Chapter Two
He quickly pulled off his coat, Jacket, and Rose's shirt and threw them to the ground as he sped down to the river.
Without a moment's thought, he hurried in and dived down where he had last seen the woman go in. Using his respiratory bypass system, he swan down through the murky depths; his eyes adjusting to the gloom as he searched all around him for the woman.
At last, he spied her lying unconscious on the bottom of the river. Wrapping her arms around her, he quickly swam to the surface holding her to him. Once he broke through the surface, he frantically swam for shore noticing out of the corner of his eye that the woman's skin was now a pale blue. Heaving himself and the woman up on the riverbank, he got up on his knees and quickly began mouth-to-mouth resuscitation.
"Come on, come on," he muttered between breaths.
Just when he was about to lose all hope, the woman sputtered and coughed and the Doctor breathed a sigh of relief as she began to cough up water from her lungs. He quickly took her pulse and smiled as he noticed they were returning to normal. He sat beside her and watched her as she began to breathe normally. When she had recovered enough to speak, he leaned over and smiled at her.
"Hello. I'm the Doctor. What's your name?"
The woman gasped.
"Alexandra," she said.
"Nice to meet you."
Alexandra frowned.
"Am I dead?"
"No, I saved you."
"Why did you do that?" she spat out.
The Doctor was taken aback.
"Because you were trying to kill yourself!"
"So, what do you care?"
"I care because I think suicide is wrong. It's a stupid way to resolve problems. Nothing in life is worth killing yourself over. Especially not for a problem that in the grand scheme of things probably doesn't amount to much."
"You don't know my problem."
"Well, then tell me. Because I want to know what problem is so insurmountable in your life that you just can't bear to face it head on," the Doctor replied angrily.
"I lost the love of my life two days ago. He was killed by a drunk driver and I just can't bear to live without him, okay?" Alexandra spat out.
The Doctor stared at Alexandra.
"I'm sorry," he said sympathetically.
"I don't need your pity."
"I wasn't giving you pity. I was giving you my condolences."
"Well, I don't want that either."
The Doctor sighed as he lowered his head into his hands and shook it. He just got done putting up with Donna; he didn't want another snotty person to deal with. He wanted to just get up and go back to the TARDIS but he knew it wouldn't work. She wouldn't budge until he helped this woman out.
"Look, I'm sorry," Alexandra said. "I just wanted to die and I'm a little upset that you rescued me."
"Yeah, well, there are some days I feel like chucking it in and killing myself too, but I don't."
"Why don't you?"
"Because I enjoy living too much," the Doctor said. "There is a lot of bad in this universe but the good far outweighs the bad and I keep looking for the good in order to keep going. If you did that, you would find that there was so much you had to live for, Alexandra."
"John was my life and without him in it, I don't want to go on."
"Well, I understand perfectly because I lost the love of my life too and I do want to go on because I know she'd want me to."
She looked at him.
"You lost someone too?"
"Yes, I did. She was everything to me like John was to you. And I understand your feelings, Alexandra, really I do. Since I lost her there are some days I just want to go and lie in my bed and let the world pass me by. But like I said, she would never forgive me if I did that."
"What was her name?"
The Doctor hesitated.
"Rose. Her name was Rose," he said.
"I love that. It's a beautiful name."
The Doctor smiled.
"Yes, it is. A beautiful name for a beautiful lady."
She looked at him.
"How'd you meet her?"
The Doctor paused. How to explain the Autons and the Nestene Consiousness to her? He decided not to go into that part of it.
"I…uh…bumped into her one day," he said.
"Heh, that's how John and I met."
The Doctor smiled, happy to have an opportunity to steer the conversation away from Rose.
"Really? What happened?" he asked.
Alexandra smiled.
"I was taking a vacation on Davron. Do you know where that is?"
"Yes, I do. It is a great place for a vacation."
Alexandra nodded.
"Well, I was sunning myself on the beach near Arcon City and John was there jogging along and listening to his holodisc player and…"
She giggled at the memory.
"The stupid idiot was so absorbed in the music that he didn't see me and tripped right over me and landed face first in the sand."
The Doctor chuckled.
"Kind of an embarrassing way to meet," he said.
"Yup," Alexandra said, nodding. "But I accepted his apology and he offered to take me out to dinner in return for bothering me. So we went up to a little restaurant up the road and talked and he was just so charming and funny and sweet that I fell in love with him and six months later we were engaged."
She paused and her eyes misted over.
"We were going to be married today if that drunk driver hadn't…"
She trailed off and the Doctor laid a hand on her shoulder, comforting her as she began to cry.
"I'm so sorry, Alexandra. Really I am," he said.
He watched helplessly as Alexandra cried softly. He didn't know what to do other than sit with her and let her know that someone did care.
