A Page From The Diary of Tsunade
Chapter: 9? Jealousy
Disclaimer:
Naruto is created by Masashi Kishimoto.
I am merely a fan fiction
writer that likes Yuri.
Warning: This contains Tsunade's thoughts upon Shizune.
Of course this
is Yuri based. If that bothers you..
why not look for something
more your style.
Author's Note:
This
entry takes place the next day
after Shizune's entry
entitled.
"Kiss"
Tsunade
is beating herself up mentally
over how she acted last night.
She
finds herself noticing that despite her
drunken behavior from the
previous day,
Shizune is acting rather happy.
Also,
dressing and acting differently.
The attention that her assistant
is receiving..
Is making Tsunade feel extremely
jealous..
Especially with the comments the girl is
receiving.
Tsunade only wishes that she could say those
things..
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I was such a fool yesterday..
I
really embarrassed myself..
I wanted to be bold and maybe tell
her..
Instead.. I just end up drunk..
How in the hell can I
do this?
She at least seems happy today..
Usually she gets
upset when I drink..
Today she is dressed differently..
Shizune
rarely dresses beyond casual..
She is also, receiving quite a lot
of compliments..
I know that..some of the Jounin were hitting on
her..
I don't want to lose her to one of them!
I have to do
something to prevent that..
Maybe I should dress differently
tomorrow..?
It might also divide the attention out evenly.
I
want to lessen the chance of losing her.
I can't believe just
how much jealousy..
Is flowing right through me..
If I was to
lose control right now..
What would everyone think of me?
Baka..
I
only seem to be caring about what she thinks..
Even if my love
life does eventually interfere..
It doesn't matter as long as I
complete my duties..
This village and it's people are all under my
care.
It's
hard to balance both love and responsibility..
I have to keep a
level head in this kind of work..
Being the Hokage requires me to
do so..
Oh, Shizune.. why do you smile, so?
Beautiful..
I had a strange dream last night..
In my dream she kissed
and me and then left.
In her eyes..I saw both love and fear.
Her
lips were incredibly soft and sweet..
I wanted to return it
with all my might..
For some reason.. I just could not..
The
result of the dream was her leaving..
Yet, somehow..I felt a great
deal of warmth and love..
Which resulted in me having to take a cold shower..