Reason to Live: Triela's Diary

Entry 10: Check Up

January 2nd

Dear, Diary

And so it came today! Once again, it is our yearly check up after a year of service involving guns, Padanias, and the oh-so-lovingly handlers. So, doctor Bianchi tested our abilities for a while as usual before interviewing us.

"Like a typical high school doctors would do; strip them of their clothes, measure our weight, height, and other I think unnecessary. Perverted technicians…"

After the usual 'virginity-check' by our technicians (seriously, do they think our handlers would do such a thing to us?), we were sent straight to our beloved dr. Bianchi for some more of those Freud or whatever it is called.

"Psychology test dummy," I exclaim giggling "I thought you LOVE to hear that every time you had your 'weird' dreams where Hillshire is involved."

But not exactly Freud that Claes always had. He's more like asking 'how do I feel' sort of thing. So it goes like 'how do I feel', then 'so everything went fine for you?' and then asking whether I can control my emotions or not. Well, DUH! OBVIOUSLY!! C'mon people! I will be fourteen this year!! Sheesh, it is bugging; not to mention Ferro behind watching like I'm some sort of criminal in the death roster; eyes open people, I KILL criminals!! Padanias!! And I don't look like one so stop WATCHING or EXAMINING me because it is uncomfortable!! And I swear Hillshire is on the other side of the one-sided mirror looking at me with a sort of 'do-oh' expression on his face like he usually has. I never like this check ups on the first place, so I decided to lay a little prank on him while I'm at it. I swear I could imagine his face that time when I pulled it; Dr. Bianchi is surprised himself! So, I point my index finger using my left hand and turn my attention to the mirror (after Dr. Bianchi's last question) and said:

"Hillshire, stop looking at me like that…and get that hand of yours off your 'thing'!"

Dr. Bianchi immediately gave me a puzzled look as I start giggling. Of course, Ferro is out fetching Henrietta. He asks soon after if I knew it was a 'one-side mirror'. So I gave him a 'yes' which is returned with sigh, mentioning that the 'other room' is empty currently. Heck yeah right…mind explaining why Hillshire gave me a word after the counseling? Well, the yearly check up ended with me having a possibly good grade and results and all. Of course, it was added later with Hillshire's scold of my behavior before he left. Not really a scold, but more of a word; or as I say, his 'personal counseling'. I decided to ear a bit on Henrietta's talk with Dr. Bianchi before I left for showers.

…I swear I heard Henrietta mentioning she killed more people than I am last month…

And what's up with Angie today anyway? Is Marco harsh to her again? Some handler he is...

Oh, by the way: Rico returned today with Jean; accompanied by a nerdy looking guy.

I couldn't stop laughing after I read her entry. Now I understand the ruckus she created between Jean and Hillshire late that afternoon. I went first before Triela, so I didn't get to listen to her check up. However, I found Hillshire talking to Jean about Triela's exam and found Jean unusually chuckling hearing Hillshire's comments about her check up. Well what could I say? She could be one of the most mischievous and rebellious girl around here after all!

Using my index finger to bookmark the page, I check my surroundings; as well as the outside world by taking glimpse through the door's hinge before returning back to Triela's 'life story'.

January 3rd

Dear, Diary…