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Under Your Skin

Chapter 2

"Everything's gone white, everything's gray. Now you're here, now you're away. I don't want this remember that. I'll never forget where you're at."

Lexi sat in the passenger seat of the Impala watching the scenery fly by suddenly feeling like she was 16 yrs old again. The smell of his aftershave, AC/DC blasting from the car stereo and Dean resting his hand on her leg which had crept from her knee to her upper thigh, it was all so familiar and comfortable and a little intoxicating as memories of her and Dean crowded her brain.

It reminded her of Prom night; she had gone with Sam but somehow left the after party with his older brother Dean, she still doesn't know exactly how that happened. She didn't mean to hurt Sam, they were just friends and how was Lexi to know that Sam was carrying a torch for her. But Dean, Dean was another story.

He was smooth and a bit dangerous in her mind after all he was 4 years older than her, he wasn't a lovesick high school boy. He was 20, impulsive, reckless and somewhat mysterious disappearing for weeks at a time. Then there were his green eyes and mouth, eyes that drew her in and held here there, eyes that she got lost in. Lexi knew she could never say no to either one especially that perfect mouth of his.

She closed her eyes remembering the first time he kissed her. It happened at the after party; she was a little drunk and lost her shoe. Dean had found the rogue shoe raising his eyebrows at her ,"This belong to you?" he questioned before helping her put it back on; he stood up and just stared at her for a moment or two. He smirked at her calling her 'Cinderella'; suddenly turning serious licking his lips slowly before leaning in pressing his lips to hers in a hungry greedy way which made her knees go weak. Lexi smiled to herself remembering how he had left her dazed and tingling all over from that one kiss before being jolted out of her thoughts by Dean.

"Hey Earth to Lexi, hello." Dean laughed snapping his fingers in front of her face as she slowly licked her lips still daydreaming about kissing him, "Oh that's hot."

"What? Oh stop." She giggled batting his hand away, "I was thinking….."

"Oh I'm gonna let that one slide." He smirked, "it's just too easy. Insert blonde joke here."

"Ha fucking ha Dean."

Dean nodded to the building the car was parked in front of, "I'm gonna go get a couple of six packs and some smokes. You want anything?"

"No I'm fine…."

"Ok, you stay here." Dean stated quietly as he inched his hand a little further up under skirt rubbing her inner thigh, "I'll be right back."

The Grand Motel

Twenty Minutes later

Dean opened the door to his and Sam's motel room letting Lexi enter first before he quickly put the 'do not disturb' sign on the door. Dean had plans for tonight and sure part of the plan was protecting Lexi from the yellow eyed demon but for the other part of the plan he didn't really want an audience, especially if Sammy was going to be said audience.

Dean sat on his bed opening his first bottle of beer tossing the cap on the end table before taking a deep swallow. He leaned back on his elbows tilting his head slightly watching Lexi as she sat on the bed across from him drinking her own bottle of beer a small smirk pulling at the corners of his mouth.

"What?" Lexi asked puzzled raising an eyebrow at Dean.

"Just enjoying the view, Lex." He said his eyebrows lifting as if to emphasize his statement.

Lexi shook her head looking around the dingy motel room with its peeling wallpaper and mildew smell exasperated, "Dean stop it."

"Stop what? I'm just looking at you."

"Stop being an ass Dean. I'm not sleeping with you."

Dean snorted before taking another swig from his beer, "You keep telling yourself that Lex. You know as well as I do that's exactly what you want."

"Oh really? Are you the psychic now? You can read my thoughts?" She asked rolling her eyes.

Dean sat up looking Lexi right in the eye cocky smile in place, "I don't have to be psychic to know YOU want to sleep with me. It's SO fucking obvious. You wouldn't have worn that little get up if this was gonna be strictly business. One, you know those little corset tops turn me on and two, if that skirt was any tighter I could tell you what your panties look like."

Lexi looked down at her corset top and mini skirt a little confused scrunching up her face, "I always dress like this."

"Ok Buffy….."

Lexi rolled her eyes for what felt like the millionth time that night before getting up to retrieve the remote for the tv. Dean reached over grabbing another beer while he watched her pad over to the tv bare foot enjoying the way she swung her hips when she walked. He just sat there watching her as she pretended to watch tv drinking his beer and thinking.

Thinking, not something most people would associate with him, but that was fine with Dean, he was more about actions and well he never really thought about the consequences. So right now his brain decided to fire off questions he didn't really like, wishing the noise in his head would just shut the fuck up. He knew he fucked things up with Lexi but it didn't mean that he would ever admit that to anyone, let alone her. They were a lot like, Lexi grew up an army brat not living anywhere longer than 6 months at a clip until she was 16, and like Dean she had her walls too, holding people just arms length away. Maybe that's what attracted him to her in the first place or maybe it was the fact that she was smart really smart and knew things that would make him go, 'Uh?' Or it was most likely because the girl had a killer body with curves in all the right places, a beautiful face to match and she was feisty, Dean likes feisty.

