Three months had passed and Drake was getting his mouth unwired. I was so excited we planed a huge party for him, everyone was coming out to see him because even all the guys from the recording studio because they had to stop production while he was recovering.All his friends were invited I made tons of food and decorated the house. We pulled up to the doctors office I turned to Drake with a huge smile on my face I knew he was scared because he also had to get the teeth that were knocked out replaced.

"Are you ready baby?"

Drake didn't answer he just nodded his head. We walked in to the waiting room signed in and sat and waited. A few minutes past Drake didn't say a word just stared at his feet.

"Everything's going to be okay baby"

He didn't answer he just shook his head again."

"Drake Parker they can see you now!"

Drake stood up kissed my fore head and walked through the doors alone. Two hours had past and I was starting to get a little antsy and Josh was starting to get on my nerves because he was calling every 15 minutes. My phone rang again the receptionist was even starting to get annoyed the receptionist pointed to the large sign with a line through a cell phone. I walked out to the hallway and flipped my phone out.

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Me- Josh he's not done yet I'll call you as soon as he is!

Johnny- Ash?

Me- Johnny? Oh my gosh I'm so sorry. How are you?

Johnny- I'm good I just wanted to call and check in on you. You know make sure your okay? I talked to your nana yesterday she said you call her everyday.

Me- Yeah I do. I'm sorry I haven't called but the door swings both ways Johnny.

Johnny- Yeah I know I've been busy. Well Ash there was another reason I called I just wanted to tell you before you heard it from anyone else but I'm going to have a baby.

Me- Who's going o have it?

Johnny- You only met her once. Like 4 months ago when you came over to my apartment the day before you left Jersey.

Me- Oh I remember she was cute. Are you guys going to be together?

Johnny- We're trying I guess I just wanted to tell you before you heard it from someone else.

Me- Awww… Johnny you're going to be a good daddy. I'm so happy for you.

I saw Drake walking towards me I finished up the conversation with Johnny and ran over to Drake.

"How you feeling baby?"

Drake just gave me a close lipped smile and nodded his head. I didn't want to push him but I thought that he would be talking up a storm or at least wanting to kiss me. We drove all the way home not saying a word to each other. He hadn't said a word to me since we woke up.

We reached the house we both got out of the car he took my hand we walked up the pathway that led to the front door all his friends were standing on the front step his mom and step dad were in front of everyone, Josh stood on the top of the steps with a camera. Drake put his hands on both of my shoulders to stop me from making another step. It all seemed so bizarre no one said a word you could hear a pin drop. Some of the spectators had happy faces some looked miserable. Drake went down on one knee I just looked at him not knowing what was going on. He reached in to his jackets pocket and pulled out a tiffany blue box. I didn't smile I didn't scream or cry I just stared trying to put it all together.

"Ashlee will you marry me?"

He said with his perfect smile. I just smiled back just relieved that he was happy.

"Drake?"

I couldn't put a sentence together I felt everyone's eyes on me. This is what I wanted. But was it really what I wanted from Drake this is what I wanted from Johnny. But I loved Drake I mean I was crazy in love with Drake.

"Of course I will."

Drake stood up and locking his arms around me.

"I love you Ashlee I want you to be with me forever. These were the first word I wanted to say to you after I was totally back to my old self."

Everyone cheered and congratulated us as we walked through the doors. Josh came up and hugged us.

"I'm so happy for you guys."

I read the banner hanging from the ceiling.

'Happy engagement'

I planed my own engagement party wow he is slick! I couldn't actually believe what had happened. I walked through the house in a daze people were talking to me but I didn't understand what they were saying I was seeing everyone but not really registering what was happening. I was at my engagement party!

I looked at Drake being congratulated by all his friends. I felt sick to my stomach I ran upstairs to the bathroom and shut the door. I sat down on the side of the tube.

"What did I just do?"

I whispered to myself as I put my head in my hands and cried. I need to get myself together. I stood up and looked in the mirror and saw my eye liner run down my face. Standing in the bathroom, reflections that you'd never guess who would have ever thought that I would end up such a mess
I stood there thinking where did I lose my mind? But I have to stay with him or I'll be alone. I'm fine living a lie, wondering why. Thinking its over, now what have I done? Maybe I just shouldn't have told him yes.
"I can make this work"

I told my self as I fixed myself in the mirror.

"Awww… there's my girl. Where did you go?"

Drake announced as I walked down the stairs.

"I called my sister."

I lied I didn't want to hurt his feelings by telling him I was crying in the bathroom. I walked down and let Drake parade me around on his arm introducing me to everyone.

'I can make this work'

I said over and over aging in my head and I wasn't going to stop until I really did believe it.

Drake took me by hand and led me to the bedroom so we could be alone for a minute. Drake shut the door and just put his arms around me I put my arms around him. God I loved him so much so why did this feel so wrong?

"All I can say is you save me baby"