Drake could only stay home for a few days he had to leave before New Years Eve because he was doing a big show in New York City. We tried to spend every minute together. I wasn't going to go on the tour bus with him this time Josh was and I thought they could use some time alone.

"Baby you have everything you need?"

"Except you can't I just put you in one of my bags and take you? We never spent New Years together and I want to kiss you at midnight."

"Awww…. I didn't even think about that! But I think you and Josh need some time together you need to talk to him about Jenna when she's not around I mean we don't get 10 minutes around here with out her."

We carried down his bags one at a time. It wasn't that I wasn't going to miss him but I know he's going to miss me too and I trust him now.

"Josh you ready babe?"

I called up the stairs.

"One minutes Ashlee God!" Jenna answered.

Me and Drake just stood there in awl that she would talk to me in that way. But then we heard the bed moving back and forth. Drake and I both started laughing hysterically.

"Maybe that's why he keeps her around." Drake jested.

I took Drakes hands and pulled him closer.

"I love you and no matter how far apart we are I will always just be a phone call away and if you really need me I'll fly right out."

He pulled me in and hugged me tight.

"Do you think you would like to visit you Nana?"

"Of course I would love to go see her."

"Well maybe next week you can fly out to see her."

"I don't want you home alone by yourself for all that time. It was okay when Josh was here but it scares me to think that you're here completely alone and you don't know any one around here." He said sounding really concerned.

"I understand."

"Were going to be friggin' late!" Drake said starting to get angry at Josh.

"Josh lets go bro!"

Josh and Jenna walked down entangled in each others arms her crying her eyes out.

"Ash, Jenna's gonna stay at the house for a few days while I'm gone." Josh informed me.

"Why?"

"Just because Ash." Josh barked.

I didn't say anything else back I just looked at him like he was crazy.

"Calm Josh she was just asking you why!" Drake said in my deense.

"Why is she staying here any way Josh she has her own apartment like 3 blocks away?"

"Because I want her to move in with us."

"Umm… shouldn't you have asked us first?" Drake asked.

"Why? You didn't ask me when Ashlee moved in."

"Josh, why are you acting this way? When I moved in it was because Drake was in a terrible accident, I stayed to help you take care of him. You and I use to be best friends."

"She can stay; it's your house to Josh lets just go before the plane leaves without us." Drake ordered.

"Ash can I talk to you for a minute?" Drake pulled me away.

We walked into the kitchen where we were out of ear shot.

"Ash just let her stay at least I'll have a little bit of peace knowing someone's here with you. He loves her I mean we just have to deal. You know how many girls I paraded in and out of here that josh didn't like."

"No How many Drake?"

We both laughed I knew drake had a lot of girlfriends before me but none as serious as ours. He gave me a kiss on my lips I just wanted to stay like this I didn't want to leave.

We walked out the door hand in hand; Josh and his girlfriend were in the back seat ready to ravish each other. I was never that way with Drake we just always loved each other since the first moment we met it was just sexual like there's. That's how I knew there's would never last.

"Okay all packed and ready to go."

The ride to the airport was quite. I walked out of the car to give Drake one last hug it would be two weeks until the next time I would see him. I let him go with out crying I just gave him a hug and a kiss.

"I love you guys have fun and be careful please."

I gave them both a kiss on the cheek they turned around and walked through the airport doors. I didn't leave the sidewalk until they were out of sight. Drake turned around and blew me a kiss. I laughed to myself and walked over to the car. Jenna was sitting in the drivers seat. I had the keys and who did she think she was.

"Jenna what are you doing?"

"This is Josh's car and I'm Josh's girlfriend so I'm driving."

"Fine what ever." I wasn't going to fight with her it was all just so stupid.

I Sat in the back seat because I wanted to be as far away from her as possible she made my blood boil, I have never et anyone I didn't like I got along with everyone except California girls. My phone rang and I thanked God for the interruption. I looked at the caller ID it was Johnny I talked to him at least once a week and Drake was totally fine with it.

--------------------------phone Convo--------------------

Me- Johnny?

Johnny-Hey Ash how are you?

Me- I'm good Drake just left for New York. How's Cindy and the baby?

Johnny-We just found out it's going to be a girl. And I called to invite you to the baby shower its in two weeks we sent you an invite and we know you might not be able to fly in but I wanted to invite you anyway. I invited Nana too she said she's coming.

Me- You know what I'm flying out soon so even if its not the same day well meet up and do lunch or something.

Johnny-We also wanted to thank you for the Christmas present the crib was beautiful and tell Drake thanks too.

Me- Your welcome, I know you would do what you could do for me too. Okay Johnny I'm at my house so Ill call you later I love ya. Tell Cindy I sent something for you guys too.

Johnny-Okay Ash I'll talk to you later.

"Who was that?" Jenna asked

I didn't even answer her, we pulled into the drive way and as soon as we stopped I jumped out and went up to my bedroom to straighten up it looked like a tornado hit after Drake finished packing. Drake also left me a 'Hunny Do List' which I didn't mind because I would have done it anyway it only had small stuff like take dry-cleaning to cleaners, get guitar tuned, and call gardener.

I got all the clothes ready to take to the cleaners and walked down the stairs but there were no keys hanging on the key hook.

"Jenna I need the car keys!"

"For what?"

"Your not my babysitter just give me the keys and stop being nosy!"

"Well they told me to look after you!"

"Who told you that?"

"Drake and Josh."

"You a fucking liar, just give me the keys!"

Jenna leaned over the banister and threw the keys at me. I wanted to strangle her but I just walked out the house with my laundry. My hands clenched the wheel the whole ride I had to calm myself down I couldn't get so worked up from some snot nose 18 year old. I took a few deep breaths and let it out. I dropped off the clothes and went to Borders to pick up a few books to keep me occupied throughout the week. I spent a few hours there and then went to get some Chinese take out. I didn't like the situation of having to ask to borrow the car, I decided that I was going to pull the money I had from my savings and buy myself a used car. I went to the closest lot and looked around for a while. I found a car I loved it was a 1979 Fire Bird with a T top. I was so excited I bought it right then and there it and had a driver take Josh car home.

I walked up the stairs and opened the door to Josh's room to give Jenna the keys back but she wasn't in there, I walked back to my room and opened he door. She was sleeping in my bed, this girl was so weird. I walked over to the bed and shook her.

"Jenna don't ever come in my room while I'm gone. You know what don't ever come in my room period. Here take the keys don't I don't want to have to talk to you again so I bought my own car."

"It must be great having a rich boyfriend and he's so fine." I didn't answer he back I just took her by the arm and threw her out of my room. I just wanted to go to bed but I didn't want to sleep on the same sheets that she did god knows what to, so I stripped the bed and threw them in scolding hot water. I put new bedding on and fell asleep not even waiting for Drakes nightly call.