Six years they were together then one day she was gone, he never told anyone how much it hurt him, Dean figured he had hurt her plenty over those six years and now they were even. It didn't mean he didn't have regrets because well he did but don't think he would ever admit to that either. Dean sighed lying back down on the bed trying to distract himself and decided to try out the wonders of his vibrating bed. He fed the quarters into the little slot and got comfortable closing his eyes and began wooing and ahhing as the magic fingers of the bed vibrated and shook beneath him. Momentarily, he forgot about everything enjoying the sensation of the vibrating bed a little too much.

"You're disgusting." Lexi stated simply as he withered on the bed.

Dean opened his eyes smiling innocently at her, "No I'm adorable."

"Yeah SO adorable Dean, like a little puppy."

Dean smirked his eyes lit up mischievously, "You can come over here and ride me instead or I can just fuck you into the mattress your choice Lexi, either way you're gonna be screaming my name."

Lexi slipped her shoes on before standing up looking at Dean, "Ya know what I'm going to get my own room."

Dean got off the bed blocking her path as he looked down at Lexi, his face close to hers, their lips mere inches apart. He cupped her face in his hands rubbing her cheek gently with his thumb the air crackling and popping around them. Lexi didn't move an inch never taking her eyes off of Dean's, she felt her breath catch, her stomach suddenly filled with butterflies.

He drew his face towards hers, their lips crashing against each other. Lexi wrapped her arms around him letting her hands snake up his shirt breathing in his warm boozy smell. Dean pulled her roughly to him grinding himself against her as he parted her lips with his tongue claiming Lexi and her mouth has his own. He broke the kiss suddenly dragging his lips and teeth up her throat to her ear growling, "You feel what you do to me?"

Lexi moaned in response feeling a little light headed while Dean pulled the straps to her top down running his tongue across her collarbone causing her to giggle slightly, the stubble on his face leaving a trail of red across her skin.

"What's so funny?" Dean murmured in her ear before running his tongue up her slender neck placing feather like kisses behind her ear.

"That tickled…." She said her breathing already labored.

"Hmm you used to like when I did that." He mumbled against her neck before moving down slowly kissing the top of her chest as her hands played with his hair.

She began tugging at his shirt when kissing his neck loving the salty taste of his skin. He pulled back allowing Lexi to rid him of his shirt, she stared at him, her breathing becoming more shaky while running her hands slowly up and down his chest before leaning forward placing kisses from his shoulder to his neck and up to his ear before Dean grabbed her wrists tightly spinning her around and pushing her down onto his bed.

He straddled her hips, both of them tugging at each others clothes urgently and quickly tossing them to the dirty sickly green shag carpet. They kissed feverishly lips and teeth dragged over unbroken skin leaving trails of red swollen marks in its wake. She felt Dean's mouth on her neck again making her tremble and shake while he assaulted the soft skin behind her ear making it nearly impossible for her to think straight.

Dean pressed his weight against Lexi pinning her between him and the mattress kissing her harshly forcing his tongue into every crevice of her mouth. He pulled back slowly his tongue dancing lightly across her bottom lip. Dean felt like he was sinking as he pressed his weight against her, his hands tracing her curves, the taste, the smell, the softness of her skin intoxicating him.

"Dean….." Lexi moaned softly while she ran her hands slowly up and down his back enjoying the feel of his warm skin.

"Shh…." Dean whispered putting his finger to Lexi's lips, "You talk too much."

Without saying another word Dean grabbed Lexi's hips firmly lifting them up off the bed forcing her to wrap her legs around his waist while digging his fingers into her hips which were surely going to be bruised when he was done. He pressed his lips roughly against Lexi's when he entered her, thrusting slowly at first before working up a fast and steady rhythm. Dean barely noticed when she sank her teeth into his shoulders and arms to muffle her screams, the pleasure washing over him so intense that he could careless if she drew blood. He responded by grunting, thrusting harder and deeper into her, each stroke pushing her to the brink causing her to dig her nails into his back while she trembled beneath him, the headboard slamming rhythmically and violently against the wall. Dean finally collapsed on top of her covered in sweat, his breathing labored, leaving Lexi achy and dazed. She played with his air absentmindly trying to catch her breath.

Dean rolled over lighting a cigarette taking a deep drag before speaking, "Told you, you were going to sleep with me."

Lexi smacked his arm snatching the cigarette from him taking a drag, "Be quiet."

"Don't deny it wasn't good." Dean smirked plucking the cigarette from her fingers, "We were always good at this."

Lexi nodded her head in agreement in the semidarkness the room lit up from the glow of the tv, "This does not mean we're back together……"

"Absolutely not." He whispered in her ear nuzzling his face against her neck, "it was just sex, really fucking incredible sex."

"Hmm mmm……"

"Come here, baby." Dean stated flashing a smile at her and opening his arms.

Lexi snuggled against Dean resting her head on his chest before he wrapped his arms tightly around her. She closed her eyes listening to rhythmic beat of his heart, thinking this was all too familiar and all too easy to fall back into his life. This scared her, considering it felt like this was right where she belonged laying in this hard bed with Dean while he stroked her hair causing her to fall asleep in his arms.

"I couldn't change though I wanted to. Should have been easier by three, our old friend fear and you and me."