I days went by slowly the nights even slower! I did homework and studied to pass the time. Drake called once during the day to see how I was and once at night to tell me about the concerts he had just done, he told me he couldn't sleep without telling me he loved me, most night he would fall asleep talking to me on the phone. I counted down the days until we could be together again. I didn't see Josh around the house much he found a girlfriend and was busy with finals. The house was big empty and cold. I didn't sleep in the bedroom it made me to sad and lonely so I slept on the couch, falling a sleep to the sounds of the TV. I started talking to my sister again and made plans for all of us to meet up and have a big family dinner. I thought things were going to be stale between all of us but it seemed as I they had nothing but love for me and I returned the feelings I forgot how great it was to have family. Drakes and Josh's parents called all the time just to see how they were doing.

Girls called every once in a while I just told them they could leave a message with me his fiancé and they usually hung up. I thought it was amusing that I had found my self in the same situation that I was running way from months ago. In some ways it was the same but there was so much more Drake actually loved me and wanted to take care of me. Johnny's had called with updates about the baby every once in a while, but usually I wouldn't answer.

Two more days until I could see Drake I sat on the couch watching life time and waiting for the phone to ring.

Me- Hello

Drake- Hey baby, how was your day?

Me- Good… just tried to keep myself busy. How was the concert?

Drake- It was really good it was in this little place in New York. I really like New York did you ever think of living there.

Me- No! I really don't like the city this Orange County is to crazy for me.

Drake- Ash I love you, and I had a lot of time to think while I was away and I just wanted to tell you I am so sorry for what happened. I know I was wrong and that's not the kind of person I want to be. I just want things to go back to the way it was when we first go together.

Me- Drake it was really fun then but the truth is I love you more now then I ever did. I never loved anyone like I love you now.

Drake- That's really nice to hear I really needed that.

Me- Baby you sound so tire why don't you get some sleep.

Drake- I can't wait to see you. I made arrangements for your flight I'm going to meet you at the Philadelphia airport. I'll be there when you get off your flight.

Me- Thank you, good night baby I love you.

Drake- Sweet dreams, love you.

I hung up not feeling so empty anymore. Josh walked in with his arm around a girl. I jumped off of the couch to greet them.

"Hey Ash you still up?"

"Yeah, how are you I'm Ashlee." I introduced myself.

"Jenna."

"Do you guys want something to drink?"

"No, I'm okay." Hs answered not really looking at me.

"Josh I made dinner there's a ton left over."

"Ash you don't have to do that every night why don't you just order in."

"What else do I do, I know I need to get out." I laughed excusing myself from the living room. I didn't want them to feel awkward especially since Josh never brought a girl home and it was his house after all. I went into my bedroom and took out my suite cases and started to pack I wanted to look good for Drake. I had my whole day planed out for tomorrow I was going to get a manicure and peddi I was going to get my hair cut and colored. I just wanted to look good for him. God I loved him.