After awhile, Alexandra's crying lessened to sobs and she looked at the Doctor.
"I'm…so sorry about that."
"About what?"
"Crying in front of you like that."
"Alexandra, it's perfectly understandable. It's okay to cry in front of other people if you need to."
The Doctor paused remembering how desperate he had been to get away from Donna so she wouldn't see him cry. He felt like a huge hypocrite.
Alexandra sniffed and looked at the Doctor.
"So…what about you and Rose? You said you bumped into her," she said. "Then, what happened?"
The Doctor flinched.
"Please," Alexandra said. "I want to hear. I need something to get my mind off John for a moment so I can stop crying. Please? Tell me about her."
The Doctor stared at his hands.
"Well, after I…bumped into her. I asked her to accompany me on my travels."
"Really? You travel?"
"Yes, I'm an adventurer and I love having people with me when I travel and there was no one with me at the moment and I asked Rose to come along and go to other planets and have adventures with me."
"Wow, pretty cool. Beats my job as a personal assistant."
The Doctor laughed.
"So, you started out friends and became lovers then?" she asked.
"Yup. Mind you, I didn't intend for it to be that way. But she's a lot like John. She's just so amazing and funny and cute that I couldn't help falling in love with her."
The Doctor smiled as he felt a weigh lift off his shoulders. He had been hesitant about talking about Rose but the more he talked, the better he felt.
"She sounds great. You wouldn't happen to have a picture of her, do you?" Alexandra said. "I'd love to see what she looks like."
"Well, I do. But I'd love to see what John looks like as well. Do you have a picture of him?"
"Yup, I do. It's in my clothes."
She glanced down and suddenly realized she was still nude.
"Oh geez!" she said, throwing her arms over her breast and crouch. "I'm sorry. I'm sitting her completely starkers."
The Doctor laughed.
"Under the circumstances, I think it's understandable," he said.
"Um, I'll…get my clothes back on and get the picture of John for you," she said, gesturing to her clothes lying a few feet away.
The Doctor nodded.
"I need to retrieve some of the clothes I threw off when I dove in to save you and I'll get my picture of Rose from them."
Alexandra stared at his damp shirt and trousers.
"Oh God, I am so sorry. I made you ruin your clothes."
"Oh don't worry about it. Won't be the first pair I've ruined," the Doctor said, holding up his hand. "All that matters to me is you're alive."
Alexandra smiled.
"Really?"
"Really. You're a nice woman, Alexandra. I would hate to think a nice woman like you ended up dead at the bottom of a river."
She gave him a soft smile.
"Thanks. For everything."
"You're welcome."
"And I'm sorry I snapped at you earlier."
The Doctor held up his hand.
"I understand completely."
Alexandra nodded. She got up and went over to get her clothes as the Doctor rose and went to retrieve his. He gathered up Rose's shirt, his coat, and his jacket and slung them over his arm. Reaching into his inside jacket pocket, he took out the photo of Rose he kept next to his sonic screwdriver and close to his right heart. He stared at it for a moment smiling at the memory before walking back. He laid his clothes on the ground, took his leather coat and spread it out for him and Alexandra as she walked back to him, fully dressed, clutching a small black disc in her hand.
"Okay," the Doctor said, settling down on the coat. "Let's see what John looks like."
Alexandra settled down to him. She pushed a small button on the disc and a 3D hologram rose up from it. The Doctor smiled as he stared at her and John sitting at a table in a darkened restaurant. They were clinking Champaign glasses together as they smiled for the camera."
"He's very handsome," the Doctor said.
Alexandra nodded.
"This was taken the night he proposed. He had just gotten down on his knee and asked me, I accepted, and this couple at the next table offered to take our picture. I gave the guy who took it my address and when the disc developed, he sent it to me."
"That was nice of him."
"Yes, it was. I'm so glad he did that."
He looked at the Doctor as he handed her his photo.
"Whoa, this is a 2D photograph," she said, staring at it. "I've never seen one before."
She turned it over and looked at the white backing.
"Pretty neat. Although I prefer holo-photos myself."
She turned it back over and stared at the photo. She giggled.
"This is hilarious. Where was it taken?"
The Doctor grinned.
"At an amusement park. We went there awhile back on a little holiday and we got on the log ride and at the top of the final hill they snapped our picture. The woman sitting beside me screaming and squeezing the air outta my lungs is Rose."
She giggled.
"She is very beautiful. You two look like you had a blast."
"Oh we did. That's why I keep this photo with me. Looking at it reminds me of all the good times we had that day."
Alexandra gave him a sad smile.
"I'm so sorry she died. She seemed like a good match for you."
"Well…she's not dead."
"She's not? Oh my God, where is she then?"
The Doctor looked down at his hands.
