Hey to clear some things up Bella has onyl been in forks for her third day, including this chapter. And since Bella wakes up later then charlie she never see's him, and then the night when she ran into the red haired women, Bella got home late, and charlie was sleeping, so that's why he wasn't in the story much, he isn't in this chapter either, but he will, be don't worry, and sorry if my coma'a are bad, I am not so good, with grammer, and I am sory for that, but when I was in elementary school, I learned that coma's are used for pauses, so I use them for pauses and I AM SO SORRY THAT IT TOOK ME A LONG TIME TO POST, I WAS SICK AND GETTING YELLED AT DURING THIS WEEKEND!!

-smartchic

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Chapter 6

After this mornings, brain occupation, I noticed that a) I was running late b) I had a week until my due date which put me in an excited and fear fit. I was going to be running more late than usual, because I had to set up an appointment with, a doctor here, to deliver my baby.

Finding number was very easy; Charlie had taped it to the fridge. I shook my head; obviously he was expecting me to hurt myself somehow. After the first couple of rings a woman picked up the phone.

"Hello, Forks Hospital, how may I help you?"

"Hi, my name's Isabella Swan, I would like to set up an appointment, regarding delivery."

I answered her. After muttering a 'hold on' I heard some typing.

"Alright. I have an opening for Dr.Carlisle Cullen today, at 2:30 pm, is that alright for you?"

The woman asked.

"Yes, thank you." I answered greatly relieved.

"Your welcome" Then she hung up.

Cullen I thought, I was glad I got him as my doctor. I had some questions for, him, if Edward or Alice didn't answer the questions I wanted to bombard them with. I went out side slowly. This morning I didn't feel rain, I felt snow. I groaned snow was my enemy, and would always be.

In the car I fumbled with the radio, I turned to a station I wouldn't normally, turn to. This music, was something that was not my style, but the song, made me feel different, it turned the events in my life, to something more, the song made me feel stronger, like I could do anything, Driving slowly, I tried to figure, out how I was going to ask the Cullen's if they were vampires without sounding stupid and insane. Hey I was wondering if you and your family are blood sucking vampires. I snorted 'yeah, right!'

Then a bell in my head went off, and I immediately, stopped my car. I felt around the neck of my turtle neck shirt, no that won't do, I was stupid possibly, risking my life, but I needed to figure this out! I need the answers. My mind will never be left in peace, if I didn't figure this out. I took a deep breath and set to work, my fingers shaking.

I looked around for a pair of scissors. After checking the passenger, compartment, I found a pair that would do the job. Carefully, I took my sweater off, I felt cold in my tank top, it was pulled up a bit, because of my enormous belly. Hands still shaking, I started cutting the turtle neck part of my sweater off. Trying to make my cut lines even. My breathing got harder with the exciting rush I was getting, maybe I was crazy, maybe, I needed help. But at this moment, I didn't care about my actions. I just needed to be sure, I pulled the sweater on. My neck was very visible, but my hair was in the way. I looked around my car, brows furrowed, in concentration and frustration;

I caught sight, of the sweater material from my shirt. I cut a thin strip, and tied it together, into a hair tie. I put my hair into a bun, leaving some small strands on my face. I looked in my mirror.

I was surprised by my appearance, I actually, looked beautiful. My cheeks were rosy, from something; I started up my car in a daze. I was really late, it was already nine. Throughout the day people were looking at me differently.

Jessica complimented me, saying I looked extremely good, today, I thanked her embarrassed, and headed to my next class, at lunch I sat with the same group. Lauren was eyeing me. I saw the wheels clicking in her head.

She gave a quick sneer before she started.

"So Bella how's the baby?" she asked with fake concern pouting her thin dry lips.

I swallowed "Just fine." Suspiciously, I glared at her, where was she getting at?

"So what did happen to him? You know the father, and what's his name?" She smiled.

Everyone was staring me I looked down when I answered.

"Well, he doesn't know about the baby." I cleared my throat and continued.

"In court there wasn't enough evidence to convict him. And the lawyers said it would be better if he and his family didn't know about the baby, the lawyer said, that me having a baby was maybe just an excuse for money, or getting angry about being pregnant. I had to switch schools, so I never saw him again, he was my first boyfriend, his name is Corey." I whispered the last part.

They all started at me. Lauren liked my answer she was just getting started.

"Yeah right, he didn't get convicted because it wasn't true! He probably didn't want to keep that baby! You filed for rape, to get back at him, and now you're keeping his baby because you want an excuse to see him." Lauren yelled excited, thinking she figured it out.

I stared at her. "What?" I was cut off before I could continue.

The rest of the lunch table including Angela and Jessica believed her. They stared at me. "You're not sitting here anymore." Jessica said abruptly. "Go!"

She yelled pointing her finger somewhere. I was shocked. I stood up letting the tears spill, Lauren was laughing like an idiot, the rest of the table was surprised, I raced out of there, and into the bathroom, second day in a row.

I cried, until the bell rang, but not because what Lauren accused me of at lunch, it was because I was remembering Corey. I sobbed at the thought of his name.

