Nerd?...or undercover agent Beauty?
Hi my name is Chica this is my first fanfic hope u all like it!
Disclaimer: I don't own CCS or the characters except some I have made. Also it's my own storyline! NO MAGIC! I HAVE ALSO USED SOME CHARACTERS BY LITTLE WOLF LOVER (if your looking for great stories to read check hers out there fantastic!)
Full Summary: Sakura, once a beautiful and cheerful girl. She had it all, friends, popularity and most of all a loving family. When her family was unexpectedly murdered she changed her look. Now she is a nerd with no friends but Tomoyo Daidouji and Eriol Hiiragizawa. The only one who knows her secret is Tomoyo, her best friend and distant cousin; and Eriol another friend. Sakura was adopted and 1 year later had to move to America. When she returns 7 years later with a new look what will everyone think? Do they even know it's her? She hides a big secret from the world, what is it? Sakura a cold girl is now back in Japan for her last year of University and revenge for her family. What will happen? What happens when there is someone out to kill her? Who will help her when she is down? Read and find out!
Key:
"….." talking
'…..' thoughts
Italics….Italics character action
(….) me talking
--FLASHBACK-- start of flashback
--END OF FLASHBACK--
Li Syaoran and Kinomoto Sakura
Meilin Li and Jamie Chan
Daidouji Tomoyo and Hiiragizawa Eriol
Sasaki Rika and Yang Alex
Yanagisawa Naoko and Ling Mika
Mihara Chiharu and Yamazaki Takashi
Hi everyone Chica here! I want to thank everyone for there reviews! They were so sweet! I really luved them! Thank you all!
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Coca24cola: Thanx so much for review! I'm glad you like my story!
Pinaygrrl: Yes I know poor Sakura eh? But it how it goes, don't worry though it'll get better I promise! Thanx for your review!
XxhopexX: I know I'm very sorry for not updated in sooo long, but you see I had complication with my computer and I had a lot going on at school, I hope you can forgive me. Also I'll try and make the chapters longer but don't kill me if their not. Some will be long, some short, I can't really say. See I'm not a really fast typer ya know. And I do this in my spare time, and it's hard for me to write a lot down ya know. But I try my best kkz! Thanx 4 ya review!
MidniteDreamer: Hi! I'm really glad that you like my story! And I want to thatk you for your review! THANX YOU!
Czakali: Yes Sakura is moving to America soon. Probably in the next two chapters or so. This story is going to about 20 to 30 chapters I'm hoping, so stay will me till then! Sakura is currently 15 years old. She starts of 14 years old, but turns fifteen. I'm sorry I did not show her birthday. Ne way she's in ninth grade now. I have also revised my chapter especially 1 and 3,4. if you have to re-read them, I made them better. Also she's coming back to Japan 7 years late. I know at first I said 8 years but I changed that. Sorry for the confusion. Also THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR YOUR REVIEW!
Crystaleyez: Lolz I know, no luv at first site. See he may start to respect her at one point, but love is far away! I'm glad you get the intense feeling, I was hoping for it. I'm sorry if my paragraphs were too long for you. I'll try and make them shorter, but it's how I've always written so it might take while. Thank you so much for saying my characters description was good! I was hoping soo much that it was all right. See I wanted to give all the details so the reader would have a feel as if they were them or seeing them there ya know. Lolz I hope you don't have a sad life like Sakura, I wouldn't want that for anyone! But I hope yours is like hers later when everything will be all right ya know. Aww I'm soo glad that I have loyal fans! You know at first when I created this fic, I was scared that no one would like it and that would mean I wasn't a good writer. You see I love to write, and the reviews everyone gives me is a great encouragement. I won't pressure myself in writing my fic fast, I want them really good so I'm going to take my time, but I assure that I will NOT abandon it ever. Thanx you soo soo soo much for your review! I swear when I read it, I really awed out loud! I was literally moved thanx!
