Title: why me?
Part 2
Author: sara-4-cath.
Rating: 4 gold stars out of the shape triangle.
Again this is for Rachel.
From the first time that I saw her,
I knew that I wanted her,
But how, she is married and I'm, well I'm me.
I knew if any one found out about this I would be ruined,
But I told someone, I don't think that they have told anyone.
But from now on,
I will not look at her the way I do,
I will not stare into those bright blue eyes of hers.
And when she calls me, honey, sweetie, baby…
I will not listen, instead I'll ask her not to call me that, I have a name and I have to not talk to her in that way, nor must she.
I want to be friends with her,
I want to talk to her like friends do,
I want I have my way with her,
And most of all,
I want her, all to myself.
I ask myself the same question each time I see her,
WHY ME?
Why do I have to be so stupid?
Why do I have to be the way I am?
And why does she have to be so beautiful.