I sat waiting for Drake to come I wanted to work this all out I finally realized I rather be a little confused with him then without him because I couldn't even function with out him. I saw his car pull up he step out of the car I grabbed my bags and ran out to him, I let my bags drop to the wet street I threw my arms around him I never wanted to leave him again.
"I'm so sorry Drake."
"Its okay lets just get you home everyone's still there."
"Oh god your parents probably think I'm a flake."
"I didn't tell them anything. Ash we have a lot of things to talk about when we get home okay?"
"Yeah I know."
Drake started the car he just held my hand the whole ride home. We got home and just walked right to the bedroom drake fallowed me.
"I love you Drake."
"I know you do but I don't think you love me like you should."
"I know what you're thinking. But the truth is I love you so much and I know I'm a little scared but I know I rather be with you then with out you."
"Ash I love you so much it hurt, I mean I think about you all day I never want to be away from you."
"And that scares the hell out of me all of this does!"
"Why?"
"Drake I gave up everything for you, my apartment, car, job, and friends and no one has ever loved me like you do not even my own family."
I just started crying no one have ever loved me like he does and that's a horrible thing to have to know in you heart. Drake saw the sadness in my eyes and put my head to his chest.
"I'm sorry Ash you never talk about your family."
"Drake I think you are my family now."
Drake looked down at me and smiled.
"Drake Parker will you marry me?"
"Of course."
We stayed in the bedroom for a while talking about everything from the weather to my family. I told them everything how they shipped me off to live with my nana when I was ten and called on the holidays and my birthday. No one ever said I love you. I have only heard it from one other person my nana. Drake didn't know what to say he had a great family who was there for him no matter what. I didn't want his sympathy I was over it I just wanted to move on with my life start new with him.
"You want to go down the stairs and I'll make everyone a big dinner?"
"That sounds really good Ash."
I started to get up and walk to the door.
"Wait come here real quick."
Drake stood up extending his arms to me. I just fell into the putting my head on his shoulder. This was the moment when I knew he really loved me and for all the right reasons.