Alices POV

"No…" Where are those cries coming from? "Jasper" Why is that sad girl screaming Jaspers name? A convolution shook my body. Oh dear god, that's me. Why would Bella say such horrible things.

God, I'm a monster. How could I do this to her. THAT IDIOT EDWARD!

That was the last sensible thought I could manage when I let my tearless sobs take over mybody completely. By sundown, I had finally calmed down. I looked at my surroundings. We were no longer in the forests, Jasper had somehow managed to fight my pain and bring me home. I was laying in Jaspers tight grip, we were on the bed in the only room in the house. The doors were all opened to outdoors and the wooden walls of the master/only bedroom calmed me, nature always calmed me, that's why we bought this place. I looked up at Jasper. His eyes were closed, I knew he was only replaying the scene from today over and over again in his head.

"Why" he muttered when he finally noticed I was awake. I stared into his topaz eyes and found comfort by merely making eye contact. We didn't need to speak much anymore to comfort each other. I could met his eyes and get lost into them, vaguely realizing he was watching me intently and doing the same.

"I have to do something."

"No" Jasper pulled me in close. "I don't ever want you getting hurt like that again."

"Like I hurt her?" Jasper just pulled me inhumanly closer still and hugged me tight. "We'll find her. Don't worry-" What he was going to say next was lost because I started having another vision. I hated visions that cut into my time with Jasper. I almost pushed it away but realized it was of Edward.

He walked through the open doors of Jaspers and My home only to find us on the couch, in the positions we were in now, waiting for him.

"Where is she?" His voice was even and calm, but his face was full of anxiety and sadness. His eyes were like two black pools of hurt. If hurt was a liquid that is.

"Please Edward." Jasper answered for me. Even though I was expecting his arrival and question I still couldn't find strength to explain.

"Bella left" Jasper went on. "She ran away from us in the woods."

"Why are you blocking your minds from me? I want to know what happened!" Edward had fallen to the floor, and curled up by the wall, all sense self-respect gone. But that happened when you're in love, you lose your heart along with your dignity. My heart fell for my brother and I stopped reciting Jaspers name in my head long enough for Edward to realize I was no longer blocking him out.

Only because you'll see it sooner or later. But Edward, promise me you wont hate me for showing you this? I can't deal with hurting anybody else today. I'm only showing you because I hope its for the best

My eyes opened to a Jasper patiently waiting for my vision to end to hear what had happened.

"He's coming Jasper…Edward is coming".