I woke up alone and a little sad knowing the only reason I was alone was because of my own doing. I got dressed carefully again it was like when I first met Drake I picked at everything meticulously hair, nails, make up, clothes were all done the way I knew he would like. I don't know why I still felt like I had to win him over even though I really didn't. Drake would do anything for me with out even asking any questions. I turned my CD player up and danced around while trying to get dressed I put on a white lace baby doll dress and a pair of thong sandals. It took me an extra half hour to straighten my hair the way he liked it, he hated it when I threw it up in a messy bun. I ran out the door and sped to class making it just in time. I had 3 hours till lunch so I text Drake making sure he was up I knew he took longer then me to get ready. My head was in the clouds for most of my classes until I sat down with Jared in out science lab.
"How did things go last night he told me he was coming over?" Jared asked. I liked having him around we were becoming really good friends, and I need friends especially since Josh started seeing Jenna again hard core and I did not agree with that I didn't even want Drake near her I didn't even want her in that house!
"Yeah he came over, we worked things out we always do. It's like I know were supposed to be with each other but things just get in our way, like girls and him saying stupid stuff." I laughed it off. "He's coming up today to sign up for some classes." I checked my phone again and I didn't get any text messages.
"I'm gonna go to the rest room for a minute." I told Jared as I left the work table. I walked out the door and Drake was sitting on the floor leaning against the wall.
"Ash, are you done already?"
"No, I was just coming out to call you. You didn't text me back I thought you were still sleeping."
"I'm not going to mess up again I came like and hour early so I didn't miss you. And I went to bed early so I didn't miss this and I forgot to put my phone on the charger. Nice glasses Ash." He said laughing at the site of my safety glasses. I flung them off quickly dropping them on the ground. Drake stood up giving them back to me.
"You look so pretty Ash."
I smiled a little blushing.
"Thanks, I did it for you."
"Ash you could wear nothing and I would be happy."
"I bet you would be." We both laughed.
Drake took me by my waist and pulled me in for a kiss I couldn't stop myself it turned in to a full on make out session. The classes let out and people started clapping, hooting and hollering! I blushed and Drake took a bow.
"Come on." I said embarrassed. I hate PDA and I hated people looking at me. I could hear the whispers "Wow is that Drake Parker he's so cute, why is he with her?" The girls giggled and bashed there eyes at him acting as if they didn't see him with his fiancé.
I took Drake by the hand and tugged at him to make him walk. Drake threw his arms around me and walked down the hall like I was his trophy.
"So I was thinking about taking some art classes." He said kissing me on the fore head.
"Well let's go see if we can sign you up for classes and then well go out and get some lunch." I said squeezing his hand.
"Why don't we just stay here and eat with your friends?"
"Drake I don't have any friends at school."
"What do you mean? You're a nerd?" He laughed holding his side.
"A little."
"Ashlee you date rock star's your beautiful, funny and smart. How can you be a nerd?"
"I'm not like these girls. I don't watch the hills and go to islands for spring break. I work hard for my grades and for the life I have."
"Well at least you're my nerd."
"Whoopee for me!" I said waving my finger in the air.
"You're a smart ass you know."
"Yeah but I'm your smart ass." I said smiling back at him.
We kissed one more time before going into the registrar's office. This was great things were working out just like I wanted, just like when we first met. We couldn't keep our hands off each other. Drake registered for an art class and a business class. I think this will be great for us he we will have something in common. We walked down to the cafeteria and got sandwiches.
"Where do you wanna sit?" I asked him look for an empty table.
"Well there's Jared you wan to sit with him?"
"Sure."
We walked over to Jared who was sitting alone with his nose in his books. In my highschool he would have been a catch he was an all American boy played football, in a band, worked on cars, but at this school he was look at as an out cast because he didn't have any money.
"Hey do you mind if we sit with you?" Drake asked.
"No… no… come sit down. I wanted to tell you the songs you did the other day were great!"
"Thanks…"
"Hi Ashlee!" A few blonde squealed.
"Hi" I said not knowing who they were.
"We really like your music we think its great." They said drooling over Drake.
"Aww… well thank you very much." Jared and I looked at each other and smiled. I was so use to this it didn't even faze me. We finished lunch not being able to talk to each other the entire time.
"Drake what are you doing here?" It was Josh coming in for classes I hadn't talked to him in almost a week because of Jenna she didn't want me talking to him.
"Josh!" I screeched throwing my arms around him I missed him so much.
"Bro I'm signing up for classes." They gave each other a hug. "Haven't seen you around much." Drake told Josh you could tell he missed him.
"You know busy." Josh answered shortly. "Guys you know what I got to go, running late for class." He said not even looking at us but at the door, Jenna was standing there giving dirty looks.
"Bye." I said Drake didn't say anything he just let him walk out the door.
"Come on baby lets go out somewhere." I said pulling at him waist.
"Don't you have another class?" cough… Cough I faked.
"I think I'm coming down with something."
"That's my girl!" Drake said throwing his arm around my waist leading me towards the door. We jumped into his new car and sped out of the drive way. I felt so carefree like anything was possible between us. Maybe it wasn't just Drake I did change after a while I became a frumpy house wife when I should have been acting my age and having fun. That's why I left Johnny for Drake because I wanted to have fun and act my age!
"Where are we going?"
"Back to your house?" I asked having lust in my eyes.
"Are you sure?"
I tugged at his hand bringing it to my lips and kissing it slowly.
"I'm sure."
We rushed up the stairs
bumping into everything in our path, we couldn't see with our lips
locked on to one another. We couldn't get up the stairs fast enough
Drake took me in his arms and rushed me up the rest of the steps and
into his bedroom. He shut the door behind us, pinning me against the
close door. I never thought I would be this close to him again.
I
let his hands stray past the boundaries of my back, he got to me
breathing faster hen ever before and my heart beating harder then I
ever thought it could. He kissed my neck making me melt in his arms.
"Are you sure." He asked before quickly undoing my bra. His hands
explore my body I couldn't find the words to answer him I just
started kissing him back. I backed up towards the bed pulling him by
his belt loop undoing them as quick as I could while trying to pull
the rest of my dress off. Us tangled between the sheets, or bodies
intertwined into one another. We knew what we needed we didn't ask
questions we just took it.
"I love you" Drake said rolling off from on top of me.
"I know you do." I said tracing his chest with my finger tips.
"Then why do we do this to each other?"
"Drake I don't want to talk about the bad. I love you and right now everything is perfect."
"Because were alone and I'm not working."
"Crap work! I completely forgot about work!"
"Ash please I'm trying to talk to you." He said as if I was an out of control preschooler.
"I'm sorry. There just going to be mad."
"Ash I love you I want us to get away from all of this."
"All of what?"
"These girls, school, work, everything."
"Drake they'll be waiting for us when we came back we just have to face them head on. Its called life and everyone has to deal with it."
"I know Ash I just feel like I need to be with you."
"We are together."
"No… I want to move in with you."
"Really? I thought you wouldn't like my apartment after living here."
"If it means I get to spend more time with you then I want to do it. I want to move in with you."
I thought this over for a second this would be great it would still be mine and I was finally getting on track with my life and I wouldn't have to worry about Jenna coming over.
"I think it's a great idea!"