"She's…"
The Doctor frowned. How to explain it to her without having to go into the concept of parallel universes?
"In a far away place and I'm not able to be with her anymore."
"Why not?"
"Because she was taken from me."
Alexandra's eyes widened.
"Oh my God, she was kidnapped?" she said, horrified.
"Um…no, nothing like that. She and I got into trouble and her…father…rescued her and took her away where she would be safe. And I'm letting her stay with him and her family so she'll be safe."
"And she's not safe with you?"
"Not really, no."
"Is this danger related to your adventuring?"
"Yeah, it is. Um…we get into a lot of danger on our travels."
"And did you lie to her when she joined you?"
"Lied?"
"About the danger."
"Oh no, I was very upfront with her about that. She knew there would be danger."
"And were you in danger before this time?"
"Yes."
"So why the sudden need to send her away and protect her if she knew what she was getting into and had been through danger with you before?"
The Doctor sighed.
"Because Rose became my whole world and we'd had so many close calls that I finally decided to just let her be with her family so I wouldn't have to risk seeing her die."
"And is she okay with staying with her family?"
The Doctor snorted.
"No, but she doesn't have a choice either."
Alexandra stared at him in confusion.
"Why? Is she on another planet with no way of getting of it?"
"You could say that. She's stuck where she is and I have no way to reach her."
"But you're not from around here, are you?"
The Doctor hesitated.
"Are you?"
The Doctor shook his head.
"So I'm assuming you have transportation that works. So why don't you use it and go get her."
"She's safer where she is."
"Yeah, but I bet she's miserable as Hell. I know I would be if that happened to John and me. And I'm assuming she's an adult."
"Yes, she is."
"Well, then it's her decision to come along with you then. Let her make her own choice about whether or not she wants to face danger with you. For Christ's sake, um, Doctor…"
She paused and looked at him.
"Doctor…just Doctor," he said to her.
Alexandra raised her eyebrow and gave him an odd look. She shrugged.
"Okay…Doctor. Go get her, Doctor. If Rose means that much to you then be with her."
She looked at the Doctor who sat staring off into space.
"You're not telling me the whole story, are you?" she said. "You're leaving things out, I can just tell from looking at your expression."
The Doctor sighed.
"You wouldn't believe me if I told you."
"Yeah? Try me."
"Alexandra…"
She pointed over to where the hospital had been.
"Doctor, six months ago, they arrested a bunch of alien cat nuns who were apparently growing their own personal batch of human clones to experiment on. Now those clones are living in special detention areas in the city while the mayor and the authorities try to figure out what to do with them. Human clones and cat nuns who run secret labs in the basements of hospitals. So I repeat, Doctor, try me."
The Doctor stared at her for a moment.
"Okay, here goes."
He paused for a moment.
"I'm an alien," he said.
He stared at her waiting for a reaction.
"And? Go on."
"That doesn't shock you?"
"Cat nuns, remember."
The Doctor shrugged.
"Okay, well, my space ship is just over that hill. It is called the TARDIS and it travels through time and space."
Alexandra's eyes were as wide as saucers.
"It does? Like a time machine?"
"Yes, it is a time machine. And since you keep mentioning the cat nuns, I know all about them. Rose and I were the ones to discover their secret labs and get them arrested in the first place."
He paused.
"Well, actually, Cassandra and I discovered the labs, I guess."
He waved his hand dismissively as Alexandra stared at him, confused.
"Anyway, I've been here before with Rose. The whole encounter with the cat nuns and the human clones was one of the adventures we had. And…on another one of our adventures, we fought two evil races that were threatening Old Earth back in the year 2006 and we found a way to suck them into a void between dimensions and Rose was about to follow them in when her father from a parallel dimension popped over, grabbed her and took her back with him. The void closed and she and I were separated forever in two different universes. I managed to find a gap big enough to send a projection of myself through to tell her goodbye but even that closed and now there's no way I can reach her. So there you have it. The whole story."
He folded his arms over his chest as Alexandra stared at him in shock.
"Damn, that beats the Hell outta the cat nuns and cloned humans," she said.
"Told you it was bizarre."
"So, you're just gonna sit here on New Earth and have a pity party and not go after her then?"
"I'm not sitting here having a pity party. I'm sitting here trying to convince you not to get back in the water and drown yourself again."
"Okay, you've convinced me. Now forget about me and go and get Rose back."
The Doctor let out an exasperated sigh as he looked up at the sky.
"Didn't you just hear a word of what I said? She is stuck in a parallel universe with no way for me to get to her. It's impossible."
"And you're sure about that?"
"Yes, I'm sure."
"You've tried everything? Every possible thing you can think of to get her back?"
The Doctor opened his mouth and paused as Alexandra stared at him expectantly.
