Chapter 17: Hate I Saw! Hate I Say!
Koinu walked down the hall bewildered, stooped, and baffled. His small hands were in his pockets; stuffed in like little balls. He was angry, and sad, maybe a little annoyed as well. Inuyasha was another one of those guys who made him love him then just leave him down in the dirt.
He scowled his lips pouted so that he would not cry; he wanted to see Kagome so badly it hurt. Kagome was in worse shape than him; she was in LOVE with Inuyasha, she didn't look up to him she WANTED him. Sesshomaru had been more of a father, in fact he had just come back from getting some ice cream at the ice cream stand. Even if it was cold ice cream was good no matter the time or weather.
Koinu sighed looking at his sticky empty right hand, "…I want another ice cream…"
(With Kagome ((I know you do Koinu, I want some too but we all cant get what we want .))
Kagome was lying on a bed covered with white blankets. She wasn't awake… yet. Inuyasha sat by her side, hunched over. He was the cause of Kagome being the way she was now, she went crazy because of him. He wanted to protect her but, 'The only way I can protect her is to kick my own ass out of her life'.
And he was right, even when he was just a dog her life went topsy-turvy all because of him. He was the worst; no he was worse than the worse. He'd let Koinu down, he'd be lucky if Koinu even looked at him with no pain or hatred. Oh! He ruffled his hair with his claws and hands; he should just kill himself and save them all a life.
Kagome rustled at the strange sounds of his anger. "Inuyasha…" she whined, an eye peered open she saw Inuyasha face "Get The Hell Away From Me Bastard!" she shoved him.
Kagome, the gentle, kind, and all other words that describe someone good and nice, was now being rough with him. And he couldn't blame her; he was a bastard to himself.
If he could he would bitch slap himself. "I'm Sorry" Inuyasha walked to the door and bowed walking out of the room, leaving Kagome to calm her nerves.
Kagome lied back down on the blankets, she would forgive him but last time she did… she became this. She saw him kiss Kikyo and now Kikiya, he was sick, Kagome was loyal to him. He was the only man who had creased her lips, made her feel the way she did, everything was his entire fault.
She blamed him. She sat up and huddled her knees close to her chest, it wasn't that late. Since it was still winter the nights were long and the mornings were short. It wasn't that long since the sun had gone down, the moon wasn't even all the way up in the sky yet.
She cried, it had been awhile since she cried for herself. It felt strange, but with no one to comfort her it didn't make a difference. She heard a weak knock at the door, the smell wasn't Inuyasha. She would see anyone but him. Hell even Kikiya, she would see her before she saw Inuyasha. "Can I come in?" the voice sounded stifle and weak.
"Go on" she quickly wiped the tears away with the white Pj's she was wearing. Koinu some how reached the door knob and came in. He was wearing back-dried jeans.
His face was dark but choked; his lips came out like a bulb the top lip holding back the bottom lip from quaking. "Are you better Kagome?" he asked still not looking at her face; he looked down on the floor his short hair falling forward, covering half of his eyes.
"No…I don't think we'll ever be" she said to him. That did it, he ran to her tears already streaming down his face. He jumped up on her his face snuggled into her stomach. "Mommy! Mommy! Mommy!" Koinu cried and she started to cry as well. He was in-between her knees and her chest, she was still up right huddled into a ball. They both cried.
She knew they wouldn't heal, they wouldn't heal for awhile. Koinu would heal with her, at least… at least… at least this time they wouldn't go it alone.
(With Inuyasha)
He banged his head against the wall, "I'm such a Fucking Bastard!!" his forehead bleed as the nurses tried to calm him down. There were seven of them, one of him. But they still couldn't get him to stay down. He bashed the wall with his fist.
Knuckles bleeding, his hair was become covered in blood, as well as his face and clothes. Some places more than others. He cried out, not in a pain that can be healed with bandages, but a pain that must be healed in the heart. The nurses grabbed his arms, waist, neck, legs, and stomach. Yet they still couldn't restrain him.
"Inuyasha-Sama, you must stop, your body can't take the strain of this! We will be forced to fight you if this gets any worse!" the woman on his stomach tightened her grip. He coughed loudly trying to pull them all off. He was going to go mad!
Then he was forced to the ground by the nurses. He barked and growled like a possessed dog. When he got out of their grasp he ran, he ran right out of the room. Then there was a bang, a purple cloud went all around him till he was forced to breathe it in. His head spun "what the hell…" everything went black and he fainted.
Sesshomaru walked to the room, "was it really that necessary to put him to sleep?"
"Yes, he was going to become demon Sesshomaru and with the wounds he gave himself he might not have been as easy to deal with. Like Kagome" said the nurse, who was holding a sleeping gun.
