Abby's POV…
Harry and I went up to the Gryffindor common room. We sat by the fire. I liked Harry. He was sweet and funny. I feel so much better around him. See growing up was a pain for me. Yeah I have a beautiful house, my rents have been married forever, and I have a mouse that is here with me at Hogwarts her name is Lola, I have a brother (unfortunately) here at Hogwarts with me he's a 6th year. His name is Mark, and I have a loving family. But why do I do what I do? I mean yeah hello I was so fat! I go thin. But I want to be thinner! I feel like everyone is out to get me! Are they jealous? Like the other day some one called me a stuck up bitch! Life is viscous and cold. Life is fucked up. And some times it hurts. But some people make the world worth living in. Like Harry!
"Abby!" Harry yelled
"What?" I said getting out of my thoughts
"Are you ok?" He said
"Yeah. I think I'll go take a walk…by my self. I'll catch up with you later." I said giving him a hug. He returned the hug.
" See ya." He said as I got up.
" Bye." I said with out looking back
On the grounds…
I sat where Harry and I sat before. I don't know why but I started crying. I did this a lot, but just starting so long ago. The tears came pouring from my eyes like rain drops on roses. I sat crying there for so many hours. It felt like days. My tears where like words left unsaid. I'm so confused. I'm so upset.
"Abby," Someone said. I looked up. It was Harry. "What is wrong?" He sat down next to me. He held me as I cried. He kept me nice and warm. "What is wrong?" He repeated.
" Nothing…I'm fine. Trust me." I said sloshing my words.
"Do you want to talk about anything?" I didn't answer. I just started crying harder. He held me tighter.
"Shh…it's ok…take your time to answer. Even if it takes all night."We ended up staying there till 9:30. Harry took me up to the common room, under his arm. He hugged me. I went up to bed. I couldn't sleep. All night I kept tossing and turning. I felt like no one cared. I feel hopeless and dark inside. Damn anorexia.
Hope u like. Sorry no song ill put up a song in the next on for this one.