A Page From The Diary of Shizune
Chapter: 7?
Nightmares
Disclaimer:
Naruto is created by Masashi Kishimoto.
I am merely a fan fiction
writer that likes Yuri.
Warning: This is rated M it contains Shizune's sexual fantasy about both her and Tsunade and this definite yuri.
Of course this entire fic
is Yuri based. If that bothers you..
why not look for something
more your style.
Author's Note:
Chapter 7 is about Shizune's nightmare..
Everyone fears rejection..
sometimes
people are afraid
as to how well they could handle it.
When
some people feel pain..
They try to cause others to feel
it..
While some just try to deal with..
Not wishing to inflict
any upon others.
Since Shizune is usually kind and
caring..
Her fear was such a thing could make her lose it
all.
Driving her towards insanity and rage.
I also decided
to make a Tsunade Diary as well..
Which will require an update
around the same time.
Just to keep my mind
going..
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Next
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The
night before I had nightmares..
I just couldn't go to work
yesterday..
She seemed really worried about me.
I
apologized for being irresponsible..
The look on her face turned
to upset.
I just couldn't come in yesterday..
It felt so
real.. and it was frightening..
A fierce and bloody battle.
So
much sadness, pain and anger..
She rejected me in my dream.
I
was very heart broken and depressed.
To the point of leaving
Konoha forever..
Years later, I returned as a rogue ninja..
My
anger and hurt blinded me..
We were fighting and I killed her..
I
cried most of the day after I woke up..
I couldn't eat.. all I did
was lay in bed.
I would have given anything to be in her
arms.
Telling me that she would never reject me..
I just
wanted to feel as though she cared for me.
The way that I truly
care for her..
After a nice hot and relaxing bath..
I was
finally able to rest up for today..
When I woke up I got dressed
and came to work.
I'm glad that she asked how I was
feeling..
The look upon her face was so sincere..
I just hate
that I made her feel upset..
She must be very disappointed in
me..
I just have to work even harder than usual..
That should
make her feel better..