Kawiiseeker987: Yes I also enjoyed writing the conscience part. I thought I would add in some humour you know cuz the other chapters before were so intense ya know. I wanted to lighten up the mood a bit. Thanx for you review!
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LIttlelonewolf Yes Sakura will become a secret agent beauty soon… OMG I luv your suggestion! It's absolutely amazing! Thanx soo munch! Now I know where to go with this story and all! Omg! Thanx you! I wanted to ask you how do think if their son is the same age as Sakura and acts like an overprotective brother, giving Syaoran a hard time later ya know. And he'll be a top agent and stuff OMG all these thoughts running through my head! I have a whole new outlook as to what to do THANX! I don't know how many times I'll be able to say that! Thanx! Lolz you probably think I some crazy girl right now eh? Lolz I don't blame yeah I'm really hyper right now lolz! But really thank you I really appreciate you suggestion and will definitely take it into account, definitely! Thanx for the review! Till next time!
Cherryxxblossom: Lolz there leaving but don't worry in 7 years she'll be back! And look much different too lolz! Yes Sakura's for and her foster father knew each other they were best friends growing up. They made a promise that if anything every happened to either of their families the other would look after them.
Gurla-aYa: Lolz thanx you for review! And indeed the plot thickens and the evil conscience appears! Lolz!
Kenshinlover2002: Yes I know it'll take Sakura longer to complete her task but it's all good, don't worry! Thanx for ya review!
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Maximite: Chica mean little girl…cuz I am little lolz I'm really short for my age! Bur its all-good lolz. Also you pronounce it sort of like this Chii-ka. Like take the 'ea' of TEA and ass it to CH then say calm and take the 'ca' and add it to the end. CHICA! I hope I explained alright I'm not really good at explaining stuff like this srry…Thanx for ya review!
I would also like to thank everyone else for your reviews! Their wonderful! Thanx!
Chapter 6
Morning came quicker then expected. It was as if god wanted to torture her. Wanting her to get to school quicker so she would be laughed, and teased at. Groaning Sakura sagged of her bed, groggily making her way to her bathroom. She brushed her teeth, took a relaxing shower and got ready for school.
She wore black baggy jeans with two dangly chains across her waist, one silver the other gold, both intertwined. She put on a tight white tank top with a shapeless long, hooded black West 49 sweatshirt.
She quickly put on her contacts and brushed her now newly dyed black hair. Having to put on a wig every morning was too much of a hassle. Therefore she bought temporary washable dye since it was a whole lot stressful.
Finally she put on some thick spiked bracelets, a black choker with a three studs around it, and a pair of silver dangly earrings.
As Sakura looked at herself in the mirror a poem she wrote not to long ago popped into her mind.
(A/N: I will be inserting poems now and then and please don't take them, they're my own! I don't mean to be mean but DON'T TAKE MY POEMS! And if so, please contact me, my stuff should be copyrighted! Thanx!)
Myself
Looking into the mirror,
I see a sight that gives me fear,
Who is this person looking back at me?
Whatever happened to outer beauty?…
I don't recognize her face,
So sullen and so sad,
Without a hint of grace.
Her eyes are welled with tears,
Reflecting all those gruesome fears,
When will this tragic nightmare end?
Hopefully before it's not too late for these wounds to mend.
And out an end to all this strife.
I see all these things looking into the mirror,
With that girl looking back at me,
This will be the only image that I'll ever see.
Sighing Sakura eyed her poem book, which she hid under her bed, so no one would look at it. Checking the time she leaped up; grabbed her bag and headed downstairs. She was once again going to be late, what a surprise.
"Morning honey," said Anita cheerfully. "Your breakfast is one the table," she added.
"Morning," came the reply. "I don't have time for breakfast I'm late again," said Sakura making her way to the door, not even bothering to thank her mother for the effort.
If she had turned around she would have seen the hurt that crossed her mothers face. But was quickly covered up and masked a cheerful one again.
"Sweetie will you be home straight after school? Or do you have to stay later?" she asked walking towards her daughter.
