Hey Guys! Sorry this took me a little longer than usual to update, but Ive been very busy with school.
Anyway, there should be a few more chapters after this one, probably 3...so please REVIEW, and I should have them up soon.
For thos for celebrate Easter, I hope you have a wonderful holiday!
As Amy excited the room she thought about the nights events. For some reason, Edge's harsh actions had seemed to reflect her own. If she had never let the mess begin two years ago, then none of this would ever have happened.
She couldn't take back what she did though, it wasn't that easy. Her whole life had changed since then. For a month or so after the break up, she tried dating Adam for a bit, but she didn't care about him like she did Matt. She soon realized that she would be lying if she stayed with him, and so she broke things off.
If someone were to ask her right now, two years after everything, why she had done it, she still couldn't answer.
Maybe it was the fact that she was drunk, missing Matt, and just wanted someone to comfort her. It was no excuse. Countless times she had wondered if she had just told him all about that night, the next morning…maybe they could have worked past it.
But it didn't stop there.
She loved Matt, and what she had done killed her…but for some reason, she couldn't stop it. Couldn't stop it of course until it was all over, and too late.
From that point on, when it became public knowledge everyone started to reject her. The once 'beloved' Lita, now was one of the most hated women's wrestlers around. She didn't know how to take it, every where she went people would scoff at her or yell "You screwed Matt", or various other things along those lines.
It wasn't like she didn't deserve it.
It got to be too much to take however, and eventually she had to walk away.
She turned out the door and went into the hallway her head down, as she walked outside the doors of the hospital.
"Oh excuse me" She said as she bumped into someone.
"Amy?" Jeff Questioned as she shot up to acknowledge him.
He was shocked to see her there. "Hey, um I'm sorry about what I said the other night, I was drunk…it's just you have to understand…hes my brother"
"Yeah I know. I let everyone down " Amy said slowly nodding her head, twisting her hands about in a nervous fashion. She was so worn down from the night her usual fighting spirit was down.
Jeff scoffed and shook his head "You broke his heart. He loved you so much, I just couldn't believe you could do that I remember sitting at Adam's last wedding, looking just staring across the table at the two of you, thinking about how great your wedding day would be I never thought I would live to see the day for you to do that… I-"
The spirit was back.
Amy cut him off "Look I know I fucked up okay?" She paused shaking her head "Is that what you want me to say? Im a bitch. Im an asshole, Im a whore, a slut, whatever. I know that's what your thinking. " She started to cry, it had been an emotional past few hours " Im an idiot Jeff,… I've heard it all before…Ive thought it all before." She threw her hands up in the air " Two years later, what good does it do us now to fight? Jeff, if I could take it back I would- but I cant."
She started pacing around as Jeff just looked on " I know what I did, and if you don't think it bothers me…then youre wrong. I thought we were going to get married too okay? I don't know why I slept with Adam, but its in the past now…and I just want to move forward."
Jeff saw in her eyes that she was really hurting "Yeah, okay.." he said slowly, patting her on the shoulder…he hadn't forgiven her completely, but there was no sense in fighting anymore, she was right. He cleared his throat "How is he?"
She looked down, relieved that Jeff was talking to her " Hes hurting" she said simply. "Broke nose…damaged ribs.." she continued "Hes being operated on now"
"Shit." Jeff muttered "I have to catch a flight out in an hour…hey, listen could you uh, stay and tell him I dropped by"
Amy hesitated "uhh…sure" she said nodding her head. Her original intention wasn't to stay, but now that she was all he head, what else could she do.
"Thanks Amy"
She gave him a slight smile as the two parted ways.
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"Ms. Dumas, your boyfriend is out of surgery" Oh yeah, right we're dating, Amy remembered the lie that Matt told in order for her to stay with him earlier. Waking from her sleep in the stuff hospital chair she checked her watch, 1 am.
She looked up to acknowledge the nurse "Can I come and see him?"
The nurse nodded in response and led Amy to Matt's room. "He's going to need someone to take him back to where ever he is staying , and for the next 48 hours…he cant drive with the condition he's in. Will you be able to provide transportation for him?"
"Umm. Yeahh" Amy replied slowly, the last thing she thought she would be doing this morning would be taking care of Matt…but she couldn't very well leave him there.
Matt had barely been able to talk as Amy checked him out of the hospital…being sedated will do that to a person though. As Amy drove him back to his hotel he slept all the way there.
Once inside the room she put him into bed.
Still drowsy he now began to speak with her "Hey Ames?"
"Hm. ? She asked while pulling her hair up loosely.
"What do you think is going to happen now" he paused "I mean with the whole wrestling …uhh…screw job tonight?"
She glanced up at him "I don't know Matt, I just received a message a while ago that Adam got suspended…and the match after all was ruled no contest." she paused "Maybe Vince will reward you with the victory"
Matt chuckled "If only it were that easy"
She sent him a weak smile "How ya' holdin' up?"
"I cant even think straight" He paused "Hey, is Jeff taking me back to Cameron tomorrow?"
Amy wished that were the case. "No, actually he had to go on to the next venue earlier, so I guess that's my job" she laughed nervously, sure today was easy…he was still loopy from the drugs with the surgery….tomorrow would be a whole new different game.
Amy then walked over to Matts bag, and searched through it for a few minutes finally pulling out a pair of Matts gym shorts. "Mind if I wear these? " she questioned "I don't have anything else with me"
Matt shook his head as she went into the bathroom to change, then reappeared seconds later in his shorts and her tank top.
She offered him a small smile as she walked back into the room "Night Matt" she then walked over to the small couch across from the bed, and cleared their belongings off of it so she could sleep there for the night.
Seconds after the lights were off she could hear Matt stirring in the bed "Amy, do you, ever wonder what would have happened had we not split up?" He asked this in an innocent manner as he was still too heavily drugged to think about what he was saying.
Amy just closed her eyelids tighter, and pretended to be asleep…there was no need to open that can of worms.