A Page From The Diary of Tsunade

Chapter: 8? Hope


Disclaimer: Naruto is created by Masashi Kishimoto.
I am merely a fan fiction writer that likes Yuri.

Warning: This contains Tsunade's thoughts upon Shizune.

Of course this is Yuri based. If that bothers you..
why not look for something more your style.

Author's Note:

Since the title is hope..
I went out of my way to show Tsunade's hopes..
I even went into my corny but poetic state that leans
towards romanticism..

Which mainly goes a long with the ideas
that when a person falls deeply..
the person becomes the reason
for their existence.

Certain feelings become harder to distinguish.
As they say, "Love is the most complicated emotion."
I guess Love in a sense is just a bunch of feelings
thrown in a surprised gift box..

When some decides to open it out of curiosity..
Unless your more into the whole cherub thing
with like cupid shooting you in the ass
and then "HOLY SHIT YOUR IN LOVE!"

I rather not get shot in the ass..
I like the surprise gift box comparison better.
I am aware that love can bite you on the ass later.

This was just a random WTF thought added for the hell of it.

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Shizune isn't seeing anyone which is a relief.
I'm glad that it's nothing like that..
She did say that she was interested in someone.
I noticed that the subject made her shy and nervous.

Oh, it was hot watching her try to hide it..
She just couldn't hide that from me.
I don't know who this crush is though..
If she ever tells that person..

I will be very envious of them..
If they were to reject her or even let her go..
I will crush the damn bastard..
I want her to be happy..

..Always..

I am placing some hope that maybe..
I could be her crush since she wouldn't say who..
It's rather silly since Shizune can be secretive..
It's still something nice to hope for..

I couldn't help but to smile over the thought..
Of all of the things I would do for only her..
If Shizune was to ever tell me that she loved me..
Everything about her is precious..

I cannot express some of the feelings I have..
Some of it's laughter, happiness, worry, jealousy, loving, caring, sharing, giving, confusion..fear..
there is even more..it's so many things in one..

I want to make love to her but that's not all..
I guess contribute the friendship qualities with it..
Celebrate the good things with her..
Be there with her to face the bad things

..Together..

Always be there to look after in her ill times..
When she's afraid..I want to bring her comfort..
I want to protect her and keep her safe..
When she is sad.. I want to bring her happiness..

I want to give her the things she needs..
When she feels worried..I want to reassure her..
If she feels confused.. I want to make it clear..
When she's happy.. I hope that I don't ruin it..

In my arms I hope is where I want her..
I also want to be in her's..
I feel as though she's becoming my entire world..
If she was to love someone else and not me..

My brain would be useless..
I need Shizune to help me function.
My heart would shatter into a million pieces..
She is what keeps it's pieces together..

My flesh would just waste away..
Without her there is no reason for it to exist..
My bones would crumble and turn to dust..
The feeling of youth is with Shizune.

Our hopes and dreams is what keeps us alive..
My hopes are that she feels the same..
Shizune appears in my dreams..
With her and my hopes..

..I want us to build dreams together..