"I don't know; I'll be home as soon as possible. Ja," said Sakura racing out the door on her roller blades.
Anita watched her only daughter as she went out of sight. She hated what the girl was doing to herself. She was closing herself from the world, and it scared her. She just hoped that when they gave her the news of moving she wouldn't completely snap.
Anita shut the door thinking about America, she loved it there. It was where all her friends and family lived and she couldn't wait to leave. But she would greatly miss Japan; it was also a wonderful place.
--Sakura—
Racing down the hallway Sakura reached her classroom. Gulping she entered her English class. She was slightly shocked to see no one sitting in their seats and kids scattered around the room chatting happily.
As she entered the room making her way to her desk she realized that Ms. Hunter was not present.
Shrugging it off she sat down and looked out the window, starting to daydream about her old life. She blacked out all the giggling sluts behind her, who were surrounding Li's desk.
Li smiled charmingly but if you looked close enough you'd see that the girls around him made him sick.
"Sakura-chan! Sakura-chan!" yelled Rika. Chiharu, Naoko, Rika, and Tomoyo by her side. She was yelling quite loudly and it caught Syaoran's attention.
"Huh? What?" asked Sakura snapping out of her daydream. "Oh hi guys," she replied sully.
"Hey girl, it's been forever since we've talked, why is it that you never hang out with us anymore?" asked Chiharu questioningly.
"Yeah, we miss having you around, don't you wanna be friends with us anymore?" asked Naoko looking hurt.
Sakura sighed racking her brain for a good excuse. It wasn't like she could say 'Oh sorry guys there's a killer after me and if I hang out with ya'll you'll be in danger' No she could definitely not say that.
"I..um..well.." stammered Sakura. She looked at her friends' faces; they were waiting patiently for her answer. Heck even Rika was being patient and that never happened. "Sorry guys, theirs a lot that's been going on ya know. And well I've had a lot of homework to do, I'm sorry if you think I've been neglecting you," said Sakura lying through her teeth.
In truth she was really sorry for ditching her friends but she had to, she just had to.
"But we all—" Chiharu was cut short when Ms. Hunter raced through the door.
"Sorry I was late class, my alarm clock didn't go off, then my stove burned cooking eggs, and my car was giving me trouble and well ya… I'm rambling aren't I," she laughed nervously. "Please everyone take a seat we've already lost a lot of time," she said getting her breathing under control.
For the first time in her life Sakura was glad the teacher came. She knew what Chiharu was going to say and was grateful she could not finish her sentence. For if she had Sakura would have had no reply.
What Sakura did not know though was that Syaoran heard the whole conversation and wondered what was going on. Not like he cared what Yumi did and didn't, but he didn't know that Yumi was friends with well anyone (other then Tomoyo and Hiiragizawa) and well to say the least it surprised him wholly.
The class went on smoothly, everyone handed in their assignments on 'life', which pleased Ms. Hunter very much.
"Class I just wanted to remind you that in a few short weeks we will be holding the talent show. I hope that you all have chosen what you will be doing. Since, come Monday morning I need you all to tell me what you will be doing so that the staff can organize the set up," she explained.
Whispers flew across the room; some giggling could be heard. Panicked voices could also be heard, since they only had two short days to decide what to do.
"I'm sorry for giving you such short notice but Monday I will need to know. Also I will be assigning another project on Monday," she said cheerfully. Groans erupted. "Now don't be like that, I assure you it's quite simple," she reasoned.
If you looked at her close up, you could see the evil glint in her eyes and the devil horns on her head. She was truly evil.
"But don't you think we should be spending more time practicing for the show?" asked a student. A chorus of 'Yeahs' could be heard around the room.
" Mr. Yamazaki I guarantee you all that this assignment will not distract you from your show preparations," she smiled at the class as the bell rang signalling the end on class. "Good-bye class have a good weekend," she exclaimed cheerfully.
