Heeheehee. Thanks to everyone who responded, now I know to continue… I suck at love scenes, but heartbreak… (giggles again)
UNFORBIDDEN LOVE, CHAPTER 2
Jake fell against his headboard, crying, sobbing, feeling as if everything he had ever lived for was ripped away. How could she not love him? Their kiss, their hope, every time they touched- it was magic, pure magic, what he had thought of as pure love.
How long? How long had each word been a fake, each touch… had that one kiss on the Iskoort home world been a fake too? Had she ever loved him?
His head ached. His chest ached as if he really had his heart taken out. How could he go on?
How could he go on.
The thought rung in his head, over and over again until he came to the decision- well, not decision, the thought that triggered the decision-
I don't have to.
He stood up, wiped his eyes, and went out his door. The last time he would ever do that ever again.
He walked into the office his parents sometimes used. He looked around. This world was filled with too much hate, too much despair to go onward- he would never think like this again. He never had the choice to.
The gun in the second drawer up on the right was right there. In his grasp. In his hands. It was loaded, going strait at his heart, ready to aim…
"Good-bye," he whispered.
(Goodbye,)
Heeheehee. Yes the ( ) is thought speach. More later!