A Page From The Diary of Tsunade

Chapter: 7? Concern


Disclaimer: Naruto is created by Masashi Kishimoto.
I am merely a fan fiction writer that likes Yuri.

Warning: This contains Tsunade's thoughts upon Shizune.

Of course this is Yuri based. If that bothers you..
why not look for something more your style.

Author's Note:

This shows Tsunade as concerned..
Both over Shizune and her own feelings.
A part of her questions if it's right to feel that way.
Since she's had Shizune around ever since the girl was young.

To me the only right kind of love..
Is the love that is mutual..

People often question love in concerns of
one's age, sex, race, religion and other things.
I don't think such things are right to judge..
If feelings are mutual and deep enough..

I don't see the reason to judge..
Also.. a person's business..
Shouldn't be a topic of conversation. ;

(People act that way towards me and for whatever reason..
I haven't acted that way towards them in return..
while growing up. O.o;)

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I am very concerned about her.
Shizune didn't give me a reason..
Even though I know there is..
Was she ill? Or was she upset?

She seems to working very hard today..
Something must've happened yesterday..
I think she's trying to forget about it..
What could have happened..?

My worried thought might be correct..
Shizune might be having relationship problems..
I know for a fact.. something is bothering her.
I need to find out more about her..

If someone is truly upsetting her..
I will pummel them into the ground..
Shizune used to smile and cling to my arm..
When I would win in a fight..

I remember her being impressed beyond words..
Her praises made me feel better..
I couldn't help but to smile back at times..
Now that she's older I am no longer impressive.

I don't know if a Sensei is supposed to be like this..
She was growing up while traveling with me..
My guilt always tries to remind me of that young kid..
When I look at her, I see a grown woman..

That kid has matured over the years..
She became a sweet, loving and caring person..
I'm sure her family would have been proud..
Dan left me with the person he cared about most..

When it came to family..she was all he had..
He loved me deeply without question..
I know when he passed away..
She begged for me to take her with me..

I didn't want to be burdened at the time..
I remember her words and that promise she made
I even remember the sad but determined look..

"Tsunade-Sensei, I understand your pain.. and it saddens me..I too have lost the ones that I have loved.."

"I swear, Tsunade-Sensei.. I will learn more and become stronger!"

"Then I'll be able to take care of you and the ones that make you happy!"

Her smile and promise was never forgotten..
Shizune did end up taking care of me..
She is the one that truly makes me happy..
Yes, this is love.. this is for real..

Shizune... is the person that I love..
I have to ask her something tomorrow..
I want to know if she's with anyone..
Or even interested in someone..

It may not be any of my business..
I just have to know that at the very least..
Maybe talking to her about some things..
Might end up.. bringing us closer..It's always worth a try..