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Nymphadora Tonks lies on the bed she shared with the man she loved. Shared. He had left. She was so upset. She loved him so much, and she still did. What was she to do, with their unborn child, as well as with herself? The cream walls of the room seem black with the dark that seemed endless. He had been gone weeks, but she still never lost hope that he would come back.

Sitting here wasted and wounded
At this old piano
Trying hard to capture
The moment this morning I don't know
'Cause a bottle of vodka
Is still lodged in my head
And some blonde gave me nightmares
I think that she's still in my bed
As I dream about movies
They won't make of me when I'm dead

She still loved him. How could she not? Even he was gone, he was still her husband. He was still the father of her child, the man she would always want to run to in trouble, to save in the war. How could she when she had no idea where he was?

With an ironclad fist I wake up and
French kiss the morning
While some marching band keeps
Its own beat in my head
While we're talking
About all of the things that I long to believe
About love and the truth and
What you mean to me
And the truth is baby you're all that I need

The baby was kicking her. He should be here, to feel the first kicks, to feel their baby. Remus thought that it was going to be a werewolf, like him, but Nymphadora was sure it would be a Metamorphagus, like her, she could feel it. She knew it, but he wouldn't take it. He thought it was a mistake, and that's why he left. He had gotten in an argument with Harry, Remus had told her before he had left. He had walked out on Harry, like he had on her, and he hadn't felt any remorse, or guilt like she had thought.

I want to lay you down in a bed of roses
For tonite I sleep on a bed of nails
I want to be just as close as the Holy Ghost is
And lay you down on a bed of roses

But she couldn't see it could she? His wolfish characteristics could hide emotions, as Fleur had noticed after Bill had been bitten, for hadn't they discussed it when Fleur had popped around for coffee the day before he had left? They all knew that he had gone, since Arthur had called around a couple of days after he had left, and she saw the look he had given her after she had told him where Remus was. It wasn't like he had totally abandoned her. But he had, she just wished he hadn't.

Well I'm so far away
That each step that I take is on my way home
A king's ransom in dimes I'd given each night
Just to see through this payphone
Still I run out of time
Or it's hard to get through
Till the bird on the wire flies me back to you
I'll just close my eyes and whisper,
Baby blind love is true

I want to lay you down in a bed of roses
For tonite I sleep on a bed of nails
I want to be just as close as the Holy Ghost is
And lay you down on a bed of roses

The hotel bar hangover whiskey's gone dry
The barkeeper's wig's crooked
And she's giving me the eye
I might have said yeah
But I laughed so hard I think I died

Remus. Remus. She was saying it over in over in her head as her heart beat. She loved him, he should be with her. Tears, usually unwelcome in Nymphadora's eyes, sprung anyway. She wiped them away as soon as they ran down her face, she was somewhat grumpy at herself for succumbing herself to tears.

Please. Come home. She was begging. She thought herself pathetic, vulnerable, but she was only in love. She hated herself for being so childish, for crying because there was nobody was there. It wasn't that she was alone; it was that she wasn't with the person she wanted to be with. That was what upset her.
I want to lay you down in a bed of roses
For tonite I sleep on a bed of nails
I want to be just as close as the Holy Ghost is
And lay you down on a bed of roses

She could hear scraping downstairs. Clutching her wand, she tiptoed towards the noise, her wand pointed at the dark. A shadow emerged slightly, and in one glimpse, she knew who it was.

"Remus!" was all she could say before she was in his arms.