Flashback

Corey, was the popular boy everyone wanted to be friends with, who always had a girl by his side, and had many dreaming to be that girl, the girl that was his. I was pretty sure I saw through his charm and that he wouldn't' be able to get to me. I wasn't in the popular circle, so I didn't have a chance.

It was the third week of school, and Corey was switching to advanced English, I was in that class, and had the only open seat. That day, I didn't know he was going to be there.

I didn't know why all the kids were excited. But when Corey walked in I knew why, these people had a chance to be his friend in class, none of these kids, were in Corey's circle. He had to socialize with someone. Corey sat by me. I was very uncomfortable.

Soon class started, I was bored out of my mind. Doodling a picture of Ms.Grappy (our English teacher) I started having fun, I made her wear a swimsuit and had her at the pool, everyone was running, falling and screaming as she came through.

I let out a loud giggled without even caring. Everyone in class looked at me, Ms.Grappy just glared at me and continued I flushed and look back down at the picture still smiling, that's when I noticed Corey he was leaning close to me and smiling at my doodle. He looked at me and smiled.

"What's your name?" was the first thing he said to me, I felt happy he was paying attention to me it was stupid though.

"Bella Swan."

"Mines Corey" He said. Stretching his hand out to shake mine.

He smiled at me again "Pleasure to meet you Bella" He whispered my name, leaning closer into me, until I felt his breathing on my mouth, I just about lost my mind, he was so close to me, If I leaned a closer inch into him, my lips would meet his.

Suddenly, I wanted more than anything to kiss him. I stared at him and he stared at me. I looked away quickly; I probably displayed the face of an idiot.

I vowed I wasn't going to look at him the rest of class, of course I wrong, whenever I peeked at him, he was still smiling.

Once he caught me staring and mouthed 'wait for me after class' I nodded flushing furiously. The Bell rang and I grabbed my stuff, He was ready before me, and waited. I tried grab my stuff quicker, but it was hard to concentrate with him staring at me.

"So what do you have now?" he asked

"Free period." I answered quietly.

"Me too." He asked me to wait for him at his locker as he put his stuff back. Once he was done we went down to my locker we were the only people left in the hallways.

Once I was done I turned around.

I found him very close to me. Very, very close. "How come I've never seen you before Bella?" Corey whispered. I tried to answer. It was very hard. I was practically touching him. He looked into my eyes "I don't know" I choked out. He brought his hand up to a loose strand of my hair and pulled it behind my ear.

Then slowly as ever, he placed his palm on my cheek, drawing me closer to him. He was searching my eyes, searching for reluctance, I had none. I stared back. When our lips were barley touching he hesitated, making sure I wanted this. Then his lips at first were on mine softly, then the kiss was more urgent, but amazingly tender. Both his Hands held my face. My hands wrapped around his neck. I was in pure bliss.

Soon we were a couple, and I was on cloud nine. I was so happy.

But then came the bad weeks. Corey was a drug addict, and had a very short temper, I would find myself, bruised and under pressure to do drugs, I did the drugs, not wanting Corey to dump me, I thought I loved him, and I thought he loved me but I was wrong I loved being popular and I loved the way I had many friends now. Then one day we were at a party together, and Corey was high, I somehow, wasn't offered anything. After staying at the party for a little bit more Corey brought me up to a dark room to make out. Everything was normal, at first.

His hand traveled under my shirt. I thought that was all he was going to do, so I didn't mind, but then he unclasped my bra, I stopped him. "No" I whispered. All he did was laugh. Then I was in fear. He wouldn't stop. No matter how much I pleaded and cried. He never once did stop…

End of flashback.

A sob shook me violently. I put my hands up to my face, crying harder. Getting up I washed my face trying to get rid of my tear stained eyes. I walked to my next class, everyone, was staring at me. My eye's looked swollen from crying, I felt like an idiot remembering, I had worked so hard to repress the memories.

I walked into biology. Edward, sitting in the usual spot, staring at me. Looking away sat down. I was in no mood to continue with my plan but, I did anyway, I sat up straight.

Making my neck completely visible. I traced my neck, I didn't make it obvious. I felt Edward instantly go tense as I rubbed the area where my pulse was.

My pulse was fast. Was I right? Why was Edward reacting like this, I looked at him from the corner of my eye's His Eye's were deadly black, then I saw Alice rush into the class staring at Edward in Alarm.

"Sorry, I have to take Edward out of class, He has an appointment." Then very quickly Alice rushed him out of class, staring at me with confused and suspicion.

When Edward was gone. I let out a deep breath, was this my proof?

Did this mean he really was a vampire? Or just… I couldn't think of anything else, Edward looked as if he was ready to pounce, and what about Alice, how she came and took Edward away, did she know, what he was maybe going to do?

And if he was planning to do something what was it? I was confused as ever, my plan was to have my suspicions answered, but it only brought me more questions, and very few answers.

I looked up at the clock, 2:00 pm. I excused my self from class and headed for my appointment with Dr. Cullen.

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-smartchic