Grumbling students filled into the halls, shooting daggers at the classroom in which they came out of.
"Oh my god!" exclaimed a voice, "get her out of my sight, her ugliness is blinding me," it shouted.
Sakura turned to where the voice came from, only to see Ming Ping, the school's slut, hanging onto a disgusted Syaoran.
Though Sakura wasn't sure if Li was disgusted with her or the slut. 'No doubt it's me' she thought. 'Well might as well act like the scared-shitless-girl, again.'
Sakura shivered, forcing herself for fake tears to emerge in her black eyes. "I.I..mm sor..ry Ping, I'll get out of your way," stammered Sakura. She was fully disgusted with herself.
Ming smirked enjoying the torture she was bestowing upon Sakura.
Syaoran on the other hand frowned. 'Why would Yumi just let herself be tortured? It isn't right she doesn't deserve this' he thought. As soon as the thought came his eyes widened. He was acting as if he cared for her.
This was bad; he must have eaten something at breakfast to make him delusional. Yes that's it. Shaking his head, getting back to reality, Syaoran smirked at Yumi.
"That's right get out of our way, far away," said Syaoran. "Oh and I'd think about taking a shower, you smell worse then dog crap. It's called having good hygiene, you must know that being a nerd and all," asked Syaoran tauntingly.
Sakura blood boiled she wished for nothing more then to beat the bastard into a bloody pulp. He made her so angry. By now a crowed had gathered around them watching the scene in anticipation.
"Hey! Get out of my way!" shouted Eriol. "If ya'll don't move I swear your going to wish you had never met me," he growled very un-Eriol like.
Sakura whipped her head towards Eriol. He was making her way through the now scared on-lookers with Tomoyo and Rika in tow. Sakura was grateful her friends had come to help her, but in truth she could have taken care of it on her own, but that would mean getting rid of her act.
"Hey Syaoran, Ping, what do you think your doing?" he asked angrily, now standing in front of Sakura. "And you Syaoran what the hell is your problem? Just because everyone thinks you're all that, you assume you have the right to pick on people. Well reality check cousin, you DON'T," he bellowed.
"Shut up Eriol, this doesn't concern you," said Syaoran glaring at his cousin and friends.
"Oh stop with those glares Syaoran, they may scare other but they don't scare me. Furthermore it is my problem if you're picking on one of my friends," said Rika moving in front of Sakura. In truth she was afraid of his glared, but they were making fun of her friend and she wouldn't back down.
"How dare you speak like that to Syaoran, bitch," shrieked Ming.
By now Rika was shaking in anger, how dare that slut call her a bitch? Fine if she wanted to play dirty then dirty it would be. "For your information I do have the right to speak to Li like that, he's bullying one of my best friends," she retorted calmly, swallowing her desire to punch the living daylights out of Ming. "Oh and what did you call me? A bitch? Well thank you," said Rika smirking at Ming's confused face.
"Confused Ming? Well let me explain, see a bitch is a dog, a dog is a part of nature and nature is beautiful, in short you're saying I'm beautiful," said Rika cheekily. "Oh I know I'm beautiful you don't have to tell me but I am sorry, really I am. See I don't swing that way if you know what I mean," said Rika putting on her sorry face but her eyes clearly displayed amusement.
The crowed that was gathered sniggered at the now raging Ming. "Why you—" she was cut short.
"Oh give it a rest Ming, your voice is giving me a headache. As for you Sasaki and Hiiragizawa don't tell me what to do," howled Syaoran walking off to class with a major migraine.
To say the least Ming looked like a raging bull, you could literally see steam flying out of her ears.
Eriol smirked seeing his cousin walk away with a furious Ming behind him trying to apologize. If anyone were watching Sakura at the moment you would have seen a tiny smirk upon her face.
Sakura enjoyed the little battle between Rika, Eriol and Li since they told him off quite well. Inside Sakura's smirk was a mile long.