A woman lifted Inuyasha by the arms and dragged him half way to the bed before he woke up again. He roared and clawed at the woman, wounding her shoulder. Many others surrounded him and he wounded them all. His eyes remained gold but on his cheeks he had purple strips, there was room for him to relax but his demon would not listen to support. Sesshomaru took out his trustworthy sword, it wasn't the one his father had given him but it was quiet strong.
Inuyasha's extended claws crashed with the blade forcing them both into a dominating stance, "Inuyasha you must relax". Inuyasha panted but kept strong "Let Me See Kagome You Bastard!"
He crashed his claws against Sesshomaru's sword, it cracked and broke. The claws of Inuyasha had broken through an ogres fangs?! Sesshomaru did not cower in fear but instead became angered, how could he the great Sesshomaru not do what Inu-Shita had just done?
Sesshomaru moved out of the way, by dog law he was to back down if any other demon, half-demon, proved more dominant. "Next time you stick a needle in him" Sesshomaru said to the nurses, they all nodded.
Inuyasha ran through the halls his vision becoming blurrier by the seconds. Even half demons can become weak if they've lost enough blood; his wounds… why weren't they healing? Inuyasha cringed as the blood stooped out of his gut, the nurses' claws had stabbed him there as a form of defense.
When he got to Kagome's room, if she wanted to kill him she could just wait five minutes. He didn't bother to knock he opened the door and pushed it with his body weight. Kagome's head turned sharply to the door, she still recognized him as an enemy and her body radiated with the smell of detestation. Koinu was in her lap, and he cuddled her closer. Both had red eyes, and tear ridden faces.
Inuyasha remembered the most stupid things like when he had dumped Koinu in the bath tub, or how soft Kagome's hands were when he held them. He fell to the floor unable to take another step. Kagome let her guard lower; Koinu wouldn't be able to relax if her scent wasn't.
Inuyasha looked up at the two with dead gold eyes, his face was pale. Kagome shivered as she noticed the blood steeping from his wound. She put Koinu down, even if she hated someone she would not let Koinu see more death if she could do something about it. She roughly pushed Inuyasha onto his back, her face in a scowl.
Inuyasha winced in pain; she pulled his shirt up to his chest. "I hate you" she said as she started to lick the wound clean. She had already licked her own wounds and found that she could heal faster if she did so. So she licked into his wound. He murmured, "I'm sorry" then cringed in pain once again.
But she didn't try to be soft with him, she spit in his gash where it led to a vain. The blood flow would stop if she healed the vain first. Soon as that was done she licked the rest of him clean, she would do no more than clean his injury. When she was done she pulled his shirt down and lied back down next to Koinu. He snuggled into her stomach, they both faced away from Inuyasha.
Inuyasha was awake; his gold eyes stared upward. He couldn't see anything; Kagome had turned off the lights to go to sleep. His ears were flat against his head; he'd lost too much blood he needed to find somewhere warm before he went to sleep. Without his senses he was useless. He crawled to the heater; he could feel it even without his nose. It was nice and warm.
Kagome watched at her distance, normally she would have pulled him up and put him in bed. But, at the moment she would even marry Sesshomaru with no regrets.
Koinu snuggled closer to Kagome, the night was getting colder. That was strange; usually it doesn't get that cold this early in the night. Kagome sighed, she felt bad for Inuyasha. Even if she hated him was it really worth him catching his death just because she's being a big defensive wall. Kagome looked at Inuyasha; she didn't need super dog senses to tell that he was freezing. He shook and his teeth rattled loudly. Kagome felt bed for him.
She stood up and got a blanket, she draped it over him. When she turned around he huddled into a ball pulling the blankets as close as he could. Kagome walked back to Koinu, he huddled into a ball as well. Kagome couldn't sleep; her eyes and nose always went back to that boy who was cold.
She shivered at the though of him being cold. She sighed, why was she always so nice? Kagome was forced to stay up all night thinking; by the time the sun was rising she was still awake.
Nurses noiselessly took Inuyasha out of the room, but their scent was easy to detect; they were cat, fox, wolf, dog, and one mouse demon. Kagome yawned, stretching her arms. Thank god she was a demon, well half a demon. She felt no need to sleep, but her eyes still taunted her; looking to the heater she saw Inuyasha. Still curled up in a ball, she rubbed her eyes and he was gone. Kagome sighed, how long would her eyes play tricks on her?
She cuddled back closer to Koinu. She hated the winter, when she was little as soon as she got home she would stick to the stove. At night her and Sota would sometimes sleep together, sometimes she and Sota would go to their mother and sleep with her. But, either way she'd never been a fan of the cold just the snow.
