I was waiting for the two weeks to pass I missed Drake so much and what was even worse was that he called me every night to tell me how much he loved me and what it was going to be like we he got home. At least when I left I just cut off all communication with him I wasn't constantly teased with the sound of his voice and his promises of a perfect life. I told him time and time again don't promise me unless you mean it I wouldn't be able to take it if he broke my heart again.

I was sitting on my couch in front of the TV on my day off just trying to relax when my phone rang it was Drake.

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Me- Hey…

Drake- Hey baby, what are you doing?

Me- Nothing at all.

Drake- I cant wait to see you!

Me- me neither. You sound happy what's up?

Drake- I don't know but there should be a package outside for you.

Me- The mailman doesn't come today its Sunday.

Drake- Ash just go look.

Me- Okay don't get your panties in a twist.

There was one yellow rose of the front step. I picked it up and Drake jumped out from the side of the apartment and was holding the rest.

"What are you doing here?" I yelled running over to him squishing the flowers.

"I took a plane home I had to see you." He said hugging me back and kissing me hard on the lips. I missed that kiss I missed him.

"Come in!"

This was the first time Drake would be seeing my little apartment it was nothing compared to is huge upersided town house. We walked in hand in hand he looked around and smile.

"Ash this is cute!"

"Thanks I like it and it's only like 5 blocks from school."

Drake made himself at home and sat on the couch.

"Can I get you something?"

"No I just want to spend some time with you. I know this is a little awkward but I had to see you as soon as possible. I can't do it with out you."

"Do what?" I asked sitting down on his lap.

"Life, Every time I needed to talk I would think about you and remember you weren't with me anymore. And I'll play by your rules if you want to stay here you can, I mean you don't have to work anymore Ill pay for it."

"No… Drake I don't need you to pay I'm doing okay, I mean its no mansion but its good for me." I said caressing his face with my hand.

"I know your doing okay and it scared me because you're doing it without me." He said nuzzling his face in my shoulder.

"Drake I love you but don't you remember I was doing good before I met you I had a job and apartment and went to school."

"Ash I was doing good before you too but after you it was great everything was great! And good can't compare to great."

"I know baby, and everything's going to work out but it needs time and you have to be willing to put in a hundred percent and…" I was cut off my cell phone going off. It was Jared after I saw him at the coffee house we had hung out a few time and became somewhat of friends but nothing more. I ignored the call.

"Who was that?"

"A guy from school."

"Are you seeing him?" Drake asked in defeat.

"No I'm not seeing him. We were supposed to go to a coffee house later. They were having an open mic night and he was going to sing. I was just going to tag along. Drake I could never see anyone the way I see you." I kissed him on the cheek for reassurance.

"I know baby I'm sorry I just feel like I messed things up so badly that I could lose you at any second like I'm walking on egg shells. I don't know what I would do if you ever cheated on me. I would want to know everything and anything I would have to know every detail. That's why I'm willing to tell you everything if you want."

"No…" I jumped off his lap in disgust. "I don't want to know about your sexual conquers."

"No that's not what I meant Ashlee. I meant…" he stopped mid sentence because my phone had started to ring again. "Just answer it Ashlee tell him you're talking to your boyfriend." Drake yelled in frustration.

"Calm down fine."

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Me- Hi Jared.

Jared- Hey How are you?
Me- I'm good

Jared- Are we still on for tonight.

Me- You know what I'm not sure. I'll have to call you in a little bit. I might just show up.

Jared- Okay… well I'll see you if I see you. I hope I do though.

Me- okay bye… break a leg if I don't see you play sing sea of love I think they'll go crazy for it!

Jared- Thanks Ash you know what Ill call you later to see what's going on.

Me- Okay bye.

I looked over at Drake he was pouting and shaking his head in disbelief.

"What's wrong now?"

"Could you flirt anymore with that guy right in front of me?"

"Are you kidding? I just wished him good luck."

"I thought we were going to spend time together after I got home. I thought you were going to come over tonight and stay at my house."

"No… Drake I said we can spend time together not every waking minute and I'm not ready sleep with you yet. And if that's the only reason your acting sweet then you can just leave. Don't try to change me I'm doing good I'm happy!"

"God this is never going to work! Your never going to forgive me for sleeping wit her."

"Drake I already have, I just think you can't forgive yourself."

"I don't want to fight baby." He said extending his hand to me.

"I don't either." He pulled me back onto his lap.

"You mad at me?"

"No!"

"Well then why don't we go an open mic night might be fun maybe I could try one of my new songs."

"That sounds great it starts in a few hours. You want to met up there?" I said so excitedly when we were together he didn't take me anywhere he was always to busy or just wanted to stay in.

"Why meet up?"

"Well you can go home and get ready and I can get ready."

"Ash I'm not ready to leave you yet." He said brushing my hair out of my face and kissing my lips softly my brain and body wanted to give up but I knew I had to stay strong I couldn't let him have all of me again he had to earn it this time. Drake was kissing my neck madly and starting to undo my shirt. I pushed him away softly.

"Drake I'm not ready."

"I'm sorry I just could help it."

"I know and its taking me every grain of will to say no but I have to. Look I'm gonna go get ready you can stay here and wait and we'll pick up your guitar on the way over. So what ever you feel better with."

"I'll meet you there I'll get my stuff and meet you at the café."