Meanwhile
Draco was lying in his bed tossing and turning. When he fell asleep
it was to nightmares of Harry's emotionless eyes and his father's
lifeless eyes.
Draco's dream
"Draco, why?" begged his father who lay next to a dying Potter. "I-I was g-getting revenge father!" He gasped in fear and terror. Lucius' eyes snapped angrily. Harry's eyes lolled towards him revealing eye sockets completely devoid of eyes.
end dream
Draco shot upright with a gasp. He shuddered and rubbed his haggard face. "Just a dream you fool!" he sad uneasily to himself. He got up and went to sit in front of the fire in the common room. As he stared into the fire he thought of his father. A tear slid down his cheek and he hastily wiped it away. Soon more tears were following in its path and Draco stopped trying to stop them and cried silently. He never saw Shape enter the common room.
Snape saw his godson sitting there crying and he was floored. "Damn! I forgot to tell him of the plan!" he groaned mentally. "Draco, I'm sorry I forgot to tell you something very important because I had classes with Potter tonight…Please come with me down to my classroom?" he asked tiredly. Draco stood and walked with him to his office quickly wiping his tears. When they got there Draco looked around in shock. "What happened here?" he asked. Snape sighed. "As you know I've been going away and not communicating with you. This is because we needed a way to transfer your family safely to our side of the war. So, we staged your father's death. We couldn't tell anyone till afterwards! And it slipped my mind because I had class with Potter! I was not ready for the class tonight and he stepped past my guards and I panicked that he might've seen the plan, and he ended up in a very bad situation, and I had to quickly get rid of it! I've had no time to fix my classroom or tell you, yet anyways!" said Snape quickly. "Damn Gryffindor! He slammed into the shelf and broke my last bottle of Acid Aphrodisiac! But, that's another story!" he finished. He looked at Draco. Draco's face was white and pale.
"Acid Aphrodisiac?" he said in horror. Snape looked at Draco confusedly. "What've I done!?" asked Draco in panic. Snape stopped what he was doing and gave Draco his full attention. Draco's shaking legs gave out. "Draco, please tell you didn't get anywhere near Potter!?" begged Snape. Draco turned a haunted gaze at Snape. "Sev, I did something really bad tonight!" he whispered brokenly. Something cold and terrifying settled at the bottom of Snape's stomach. Draco began sobbing on the ground. Snape sighed and squeezed the bridge of his nose. He walked over and picked the distraught by up off of the ground and walked to his room. He softly laid the boy on the bed and grabbed a Sleeping Potion. He forced Draco to drink it and sat there as the boy slowly eased into a sleep. Snape covered the boy with the blanket and sat back and watched him sleep.
Snape had watched the boy grow up. He'd seen the deep hurt caused by Harry's rejection and loss of friendship. Over the years Snape realized Draco was deeply obsessed with Harry. Then during his 4th year Draco changed. He became sadder and distant. When his father got arrested and their home searched he grew uncontrollable. Depressed, suicidal, angry, and hurt. Lucius had started giving Draco a potion to stop him from going mad, but when he'd gone missing during Draco's 5th year he lost it. He went on a tirade of hate that night and broke apart everything in his path. He'd finally broken down and sobbed among the shattered rubble, so like that of his heart.
After that everything was Harry Potter's fault. One day he told Snape that he'd get revenge,. Snape had no clue what for exactly but it still scared him. When the Order had come up with a way to save the Malfoys they'd agreed not to tell anyone until school ended. Snape had been forced to secrecy and so avoided Draco so not to feel guilty. Telling Draco the details and handing him the paper that day had been the hardest thing Snape ever did. His godson had broken down crying and sobbing. When he finished he stood up and with empty eyes hissed, "He'll pay so much for this!" After that Draco had spent all his time devoted to revenge. Snape had let him because it got his mind off of Lucius' "death."
Snape sighed and stood up. He crossed over to the bookshelf and looked for the book of potions he knew contained Acid Aphrodisiac. He ran his fingers over the titles, and pulled out a small dusty book. Placing it on the table he bent over it and began to read. What he read made him fell so horrified and awful at the same time. He sank heavily into the chair and continued to pour over the book. He was about to stop when he saw the tiny print at the bottom. His stomachs completely flip-flopped in terror.
A/N: This one is kind of short too….I guesses! I hope this cleared up some stuff with Draco…He's a wee bit mad….He's got emotional problems…..Please read and review and tell me if you think this is worth writing!!! I love constructive criticism, but please don't be cruel! By the way, I was wondering how much people would mind if I killed one of them at the end...any suggestions or complaints? I don't know if I will…
Love ya all!!!!
-Mistaken
