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Here comes Chapter 19, I have the Two next written and beta already :) (I don't write the eps in the common order lol)

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Important: don't forget that I've Written the Chapter 14M available under the name of Fighting F& Finding L Hot bits in the proper section.

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Danny had tried to find Lindsay all day long but she was hiding from him, and after the episode of this morning he didn't know how to react about her outburst, her weird behaviour. He decided to wait for her to make the first step. He went to his apartment trying to find something to do, not to think about Lindsay, but everything reminded him of her, her items in his bathroom and the smell on his bed, the covers, the pillows. Everything seemed to be screaming "Lindsay" to him.

Lindsay found herself, she had to, with all the emotions boiling inside her she was just fearing the time everything would explode. She turned off the TV, left the empty pot on the coffee table and went to bed. She took off her clothes, put on a nightgown and slipped inside her bed. She was still crying, hugging her pillow, which was smelling like Danny, but she didn't care that she needed him. She didn't know what had really happened this morning, she wasn't sure of anything. But she couldn't persuade herself to call him, because she had behaved very badly towards him, not telling him what was wrong, but mostly because she hadn't trusted him.

Danny tried to find sleep but he couldn't without Lindsay cuddling against him, he just couldn't. He got up, put on his jeans, a T-shirt, a pair of shoes, grabbed his key and left his flat. He went to his car and drove to Lindsay's. 30 minutes later he was in front of her building, he didn't know what to tell her, he didn't know what to say exactly, but he knew that when he would be in front of her, he would know, because he didn't want to lose her because of a thing that might just be a misunderstanding.

He entered the building with the spare key Lindsay had given him months ago, he arrived at her door, took a deep breath and entered the flat, he knew he should have called her or rang the doorbell and not entered her apartment like that, but she might have pushed him away if he had done so.

He closed the door behind him and locked it, then he put his key on the coffee table where he saw a pot of ice cream. He immediately knew that Lindsay felt depressed, because she wasn't the kind of girl eating ice cream on the couch, or even less the kind of girl leaving an empty pot on the coffee table. He went to the doorframe and watched her, she was crying, he could see it from the jerking of her body, and he felt that his heart was almost ripped out of his chest. He hated to see her cry, to see her cry because of him.

Lindsay couldn't control the sobs, she had to cry. She had trusted him and maybe he was unfaithful. She couldn't believe she had let herself be tricked one more time, she thought that he was the one and she thought she deserved it with what had happened earlier in her love life.

Danny couldn't help it, he had to find out what wasn't alright, he had to help her dealing with what seemed to be a problem in their relationship. He went beside her and sat down on the bed, he took her in his arms before she could react. When she was aware that it was Danny, she relaxed. She couldn't push him away, because she knew she needed him right now.

He rocked her back while she was still crying, and told her soothing words.

After a dozen of minutes he looked at her, she had stopped crying, and she had puffy eyes, but she was still the most beautiful woman for him. She seemed to be slowly finding sleep in his arms, and he stayed with her like that for almost an hour. Then he lay her in the bed and watched her sleeping, undressing himself slowly and taking his place beside her. Sleepy Lindsay immediately snuggled up to him, and Danny wrapped his arms around her waist to protect her.

Lindsay felt the sharp pain in her side again, a knife being plunged between her ribs. She tried to breathe but she chocked, she was out of breath. She couldn't believe it, he had stabbed her, he was still hitting her in the jaw and she knew that it was most probably broken.

She woke up screaming, fighting the pain, but the pain wasn't physically there, just in her mind. She was sweating, she felt a hand around her waist and one around her shoulders, she got away from those hands, but when she saw that is was only Danny she relaxed a bit.

"Danny, what are you doing here? " she asked sounding more welcoming that she really was, because Lindsay was still half asleep and half panting from her awful dream.

"I came here, I couldn't sleep alone, I wanted to know what was wrong - what did I do wrong Lindsay? I love you, and I couldn't let the things go like that. I came here to talk you, but when I arrived you were crying. I took you in my arms and you eased up and eventually found sleep."

"Danny, you should go home, I don't want to talk to you. I just wanted to be alone," she said to him not really angry, just saying it, but not very convinced that he would do what she was asking him to do.

"No, I'm not going away without talking about it, because you're the most important thing in my eyes Lindsay. And something is bothering you Lindsay, we are a couple, and we talk when something is wrong so we can resolve it. You were crying, you woke up screaming, so don't tell me there's nothing," he said.

"I am the most important thing for you? Don't say that Danny, that's so wrong. With what happened in the subway this morning, stop pretending that you love me."

Danny looked hurt at what she had said, but he knew that he had to prove he really loved her, and he had to tell her what he had been thinking all day long, but Lindsay continued to speak.
"This morning you had no problem seducing this girl in front of me who was more beautiful than me Danny, so stop telling me that you love me. If you want your former life of a player back just tell me, but don't take me for a stupid woman, this is already heart…brea…king… e… nough… for… me," she trailed off trying to keep her tears and sobs inside.

"Lindsay, I don't want my womaniser life back, I'm happy with you. You're the most beautiful girl, don't you dare saying that a girl can be more beautiful, because to my eyes you're the most beautiful and smart and amazing woman and I want to spend most of the time with you. If I was distant this morning I'm sorry, I was thinking about how to ask you to move in with me because I can't live without you. I wasn't checking on this girl, I don't even know who you're talking about. I was thinking, I didn't do it on purpose and I'm sorry if you felt alone and kind of humiliated, I'm really sorry," he said softly looking her right into her chocolate eyes.
"I love you Lindsay, you have to trust me."

Lindsay felt ashamed of herself, she was completely wrong and she hadn't trusted him. She couldn't, after what had happened to her she had problems with trusting her boyfriends.
"Will you move in with me ?"

"You still want me? I'm so sorry Danny, I should have trusted you, it's just that I have some difficulties to trust anyone, not because of you, you're what I always waited for and wanted and that I never thought I would find ... but because of what happened," she said closing off all the memories of her past, shutting herself off.

"I know Lindsay. And I still love you, you're my world and I know that you had some difficulties, I just wish that you might share what is haunting you, I want to help you through it. I will just wait for you to be ready. And yes, I still want you, so will you move in with me? "

"Yes, Danny , I love you" she threw herself in his arms, he held her until she was calm again.

"Sleep Lindsay Sleep" he said in her hair and she eventually find sleep in his arms.
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