"Hey Sakura you okay? Did my stupid cousin or Ping do anything to you?" asked Eriol who was fully concerned. Sakura was like a little sister to him and he'd be damned if anything should happen to her.
"Yeah I'm fine Eriol thanks so much, and you too Rika, you don't know how much that meant to me," Sakura replied softly, looking at them gratefully.
"Don't sweat girl, they had it coming a mile away," Rika answered lazily, linking arms with Sakura as they made their way to their next class.
Sakura sighed watching her friend form the corner of her eye; she was no doubt a loyal, caring, hardheaded friend. She always stuck up for her and though she bitched a lot she only did in a playful way.
Hours flew by and soon the end of the day approached. Kids everywhere were anxious to leave the school grounds so they could plan for the weekend. All around people laughed asking if they wanted to see a movie tonight or sleepover but one girl, one lonely girl sat alone.
Sakura doodled on her notebook, half heartedly listening to what the math teacher was saying. Even though she improved greatly in the subject she still hated it with passion.
Sakura longed to have a sleepover with her friends again, laughing like there was no tomorrow. Sometimes listening to all her friends laughs made her want to cry, but she wouldn't. She always blinked back her tears; she had to be strong.
Slowly Sakura started to pack her bag; she hadn't realized when the bell rang or when the teacher dismissed them. But when she saw kids filing out into the halls she knew school was over.
Slinging her bag over her shoulder she exited the class. Upon reaching outside she found that the weather perfectly matched her mood.
It was pouring outside like cats and gods. Complaints were loudly made about the weather but Sakura didn't mind. Inside this is how she felt all the time, like a raging storm.
Boldly she walked out into the rain; some looked at her as if she were crazy, walking in that weather. It was practically hailing and thunder pounded loudly scaring many students.
She stood there letting the rain soak every inch of her up, slowly making her way to the school gate.
She headed down the street to the park, she didn't want to go home yet, and she needed time to think. She wanted to stay out in the rain; it made her feel better at times, like today.
Words of her new song she wrote a couple days ago flowed into her head. (A/N: It's actually 'Come Clean' by Hillary Duff but in this story pretend it's Sakura who wrote it. For good effect of the story download the song thanx!)
Reaching the park she dropped her bag on the ground and began to spin in circles, no one was there at this time; no one dared to step out in this weather. Sakura just wanted to let go today, for almost a year now she felt trapped, today she felt like letting go.
Softly she stated to sing the song she wrote, not knowing that the minute she had began to sing two figures had entered the park and stopped dead hearing the singing.
Let's go back
Back to the beginning
Back to when the earth, the sun, the stars all aligned
She sang beautifully, even in the fierce storm, her voice rung crystal clear. The two unknown people, who now hid themselves from view, listened to the angelic yet sad voice.
'Cause perfect didn't feel so perfect
Trying to fit a square into a circle
Was no life
I defy
Chorus:
Let the rain fall down
And wake my dreams
Let it wash away
My sanity
'Cause I wanna feel the thunder
I wanna scream
Let the rain fall down
I'm coming clean, I'm coming clean
Sakura sang with passion, she never knew she had. Spinning in circles every-know and then, feeling the music pulse through her burning body. Even though it was chilled to the bone outside she felt as if she were on fire. All the feelings she kept pent up inside for so long, she let go, freeing herself from the emotional torture.
I'm shedding
Shedding every color
Trying to find a pigment of truth
Beneath my skin
By now her own tears began to mix with the rain, but her voice still sang clearly. Even though she vowed not to cry, she couldn't help it. By god she was only 15, this sort of stress was too much for her.
The two figures cautiously peeked from where they were hiding in hopes to see who the girl was. They couldn't make out her face in the rain. They wondered who would be stupid enough to be singing in the centre of a killer storm.
