A Page From The Diary of Tsunade

by Kiros Razer

The diary of Konoha's Godaime Hokage. It mentions her thoughts and feelings towards her assistant and possibly other things as well.. some of those thought might end up being on the Yuri-riffic side. I am also working on one for Shizune.

10. Frustration

A Page From The Diary of Tsunade

Chapter: 10? Frustration

Disclaimer: Naruto is created by Masashi Kishimoto.
I am merely a fan fiction writer that likes Yuri.

Warning: This contains Tsunade's thoughts upon Shizune.

Of course this is Yuri based. If that bothers you..
why not look for something more your style.

Author's Note:

I haven't been doing too well lately.
Basic illnesses, stress, migraines, worry & lack of sleep.
I'll pull through of course.

This is Chapter 10 of Tsunade's Dairy.
It takes place the day after her last entry.
"Jealousy"

This entry is written the same day as Shizune's
Chapter 10 of her diary entitled
"Anger"

Both women are going through something caused by the other's actions.

Frustration and Anger..

When one is angry and the other doesn't know why..
It tends to cause the other person a greal deal of frustration.

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Trying to even out the attention failed..
In the end the high cost result..
Was Shizune storming off angrily..
I really didn't want this to happen..

I honestly don't know what I truly did..
She acts like I was trying to make her mad..
I just know that she is very upset with me..
Did I ruin things for her?

Maybe her love interest was one of the people..
I wish that she would at least talk to me..
I feel so frustrated right now..
I just don't know what to do..

I don't want her to leave me completely..
It all has to be one big misunderstanding.
Shizune isn't one to be cruel to others..
The only thing I can do is..

Wait for her to calm down..
Maybe then.. everything will be easier..
I created this hurt that is now dwelling inside of her..
I must do my best to take it away..

If time goes by and she decides to never speak to me..
I think it would be best just to tell her everything..
She could either stay angry or change her tune..
If I don't tell her.. It's going to hurt more..

I really want to go and talk to her right now..
It's hurting me by not knowing what I did..
I know it's hurting her just as bad..
She is probably crying right now..

It hurts that I some how made her feel that way..
I bit my lip a lot today just to keep from losing my temper..
Yelling at her would only make things worse..
Right now.. I need to avoid doing so..