A Page From The Diary of Tsunade

Chapter: 11? Forgiven


Disclaimer: Naruto is created by Masashi Kishimoto.
I am merely a fan fiction writer that likes Yuri.

Warning: This contains Tsunade's thoughts upon Shizune.

Of course this is Yuri based. If that bothers you..
why not look for something more your style.

Author's Note:

I apologize, I have been very busy lately.
With my Noir fic, both diaries and my other projects
a long with other things in my life.;

Chapter 11? Forgiven is finally up..
After her last entry, Tsunade did her best to receive the forgiveness in which she desired and earned it.

By doing so.. she felt as though there could be more to the relationship between both her and her assistant Shizune..
Instead of acting upon her feelings she decides
that it would be best to talk about her feelings.

The plan has come to mind before..
Hopefully this time she will tell her..
Instead of allowing the fear of rejection get to her.

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Next Entry

When she didn't come into work today..
I went straight to her room and opened the shades.
She told me to leave and I refused to do so.
I noticed an empty space upon her bed and sat there..

Shizune was curled facing the opposite direction..
I kept looking around at the things that occupied then room.
Then something very familiar caught my attention..
The picture Shizune kept close to her heart...

A younger Shizune, Dan and I myself..
After he passed away.. we were both filled with pain..
I felt cursed like everyone I became close to would die.
Now, without her.. I feel as though I could die..

Finally, I spoke up and I invited her out for a Sake free meal..
She finally gave in and accepted my offer.
There we talked things over and she forgave me..
I think after all of that it.. she seemed a lot better..

I believe the hug that she gave me..
May indicate that there maybe more between us..
If that is true..she may have felt jealous..
Like I was feeling a few days ago..

I could only tighten the embrace..
The urge to kiss her was so strong..
The way she felt in my arms..
Also, the smile upon her face.

The feelings are just too overwhelming..
I really need to talk to her about my feelings..
I think it would be for the best..
I'm starting to feel like it would be a good thing.

I just need to think of a way to tell her..
I rather be certain before I make a move on her..
If I do something wrong it will feel very awkward..
I also.. don't want to cause anymore upset or anger..

I love my Shizune-Kun.. I do with all my heart..
I don't want to be rejected though..
Love is confusing, especially when it's like this..
Someone you knew since they were just a kid!?

If she does reject me, I can't say that I could blame her..