Aishiteruze Baby
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Knives, Tears, and Trashcans
Chapter Eleven: Go Back to that NightKippei is spending so much time taking care of Yuzu, lately, Kokoro is feeling a bit neglected, how long can she hold out
Note: I do not own the characters from Baby, I am just a fan. This fan fiction is based only on the manga, sorry for all of you who watched the anime. I love to hear what you have to say, but please do not be too harsh. This fan fiction is for mature audiences only, it contains, self-inflicted pain, and sexual themes.
Much to Kippei's relief Yuzu opened the door, Sis picked her up from in the door way and placed her on her hip.
"Kippei, Yuzuyu and I will go wait in the other room, okay?" Sis asked as Kippei began to walk into the room.
Kippei did not respond he was too focused on Kokoro, so Sis just left without an answer.
Kokoro was curled up in a ball on the floor, crying. Kippei could not believe what he was seeing; Kokoro was crying, she was crying, which meant that she was alive and that she could get better. Kippei rushed to her side and pulled her off of the floor and on to his lap.
Kokoro continued to cry into Kippei's shirt, leaving tear stains behind, along with smudges of her make-up.
"Shhhh…everythings going to be okay, I promise."
"Ki-ki-kipp-pp-ei…" Kokoro sobbed.
"Kokoro, oh my god, you finally said something…"
Kokoro tried to pull herself together before she began to speak again. "Kippei, I-I lo-love you-ou so-oooo-oo mu-much-ch pl-pl-plea-se-e do-n't-t lea-eave-e me-ee…" Kokoro began to lose herself the more she began to say.
"Everything's gonna be fine, I'm here, I won't leave you. I won't let anything bad happen, I will protect you, with everything I have."
"Re-really?" Kokoro asked as she looked up into Kippei's eyes.
"Of course, I could never leave you." Kippei said sweetly, as Kokoro lost control over her tears again, Kippei pulled her into his chest and let her cry into him and grab his t-shirt in her fists. Kippei gently leaned down and kissed her head, as he whispered, "I love you so much, I only want to see you smile."
Sis had listened in on the conversation, a bit, before she decided that she and Yuzuyu were no longer needed to help out with Kokoro. Sis gently picked Yuzuyu up off the couch and the two left the apartment and headed home.
Once Kokoro had cried all of the tears that she could possibly manage, she looked up into Kippei's caring, loving eyes and saw that he was not angry at her, that he only wanted to love her. Kokoro instantly felt guilt over come her, guilt for staining his shirt with her tears and make-up, guilt for being silent for so long, guilt for causing Kippei to worry, guilt for making Kippei take care of her, guilt for that night at the club, and most of all guilt for the night she had spent with Karou. Kokoro wanted to pull herself away from Kippei, she felt that she could no longer be close to him, she did not want to make him suffer anymore, he was too good for a low life like herself.
Kokoro began to untangle herself from Kippei and stand up. As she went to walk away Kippei reached up and grabbed her wrist, and pulled her back. "Kokoro…"
"…" Kokoro began to cry again, this time she could not figure out where the tears were coming from, she thought that she was out of tears, that she had put all of them into Kippei's shirt.
"Kokoro, what's wrong?" Kippei stood up and turned Kokoro around to face him, she hung her head in shame and would not look at him in the eyes.
"Please forget about me."
"Kokoro, what on earth are you talking about?"
"You are too good for me."
"If anything you are too good for me, Kokoro, I never thought that I would ever have a chance with you. You could have any guy in the school and any guy on the streets, and yet you picked me…"
"Go back to Yuzuyu and your family, I am nothing but trouble for you."
Kippei struck Kokoro across her cheek, she reached up and gently touched her cheek, which was now beginning to sting. "Kokoro, listen to me! I am not better then you, you are not a low life, or nothing but trouble, so what if you messed up, everybody does! I am a screw up too you think that because you and Karou got together for a night makes you a low life, if anything it makes him one, you were drunk and he took advantage of you and you know it! I am a screw up, how many girls did I mess around with, before we started dating? You want me to forget about you, well I can't! I can't because I love you, and that will never change…"
"Kippei…"
"Kokoro, I love you, and I only want you to be happy…"
"Kippei, I love you too, and I am sorry for everything, I never meant for any of it too happen."
"I know, I know." Kippei said as he pulled Kokoro into a tight embrace.
Kokoro broke the embrace slightly, as she went up on her toes to kiss him. "Kippei, can we forget these past couple months and go back to that night in Okinawa?"
"Yes, Kokoro, Yes we can."
End Chapter Eleven
End Knives, Tears, and Trashcans
Thank you to everyone who followed my first fan fiction, especially Tori Kay, who was with me from the beginning. Thanks for making my story a success and getting me up on my feet, I love you all. I would also like to that Matt for always being there for me, Victoria for putting up with as a roommate, and my twin Paige for being there for me when no one else was and helping me through the hard times and all my writing blocks. Thanks to Aryawen, Drakenbane, Lil Sasuke, Raianofthe6thSquad, Tori Kay, and sportiegrl for following my story. I would also like to thank Lil Sasuke and Time Force Red for favouriting my story. Thanks so much everybody
Sorry this last chapter took me so long to get up, and sorry it is so short.
This story took lots of twists and turns that I was never expecting… I will post a list of deleted scenes and an epilogue, if it is wanted…
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