I sat in the car for a few minutes trying to work up the courage to go in there and tell him, tell him he's going to be a dad. Would he be happy and want this? Or maybe he would think that I'll ruin his life. The one thing I did know is if I kept this is any longer I was going to explode. I walked in the studio and up a flight of steps I stood outside the door fixing myself I heard laughter erupt. I paused one more time and opened the door Drake's back was facing me and there was a girl sitting on his lap laughing putting her hand through his hair. Drake turned in the swivel chair to see who was interrupting there fun.
"Ashlee what are you doing here?"
He asked struggling to stand up.
"I needed to talk to you but I can see you're busy."
I was so pissed I turned and started down the steps Drake grabbed me by the arm forcing me to stop.
"Ow… Drake let go you're hurting me."
"Then stop running. It's not what you think."
"You come home later and later you leave with out saying goodbye or telling me where you are, you don't answer you phone when I need you."
"You know where I am all the time!" He screamed. "I'm doing this for us!"
"What flirting with other girls? Letting them sit on your lap and put there hands all over you? Which part of that was for me?"
"None of that."
I didn't let him finish I snagged my arm away and tried to run down the stairs. Just as I was about to reach the door Josh walked though confused as to why I was crying and running way from Drake.
"Ashlee knock it off."
"I'm not five you can't tell me what to do. You know what I'm not going to run from this. Stop acting like a loser because you're going to be a dad."
I wasn't nervous or happy I was numb we all were Drake looked at me in disbelief. Josh's jaw had hit the floor and decided to just take a seat for the show of what I like to call my love life. Drake smiled I mean this huge loving smile but started crying at the same time.
"Your not kidding?"
"Nope"
He just ran over to me and put his arms around me and kissed my face. I didn't kiss him back I just collapsed in his arms crying.