"Baby… Ash… Are you awake?"

"I really don't want to talk to you. I'll leave in the morning."

"No… No…" That's all he could get out and then I herd quick sobs. He sat on the side of the bed. I didn't think he deserved my sympathy he didn't show me one once of compassion calling off the wedding and telling me it was over. I turned over in the bed so I wasn't facing him. He reached his arm out to rub my back I swatted him away.

"Drake leave me alone." I yelled and scared myself the way my voice shook the silence.

"Ashlee Please, I'm sorry."

"For what Drake? Breaking my heart, cheating on me, or how about this lets just say being a complete asshole! That should sum it all up. I put up with so much of your shit and did nothing but smile and stand by your side like your Jackie O, just smile and act like I don't have an original thought in my head. And you know what the worst part is I still love you. You can drag me through the dirt time and time again and I still love you! How mess up is that?"

Drake wrapped his body around me smelling of liquor and something else way too familiar to ignore the smell of Jenna's cheap perfume.

"I'm so sorry baby."

"Who were you wit Drake?" My body trembled in fear, anger, sadness it was a very bad mixture of emotions. "Get off of me." I flipped out the smell made me nauseas his touch made me sick. "You're such a douche bag! Try to find someone like me that will put up with your shit. You're just another trophy on all those other girls wall if you became a one hit wonder and moved into a shitty apartment they wouldn't even give you a second look I gave up everything for you. How could you do this to me? How could you do this to Josh? Who would have ever thought that you would end up such a mess? Where'd you lose your mind?"

"I thought you said you loved me?"

"No I love the good guy I first met not the mess you turn into when you drink or get high. You're a fucking moron." There was no more sadness in my voice just anger.

"Just tell me the truth Drake did you sleep with her?"

"No! I didn't sleep with her I went over there to flip out on her for causing all this trouble and she apologized for all of it and she just jumped all over me kissing me I didn't even kiss her back I swear on my life."

"And the drinking?"

"I just was scared that you have been gone and that was the last thing in the world I would want. I need you." Drake broke out in tears I never seen him cry it broke my heart into a hundred pieces. I sat up throwing my arms around him. He had never lied to me before so why would he start now. I loved him I didn't want to see him like this.

"Look lets just chill for a minute I'm sorry I jumped to conclusion. I didn't meant o be a total bitch."

"No I deserved it. I acted like a total ass hole. Baby, can we just go to bed? I just want to hold you for a little bit."

"Sure after you take a shower you smell like her."

Drake walked into the bathroom I laid back in bed this was a crazy noght and it all started with one crazy person!