I woke up all alone this morning feeling cold and alone. How could I have messed things up so bad? I didn't even get dressed I just walked down the stairs looking in each room but the house was empty there was a note on the fridge.

---Ashlee,

We all went out to breakfast. See you when I get home.

Drake ---

I went up stairs numb I didn't know what to think maybe it was for the best that things aren't working out but I didn't want to leave him I did love him. I went upstairs to get dressed for the day I better look good after what I did to him last night. I waited for what felt like hours the suspence was killing I needed to know what was going on with us. Did he want me ou was he okay with ho things went? I picked up my phone dialing his number.

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Drake- Hello

Me- Hey

Drake- Hey

Me- Drake … um… I don't know what to say.

Drake- Well you called me.

Me- Yeah I did… I just wanted to tell you I wont be here when you get home I didn't want you to worry.

Drake- Oh okay… where are you going?

Me- I don't know but I think we need some time alone.

Drake- Yeah me too.

Me- Okay then I guess you can call me hen your ready.

Drake- Yeah.

This is supposed to be the happiest time in my life?

I packed my bags trying not to leave anything. I called a cab and waited by the window until it showed. It looked like a hurricane was coming you could hardly see 2 inches in front of you the rain was coming down in sheets. The cabby honked his horn I ran out with my bags dragging behind me. I told him to just take me to the airport. I wasn't a Hollywood girl I was a jersey girl from a small town.

When I got to the airport everything was delayed nothing was going out until the storm let up so I sat in the terminal just caught up in my own mind until my phone rang.

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Me- Hello

Drake- Where are you?

Me- I'm at the airport.

Drake I thought you meant you were just goig out for the day not skipping town.

(I just started to cry not being able to control my tears I wanted to be back home with him cuddled up on the couch not sitting in a dirty airport dripping from the rain.)

Ash please don't cry I love you so much I would never want you to leave how would we work anything out that way?

Me- I thought you wanted your space I thought you were mad.

Drake- Ash don't move I'll be there to pick you up, I'm leaving now.

Me- Okay I love you.

Drake- I always loved you.