'Cause different
Doesn't feel so different
And going out is better
Then always staying in
Feel the wind
Chorus:
Let the rain fall down
And wake my dreams
Let it wash away
My sanity
'Cause I wanna feel the thunder
I wanna scream
Let the rain fall down
I'm coming clean, I'm coming clean
Tears poured uncontrollably from her eyes, pain erupted, burning her heart. She wanted nothing more then to live a normal life but god had not given her one. She started to feel weak, all the stress finally catching up to her.
I'm coming clean
Let the rain fall
Let the rain fall
I'm coming...
Chorus:
Let the rain fall down
And wake my dreams
Let it wash away
My sanity
'Cause I wanna feel the thunder
I wanna scream
Let the rain fall down
I'm coming clean, I'm coming clean
The two figures peeped from behind the trees, watching the girl closely, squinting their eyes to see whom it was. They didn't know why they wanted to know but curiosity got the better of them. They watched as she spun around and around faster and faster, until finally gravity took over and she fell onto her knees.
Let the rain fall
Let the rain fall
Let the rain fall
I'm coming clean
She sung each word painfully, her voice soar. Each word she dang, she lost more of her consciousness. Feeling dizzy and cold Sakura sang the last words of the song before she blacked out.
Let's go back
Back to the beginning
Falling over she lay there motionless, her tear stained cheeks burning, but she couldn't feel them. She was numb all over; everything around her was dark. Faintly she heard someone screaming her name as footsteps made there way over.
Anita and Richard had been worried sick about their daughter. They had gone to her school to pick her up so she wouldn't have to walk in this storm only to find out form one of her friends (Tomoyo) she already left.
They returned back home waiting for her return but she didn't come. Panicking they both went out into they storm, in their car looking for her.
They drove up and down the streets finally driving by the park. There they saw a lone figure just as it passed out. Fearing the worst they shot out from the car, forgetting about their umbrellas, making there way over to the figure.
As they got closer Anita began to scream, she had seen her daughters pale face, as the rain came to a halt.
Both Syaoran and Mika Ling, another friend of Syaoran's, watched as the man picked up the fragile girl into his arms. They were shocked when they heard the name of the girl escape the woman's mouth.
"Sakura! Sakura! Oh god Richard hurry, we have to get her home. She's soaked to the bone and she's burning up," said Anita tearfully, feeling Sakura's forehead.
"Shh Anita its okay she'll be all right, she's a strong girl," hushed Richard. He picked Sakura up but frowned when he felt her skin, she was indeed very warm. He didn't understand why she was here in the park on her own in this weather. Didn't she know how dangerous this was to her health? She could have gotten really sick.
They both ran as fast as possible to the car, both praying she would be okay.
As the doors closed, and the car sped off, Syaoran and Mika emerged from behind the trees. They were both cold but were glad they had jackets on. Silence took over them for a few minutes as they replayed the scene that just occurred a few minutes prior.
"What the hell was THAT?" questioned Mika, breaking the dreadful silence. They were both shocked to just see the school nerd in the middle of a storm singing beautifully then pass out. It was just to unbelievable and weird.
Syaoran didn't answer, he didn't know. In silence both walked the rest of the way to Syaoran's apartment. Today was by far the weirdest day they had experienced in a long while.
"Oh god o god please let her be alright," cried Anita leaning on Richards shoulder. He wrapped his arms around his wife comforting her. He too was scared for his adoptive daughter who was in her room being checked by their family doctor.
Minutes passed which seemed like hours. Finally the doctor emerged from the room, a slight frown upon his face.
Anita and Richard jumped up from the chairs on which they sat, waiting for the doctor to tell them if Sakura would be all right.
He looked up to the impatient faces of the parents and took a deep breath.
"Well Sakura is--
Authors Note:
Hahaha… I'm evil aren't I? Sorry but I thought this was a nice cliffy to leave at! Hope you all don't kill me! This was my longest chapter yet and I enjoyed writing it, hope ya'll luved it as well!
Is Sakura all right? Or is she really sick? What about Syaoran and Mika? What do they think about Sakura now? Find out in my next chapter!
R&R! Thanx!
…:Chica:…