Koinu was woken up by this, his eyes flickered open and closed; Kagome noticed his heart rate change, he was waking up. Koinu looked up at Kagome "morning…" he said stretching his legs and arms. Kagome sat up "Good morning, I'm going to go walk around", she stood up and put some pants under the long shirt she was wearing. Easily she walked out of the room; Koinu sat up and watched her leave.
He sighed, "Sesshomaru said he was gonna take me to the candy store… I wonder if Rin wants to come…" he thought out loud scratching his chin.
He jumped off the bed, "but first gotta go take a bath… wait… I don't know how to!" he clutched his head with his hands, he knew how to make the water run but he was too short to reach the soap, toilet, and many other things in the bathroom.
He walked out of the room as well, "Sesshomaru will help me… I hope"
(With Inu)
Inuyasha woke up in the room again, he tried to sit up. He was latched tight on the bed, "aww Damn it!" when he tried to claw it, he noticed his wrists were also held down. "What the hell is this!" a bug thing jumped onto his nose, it was tinny.
"Master Inuyasha, oh how wonderful you're back! I thought you would never come back!" it said crying.
"Um… not to be rude but, Who the hell are you!?" Inuyasha asked rudely, "Well I never did expect you to remember me, after all I only saw you as a pup" it said jumping off to Inuyasha's side so that he could see it better.
"My name is Myoga" he coughed twice the small whiskers bounced, "I was a follower of your father"
"Dad?" Inuyasha repeated, "yes, but after you were born he told me to go away for awhile he didn't need my help so I left off for a cruse which turned out to be a world way tour. Quiet nice actually, I became very acquainted with other countries but as soon as I found out that your parents died you were already 17".
"So you actually cared?" Inuyasha asked he felt a pinch in his arm most likely a drug to calm him down; he didn't feel so aggressive at the moment, fairly serene.
"Of Course I Care! Your father left almost all his company to you! Believe it or not he said "Inuyasha may be a half demon but I know he's gonna do great things in the future and besides Sesshomaru's already got his business. We've got enough demons with work; it's time for half demons to be treated just as fair"
"It was so funny because you just stared and started at your father then tugged on his hair, my how you've grown" he said smiling and nodding his head.
"Well, I see Sesshomaru has been doing fine but that girl, what does she have to do with you both?" he asked sitting down.
"I met her when I was still a dog literally. She adopted me and took care of me. After awhile I turned into a human, I kept the secret till about two weeks ago. When I first turned into a half demon I really don't remember too much; she hit my head with a shoe" Inuyasha sighed, "then she hurt her foot, and her family came back. After awhile Kikyo this girl kissed me and she saw, Kagome got really sick and I got her better. Then more time went by and um… she found out I was human but I ran away…"
"Why'd ya run Inuyasha? Your father was proud of you being a half demon, you should be too" Myoga said angered by the youngster.
"I am especially now Kagome use to love me all and all, inside out, every form!" Inuyasha yelled; Myoga should be glad he was stuck down because if not he might not be 3D any more.
"Seems they gave you a little too much of that drug" Myoga said snickering, Inuyasha turned seven shades of red.
"But-but any way… when we came back to her house Sesshomaru took her to become her bride. Me and Koinu, this boy, were against it but now… I think I'd be lucky to even see her from afar, let alone mate her" Inuyasha sighed sadness once again returning to his numb limbs. "I'm not sure what to do…"
"Your food is here" Koinu opened the door for himself, walking in. He put the food to the side quickly sliding a tray in place. Setting the food down to cool, he looked and acted almost like a maid. "Rin will be here soon to speak and feed you…" he was about to close the door when Inuyasha spoke.
"WAIT!!!" Koinu looked back with a face as cold as Sesshomaru's; was this really that same boy he took to the park only days ago?
"What do you want Sesshomaru's going to take me—" he was cut off.
"I'm sorry about what I did! I had no right! I hurt you and Kagome, I feel horrible!! If I had A Knife, I May Even, Kill Myself!" Inuyasha clenched his fist, blood dripping down where his claws met his skin.
Koinu's eyes remained the same, "… I'm sorry but… I've Gotta Go!" Koinu smelled of tears and salt. He closed the door behind him quickly "I've given to many chances…" Koinu said to himself 'I'll still be helping Kagome though. She doesn't deserve to suffer' Koinu though sadly.
He ran off to Sesshomaru, the rain had stopped and they could go to the candy store now. Koinu sighed and wiped off the small tears that had managed to fall.
