you for this. He is a smart man, Hermione and he would never put you in danger. I think you should go." He said again. Tears were starting to form in Hermione's eyes. She hated this. She was about to leave someone she loved again. She gave him the biggest hug she could possibly give to anyone and sat down.
Hermione and Harry talked for hours and talked of everything. They both were trying to stay together for as long as they could before Hermione had to leave. She was leaving tomorrow and she needed to be with him for as long as she could.
Finally at about midnight, they decided they better go to bed. They both went there seperate ways, hugging for as long as possible thinking that somehow that would keep them together longer. She finally went to bed and went to sleep, not daring to think about what would happen tomorrow.
OK. Sorry that was a really boring chapter and it was kind of short but she needed to say goodbye to Harry eventually so I just kind of made a whole chapter about it. Don't worry the next one will be alot better. She is going to have one last meeting with Professor Dumbledore and then she will be headed off to 1944 which we will get our first glimpse of Riddle so be excited. Sorry it took so long to update this chapter but i will get the new one up soon I promise! Thanks plz review!!!!!!