"Well, no, I guess not EVERY thing." He conceded. "But I do know if I do try something and it goes wrong, I collapse this universe and the parallel one."
"And she's not worth the risk?"
"Well…"
"I mean…I understand not wanting to collapse universes but Doctor, you have a golden opportunity here. You should count your blessings. Unlike my John, Rose is still alive and I know if it were John, I would search day and night to find a way back to him. There's still a chance for you to be with her and go to more amusement parks and have more silly photos snapped of you on rides. Take that chance and throw caution to the wind and risk the universes for the one you love."
The Doctor gave her a half smile.
"And if I fail and end up collapsing the universes in the process?"
"Well, I was gonna off myself anyway so I guess if you end up killing me in the process of getting Rose, It would be rude to come back and haunt you," she said.
She held up her hands as the Doctor raised her eyebrows.
"Kidding, I'm kidding. I'm not gonna off myself if you leave. I give you my solemn word."
The Doctor stared at her for a moment, deep in thought.
"Come with me." He finally said.
Alexandra frowned.
"Come with you?"
"Yeah, come with me. Help me search for Rose."
"Why? You think I'm gonna rush into the river the moment you're gone?"
"No. I'm just offering you something better than being a personal assistant on New Earth."
Alexandra thought for a moment.
"Sounds tempting. But what's the catch?"
The Doctor shrugged.
"No catch. I just…need someone with me. A friend to share my adventures and have a few laughs with while I take this one in a million chance and figure out a way to get Rose back.
Alexandra considered that.
"And there'll be danger, I assume."
"Yes, I'll be just as upfront with you as I was with Rose. It won't be quiet, it won't be safe, and it won't be calm. But I'll tell you what it will be…"
He paused and a grin spread over his face.
"The trip of a lifetime," he said.
"Oooo, well, since you put it that way."
She took his hand and shook it.
"I accept."
The Doctor grinned as he shook her hand.
"Welcome aboard, Alexandra…"
"Stevens."
"Welcome aboard, Alexandra Stevens. It's nice to have you along. I look forward to having you aboard my TARDIS while I take this crazy chance and go rescue Rose."
"Your what?"
"TARDIS. My ship. It's just over the hill there," he said pointing.
"Cool," Alexandra said, getting up. "Well, what are we waiting for? Let's go get Rose!"
"Well, don't you want to say goodbye to anyone here?"
"Nah, my mom's dead and my dad lives on another planet. I'm an only child and I didn't really have anyone in my life besides John. At least no one close enough that they would care if I'm leaving. And as for my job, sod it, it didn't pay much anyway."
The Doctor laughed.
"Well, I think you'll find the job I offer is more exciting."
"Exactly. I've always wanted to go and see the universe and I might as well take a chance too and go out and live."
"That's the spirit."
She smiled as they both got up.
"You're right, Doctor. If you wait long enough, good things always come along that make life worth living."
"See I told ya so. So let's get moving then…"
He paused as he grabbed his coat.
"Alexandra…or do you want to be called Alex or something like that?"
"Alex is fine. I like that better than Alexandra anyway. Alexandra sounds a bit formal…"
She paused.
"Doctor…or Doc?"
"Doctor."
"Fair enough," she said.
She took the Doctor's hand as they started back over the hill. As they reached the top of the hill, Alex stopped and stared at the TARDIS.
"That?" she asked, pointing at it.
"Yup, that's my ship."
"You have got to be kidding me."
"Nope, that's it. The TARDIS."
"Um…gonna be kinda cramped in there, isn't it?"
The Doctor grinned.
"Oh no, there's plenty of room inside, come and see!"
Alex shook her head as he followed the Doctor down the hill. He got to the door, and spun around with his back to it. He paused a moment with a huge grin on his face as Alex caught up with him and then with a "Voila!" he threw open the door.
Alex's mouth fell open as she stared inside.
"This is amazing," she said.
"Yup, that's the word for it."
She grinned at him.
"See, here's another impossible thing right before our eyes. A ship that's bigger on the inside than out. So if this impossible thing is possible…"
He grinned.
"Then other impossible things are possible too," he added.
She patted him on the arm.
"Just keep thinking that and you'll have Rose back in no time," she said.
The Doctor grinned at her. He stepped aside and let Alex inside. As he stared at her looking around the interior in awe, he patted the door.
"I take it back, old girl. You knew just what you were doing," he said.
THE END
A/N: Um…when I started out to write this I meant this as a one shot where Alex would do what Donna did and decline the Doctor's offer at the end. But I love writing Alex so much that I've decided to make a series out of this. Mind you, this relationship will be platonic because I'm die-hard Doctor/Rose shipper and nothing will ever change that. But the Doctor does need a friend and a fellow adventurer, so this is the first of the series. I hope you liked it!