I spent a week with Drake in Pennsylvania it was fun being with him on the tour bus it had late hours and fast food. When he would come back from a concert he would lay with me in back of the bus still siked up from the concert. I haven't seen him that way in such a long time, I mean that was the real him, he was happy, silly, cute and always hyper. Being at home while he was hurt was what had made him change he was depressed and miserable he couldn't do what he truly enjoyed.

Drake and I finally left from home for a Christmas break. I was planning a huge dinner for Drake, Josh and there family. It was Christmas Eve and everyone was sitting in the living room talking and laughing. I was in the kitchen trying to tightly up just a little bit.

"Hey baby forget about the dishes and come join us." Drake said draping his arms around me pulling me closer.

I took drakes and hand let him lead me out to the living room.

"Can everyone open a present?"

I asked the room.

"Sure that sounds like a good idea." Josh shouted out having his new girlfriend sitting on his knee.

"Josh I have a present for you" I exclaimed I was always so excited on Christmas I could never wait.

Josh took the wrapped box and shook it. He ripped the paper.

"What is it?" Jenna asked looking puzzled.

"Oh my god Ashlee Thank you so much." You would have thought I found his lost puppy. "I don't believe you go this for me."

"Well me and Drake got it for you." Drake looked surprised that I had given him credit I knew he had no time to go Christmas shopping. Drake took me by the waist and pulled me on his lap to almost mimic what Josh was doing.

"So Josh what did we get you?" Drake asked.

"It's a Houdini magic set from 1926 the same year he died it's a collector's item and hard to find I've been looking for one for years." Josh lifted Jenna off his lap and came over to hug me and Drake.

"And if no one minds I would like to give Drake his."

"Ash you didn't have to get me any thing."

I handed Drake a small square box wrapped with red and white guitars wrapping paper. Drake opened each corner carefully. He took the glass snow globe out carefully. Drake looked at me with thoughtful eyes he put his arms around me kissing me sweetly on the cheek.

"I love you."

"Why are you getting all crazy about a snow globe?" Megan asked.

"It's a snow globe of sea side heights it's where we met"

"I had it made just for you there no other like it. See here's Mike's Mic and a girl and boy with his guitar out front" I said returning the hug I sat back down on Drake lap watching others exchange there gifts. Drake pulled me closer and whispered in my ear.

"Ash I got you a present but I want to wait till everyone's gone."

"It's not wrapped in your pants?" I laughed.

"No… but that's a good idea." He kissed my fore head and held me tighter.

"Does any one else want some more eggnog?" I offered.

"Josh can we go?" Jena asked.

Josh and Jena left first and as time went by so did everyone else. Drake and I were alone at last we straightened up and started up for bed I walked in fist and sat on the bed in exhaustion. Drake walked in with his guitar strapped around his chest.

"What are you doing baby? I'm tired so if you're going to practice go in the guest room."

He didn't answer he just sat down next to me and started playing.

You were so clever,
You kept it together today,
By the way, I'll no longer ignore you,
I wanted to show you again, I'm your friend,
Sometimes we just pretend.
And all I can say is you save me,
Changed all the things that have made me,
Entertaining,
Thoughts are raining,
Down We Fall,
It's all ok,
When I say,
You and I,
Take your time, I can't wait,
To see you fly.
You don't have to wander,
I've finally discovered tonight,
Where we're at,
This is just the beginning,
It's all that I'm tryin' to say,
If I may
You're never in my way
And all I can say is you save me,
Changed all the things that have made me,
Entertaining,
Thoughts are raining,
Down We Fall,
It's all ok,
When I say,
You and I,
Take your time, I can't wait,
To see you fly.
And all I can say is you save me,
Changed all the things that have made me,
Entertaining,
Thoughts are raining,
Down We Fall,
Entertaining,
Thoughts are raining,
Down We Fall,
Entertaining,
Thoughts are raining,
Down We Fall,
Entertaining,
Thoughts are raining,
Down We Fall,
Entertaining,
Thoughts are raining,
Down We Fall

By: Drake Bell (telegraph)

"I wrote that for you Ash." Drake said laying his guitar down and moving me onto his lap.

I didn't say anything I was so happy the song was so beautiful I started to cry.

"I'm sorry I know it wasn't a real present but…"

"No… no… I love it. It's the best thing I have even gotten."

I went in to kiss Drake when I saw Jenna standing in the door way. She and Josh must have just returned home because I didn't even hear the door open.

"Aww… that was so cute."

Me and Drake looked at each other in disbelief that she was intruding on our moment. It was our first Christmas together and Drake wanted it to be perfect she was ruining it.

"Jenna do you mind?" Drake asked

"Oh… I'm sorry am I ruining your moment maybe Ashlee should have thought about it before she gave Josh that present."

"Josh!" I yelled out the bedroom door.

"What's up Ash? Jenna what are you doing in there room?"

"Josh you better get your girlfriend in check."

"What are you talking about?" Josh looked puzzled

I left the safety of Drakes lap and walked towards the door taking Jenna by the arm and escorting her out.

"Ash get off her what are you doing?"

"Josh maybe Jenna should leave."

"What is wrong with you guys she's not going anywhere she's staying the night."

"Fine just get her out of here then." I yelled at him.

I started to cry and Drake rushed over to me bracing me towards his chest.

"She's ruining my Christmas." I cried into Drakes chest.

Josh took Jenna into her room where we could hear them arguing.

"Baby please don't cry its okay." Drake half laughed. "I'll sing to you anytime you want."

"No it's just… it's our first Christmas and I just wanted it to be perfect and she's ruining it."

We both started laughing at what a baby I was being.

"Drake there was a second part to that surprise."

I ran into the bath room and changed into a red and white teddy suited for Christmas.

"Think of all the fun I've missed, Think of all the fellas that I haven't kissed, Next year I could be oh, so good, If you'd check off my Christmas list, Boo doo bee doo."

"Oh baby that's hot" Drake said grinning from ear to ear.