Me, Drake, Josh and Jenna sat down to talk everything out Josh wanted to keep the house and Drake thought it was to big and thought they didn't need it anymore and if Jenna was going to move in she could pay Drakes half. It was bitter sweet for us all to break apart, I wanted all of us to stay together and be one big happy family but it was never going to be that way again. Josh loved Jenna and even though I didn't approve I understood. Maybe it would be okay if I could get over what she and Drake did but I couldn't. Every time I seen them in the same room it burned a cruel and disgusting picture in the back of my mind that will never fade.

We all agreed it would be better if we were separated but I can tell it hit Drake and Josh the hardest.

"Baby you okay?" I asked as we were starting to put some of his clothes away in our new apartment.

"Yeah… it was bound to happen sooner or later. We couldn't act 16 forever."

"Drake look this isn't set in stone, the one thing I always said was I would never make you choose between me and Josh." He stopped me right there and pulled me into a hug.

"Ash I picked this I want to be with you and he wants to be with her. I want to start our own family I want us to be a family. You know one day soon with a little baby and we can dress him in cute clothes and walk down Hollywood boulevard and have everyone owe and awe over him."

"Drake you are the only guy at this age that wants to settle down and have a baby to deal with. But I'm not ready yet, I need to finish school."

"I know baby and I'm not gonna start up with this again I just want you to know how I feel about it."

"I think that's adorable but lets enjoy being 20 lets go out tonight maybe dancing?"

"That sounds great I didn't even know you liked dancing. You know one time me and Josh won a dance contest together."

"You guys are such goofballs! You think he would want to come with us. I mean Jenna does have work."

"No let's just go out me and you tonight."

The night was great we went to a local dance club and danced until the club was about to close. A lot of girls recognized Drake and asked for dances I let him and sat down for a break every once in a while. A few girls even slipped him there number even though I was standing with him. I tried to not let it bother me he was so use to this he was even like this before he was a rock start in high school Josh told me many times that he never kept a girl longer then a week and if he did then it wouldn't be more then a month he had up to maybe 75 girlfriend. I guess I was special because it was almost March and we have been together for 8 months. It felt like so much longer like we had been together for years. His birthday was coming up soon and because of all the craziness I didn't even have time to plan anything. I'll have to rush and get something nice together; I mean it's his twenty-first birthday it's a big thing!

I watched Drake dance with a girl out of the floor and my heart broke a little I want to forget all that he did to me I want to act like he does and none of them meant anything to him. But in the back of my mind I think if I meant anything to him he wouldn't have strayed. But I have to push them out of my mind and remember that he's with me and I want to believe myself when I say that he wants to change he just wants to be with me.

I woke up the next morning with Drakes bared body embracing my barely clad body. I had to get to school I had slept in to late and already missed my first class. I was racing around the room filled with moving boxes trying to find something to wear.

"Baby what are you doing!" Drake yelled in a sleepy groan!

"We have class today! I already missed on and yours is in an hour."

"Yeah I don't think I'm gonna go."

"Drake it's your first day you have to go." I laughed it off but I was really stewing inside. This is what he always did; he would get lazy and not make an effort unless it came to his music.

"What's the big deal?" Drake moaned with his head pressed into the pillow. "I wanted to get shit done around here while you were gone."

"That's sweet and all but I'll be gone all day."

"What do you mean?"

"I have school, work and then a study group in the library. I'll be lucky if I get home before 2 am."

"Really?" Drake asked now sitting up in bed. His face had a twisted look of confusion like he couldn't believe I had a life outside of cleaning and cooking for him.

"Really babe now start getting ready I'll see you at lunch?" I said kissing is cheek as he grabbed my butt. "You're such a caveman!"