It took me and three maids all day to get the house looking great. I was finally about to sit down and catch my breath when I caught a glimpse at the time on the TV Drake and Josh were going to be home any minute. I ran upstairs to get a shower and change. Every time he came back I always felt like it was the first time seeing each other.

I was shopping through my closet trying to find the right thing to wear for Drake I was still in my panties when I heard the bedroom door crack. I looked over my shoulder and caught Drake watching me with a smile on his face.

"Hi baby."

He didn't answer me he just tackled me on to the bed. My left hand fell in the middle of his chest while my right one dug into the comforter.
My legs tightened around his hips. Drake bit back a groan. I licked my lips, leaving them slightly open. My lips stayed there slightly out of his reach dangling over him. I was making him wait for me. I trace his jaw line. His skin was so warm to the touch. My fingers sent trembles through his body.

I leaned down and touched my lips to his. Drake's fingers started searching for the hook of my bra. I wasn't even paying attention the only thing I could feel was his warm lips on mine. His hands franticly pulled my panties off he arched his back in ecstasy. I put my hand on the back of his neck pulling him closer to me. He gladly obliged and slid into me slowly. I let out a moan that could have been heard around the world. I focused on his face every line, every curve. I moved my body with his as if we were on person on one wave length.

We laid in bed for awhile it was still early in the night so we decided to go out and grab some dinner. We walked down the stairs and Josh was cuddling with Jenna on the couch.

"I don't believe she would come over after what she did she didn't even bother helping me." I whispered to Drake.

"Don't worry about it Ashlee. It's all over."

"No it's not over she's like a spoiled child she'll just do it again. And no ones going to say anything to her? She treated your house like a toilet; I should have just left it like it was so you guys would see what she did. But no I have to be nice and I wanted you guys to just come home and be able to relax." I ranted on until I needed to take a breath.

Drake just laughed at me and pulled me close, kissing me on my forehead.

"Ash I love you just chill lets not start."

"What is she complaining about now?" I heard Jenna ask Josh. Josh just hushed her.

"I'm complaining that I spent all day cleaning up your mess and you didn't even ask if I need help, plus you stole my angel necklace and some of my clothes."

"I didn't steal them I borrowed them."

"You took them without asking that's stealing!" I yelled pushing Drake to the side to get down the rest of the stairs.

"Did you take her necklace? That stuff means a lot to Ashlee she doesn't even take it out of the house unless it's important she doesn't want to lose it." Josh asked knowing me better then anyone, better then Drake.

"It's around the house somewhere!"

"Josh, I looked everywhere under every cushion in every nock and cranny I couldn't find it." I said now feeling the tears trying to escape. That necklace meant so much to me.

Drake rushed over to me hearing the distress in my voice.

"Baby don't worry about it I'll find you another one."

"Drake it was your grandmothers and you gave it to me, it was my first piece of real jewelry I had ever had. I kept it in my underwear draw, in a wooden box and in its original case. I never wanted to lose it. I was going to wear it with my wedding dress." I had opened the flood gates knowing that I wouldn't be wearing that on my wedding day as something old.

"Why were you going through her stuff?" Josh asked moving off the couch.

I didn't want to then to see me acting like a baby so I excused myself.

"I'm sorry guys I have to go up stairs I just need to be by myself for a minute."

"Ashlee please come on we were going to go out."

"I can't … I'm sorry." I ran upstairs I didn't want to be bothered I felt like I just needed to be alone after just wanting to be with Drake for two weeks now. I buried my face into the pillow unleashing my tears and letting the pillow soak everyone of them up. I didn't know why I was acting like this. I mean I loved that necklace but I never cry over stupid stuff. I heard some yelling between the three of them, I ignored it untill I heard the door creak

"Drake I said I need a minute!" I yelled through the pillow I didn't want him to see me a mess like this. I was on my favorite little black dress with my hair perfect and make up done to the T, and I did it all for him.

"It's me Ash." Josh answered

"Josh I don't want to see you either."

"Please just one minute." I had never heard his voice like that before like an innocent child. I wiped my face with the sheets and sat up patting the spot next to me.

"Look Josh I'm sorry I know I said I wouldn't start with her but I couldn't just let this go."

"I know that's why I think were going to go. You know for good."

"No! You can't you'll break your brothers heart! I'll go before you go. If that's what it takes."

"Ashlee you love him so much. He could do no wrong in your eyes and when he treated you like shit I said all the same things you guys said to me, to you but you didn't listen either and you guys worked through it and I never seen him happier. He loves you and you have to stay because I'm pretty sure he would pick you over me."

"Josh I would never make him pick."

"He doesn't have to I already did."

"Josh for a girl! You can't be serious! Josh it's gonna start with moving out and then not being able to come over then missing each other on holidays then we wont be invited to your wedding. She not gonna let you have any contact with us. I mean your brothers your brother and I was going to be your sister. Josh you're the only real friend I have, I love you. Please reconsider."

"Ash this is what I have to do right now you don't know how it is when were alone."

"Josh sex isn't everything."

"No Ash she loves me."

"No Josh she loves this life."

I heard footsteps coming up the stairs I was hoping it was Drake to come talk some sense into him but it was Jenna standing at the door with her arms folded across her chest.

Josh stood up not saying anything.

"Josh I love you." I stood up and put my arms around him taking him in smelling like cola and chocolate it reminded me of being a child, he reminded me of a child I guess that's why I always felt like I had to protect him. I mean Drake wasn't the smartest cookie but he could handle himself Josh was always just come across as so defenseless. Josh didn't put his arms around me and I could feel Jenna's eyes burning holes in my back but I didn't care I just held on to Josh for a little longer. I kissed him softly on his cheek and loosened my embrace.

Josh turned from me not saying anything; he just walked to the door where Jenna took his hand hastily pulling him down the stairs. I stood at the top of the stairs waiting for him to look back but he never did. I knew then I had just lost my best friend. I searched for Drake he was sitting on the couch with his chin on his chest. I just put my arms around him we had both just lost our best friend. I laid my head on his shoulder and rubbed his back.

"It's going to be okay baby."

"Did I really treat you like shit?"

"What? Why are you asking this didn't you just see what happened?"

"Yeah I did and I think we need to think about things."

"Things Drake?" I knew this tone I knew where this was going.

"I never treated you like shit on purpose."

"Drake when did I ever say anything like that."

"You didn't defend me when Josh said it. That's just as bad Ash. And you would leave me over something like this." Drake yelled jumping off the couch and bolting for the stairs.

"Drake why are you doing this? I would never leave you I love you." I said grabbing his arm trying to make him stay.

"She got what she wanted."

"Ash your nuts she was never anything but nice to all of us. A little weird but she never did anything wrong."

"I must be fucking crazy then if none of you could see who she really was."

"You do love him don't you? That's what its all about you want him!"

"Drake I love you not Josh he was my friend he was like a brother to me nothing else. Drake I love you." I yelled back trying to make him understand.

"I can't do this anymore Ash. We really need to think about what's going on. And maybe this wedding things is such a great idea"

My heart dropped to my toes I could speak I couldn't move I was a deer in headlights scared and alone. I didn't cry or scream I just kissed him on the cheek and walked upstairs to repack again. I shout the bedroom door letting it all out. I couldn't help myself I was sobbing so hard I couldn't even breathe or moved I just laid on the bed I heard the front door slam and Drake pull out of the drive way. I stayed in bed and cried myself to sleep.