A Page From The Diary of Shizune
Chapter: 5? Comfort
Disclaimer:
Naruto is created by Masashi Kishimoto.
I am merely a fan fiction
writer that likes Yuri.
Warning:
This contains Shizune's thoughts on Tsunade.
I wrote it like it
was either a diary or something straight from the girl's mind.
Of
course this is Yuri based. If that bothers you..
why not look for
something more your style.
Author's Note:
I've been
shifting between two projects lately.
This fan fic and the Noir
fan fic that I have been piecing together for months. Also, I have
been sick with pneumonia and muscle strain due to lifting more than I
should.;
Anyways, I hope that you enjoy this update.
If
you don't.. well.. there isn't much that I can do to change it.
I
write in journals quite often and people often mention
that it's
like I am writing a
poem..
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Rather
than paying for two rooms at times..
during our times of
traveling together..
We would share a room together.
She
complained a lot about sharing a bed.
When night came she had no
more objections.
Some
mornings.. I found myself snuggled against her..
Other mornings..
I found her snuggled against me..
Maybe during those times we were bothing feeling..
A
need for comfort due to our loneliness within..
I'm sure with all
of her pain and suffering..
Having someone close at times was a
need...
I know being close to her like that has been my
need..
Now a days something like that never happens..
I never
felt so secure like I did then..
I
am not weak whatsoever,
I am Shizune a Kunoichi and special Jounin
of the village hidden in the leaves.
I have my own abilities
and jutsu to aide me.
I just don't have the love I need from
Tsunade-Sama..
I find myself at times crying over the fact..
Also,
at times I find myself jealous of others..
I crave the support
that she seems to give others..
Dammit, I am her apprentice
and loyal servant!
Don't I deserve her praises and encouragement
too?!
If she knew of how I thought about her..
What would
Tsunade-Sama think?
Would she lose all her trust in me?
Or
would she accept me despite my feelings?
If she did accept.. would
she return them?
I know she loved my uncle.. he was a man..
I
am a woman and his niece..
Could she ever love me in the same
way?
I can't continue to let this bother me right now..