(With Kaggy)
Kagome sat in her room and looked at the wedding dress, "It's a beautiful dress, I hope it fits Rin"
D: Who cares if it's her dream then what does it matter?
H: Ya, and besides she's just a few inches smaller than you not a big difference
HD: who are you people in my head!?
H: I'm your human
D: and Demon
Both H and D: Sides
HD: do all half demons have this?
D: Yep, even our little Koinu
H: And Inuyasha
"Wow, so all half demons have like a devil and an angel in them" Kagome said out loud.
"What are you doing Kagome?" said a familiar voice.
"Hu? Oh, I was just thinking… sorry, I'm spacing out to much aren't I"
"No, it's fine. So… you're getting married tomorrow. Isn't that great?" Rin said with her fake smile.
Kagome sighed, "Do I have to? You love him much more Rin. And besides, aren't you older than me?"
"Yep, ha ain't that funny" Rin really laughed that time, "Yet I'm shorter than you". Kagome smiled and laughed with Rin "But any way, the rain stopped would you like to go to the garden Kagome-Chan? Sesshomaru left a little surprise for you there".
Kagome stood up "I guess, maybe the rain got stuck on the leaf pedals again".
"That's the spirit" Rin said as they walked to the gardens. On the way they found Koinu on the up stairs couch, Kagome lifted him up into her arms.
When they got down to the gardens it was fairly cold but mostly it was damp. Kagome licked off some rain water; it was sweet and cool down her parted throat. "Ok Kagome close your eyes" Rin said putting her hands over her own for an example.
"Ok, here carry Koinu" Kagome passed the sleeping child in her arms to Rin. She took him and lied him down in her arms.
Kagome closed her eyes, "Ok now, here come with me and don't open your eyes till I say so". Rin took her hand still holding Koinu in the other.
They took a few steps, and a turn. Kagome's ears flattened against her head; what if she didn't like the surprise? "Ok open!" Rin said happily.
Kagome opened her eyes "SURPRISE!!!!!!" yelled her friends. Sango, Miroku, even Shippo; they were all there smiling. "AHHHHHHH!!!!!!! MOMMY!" Koinu woke up accidentally as he jumped from Rin to Kagome his claws pierced Rin's skin and scratched Kagomes arms.
"Hu? Oh, I'm sorry Koinu you must have gotten scared" Kagome said holding him softly as he hung onto her as if his life depended on it.
"Oh, Kagome" said Sango "I missed you So Much!!!" Sango hugged Kagome accidentally squishing an uncomfortable Koinu.
"And who's this cute little fellow?" Sango said looking down at little Koinu, his blue eyes big and confused.
"That's Koinu, he's my adopted son. Well soon to be" Kagome said smiling at Sango's happy reaction.
"Aww he's so cute!!!" she said smiling and blushing at the child in Kagome's arms, "Hi Koinu, my name's Sango".
"Sango Nee-san?" he questioned.
"Yep" she nodded
"And don't I get a hug?" Shippo asked arms wide open big gleaming green eyes looking up at her.
"Of course you do" Kagome said, Koinu jumped out of her arms, "Shippo-can!" Koinu hugged him. "Inu-kun!" Shippo hugged him back.
Kagome gave them both a hug, "Inuyasha told me the two of you met at the park".
Miroku did the same thing as Shippo, "Where's my hug?"
(-.-;) "Why would I want to hug a pervert?"
"Aww Kagome please I haven't seen you in like forever!" Miroku begged.
"Ok" she hugged him smiling, then he looked over at Koinu. He let go of Kagome and want down to his level, "Hi Koinu, my names Miroku"
"Miro… Miro… Miro-chikan?" he said.
"Ugg"
"See Miroku even kids Know you're a pervert" Kagome said smiling.
"That's now nice, but you can call me Miro-kan or Miro-chi" Miroku said smiling at the small kid.
"Ok Miro-chi!" he said smiling at Miroku.
"Kagome, what's with your ears?!" Sango said pointing at her ears.
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A/N: Wee haw! I finally finished this chapter! I'm sorry it took so long; my hand is getting worse and just got four teeth removed.
I can't eat my food Whaaaaaaaa!!!!!! And soon I'm going to get braces wahh!!!!!
Well any way dedicated to:
suikidoen: ya he should have he's so mean!!!!!
GoingGhost: well I'm always trying
BoredGirl17: I don't know weren't you reading?
Taja phat chick: Narly!
Tipix: Go Kaggy kick his… (you can guess the word) no he's not, he's just thinking differently of Kagome. He feels bad for her and Koinu, cause their in his pack.
kagome1312: Thanks ///
Yashie-And-Kags-Forever: You missed that part might wanna read it again
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