"Ash this is great I don't believe you did all of this for me!"

"Are you kidding I love you I wanted your 21st to be special!"

"How did you do this with out me knowing?" Just as he finished his sentence Josh was walking up with Jenna to wish him a happy birthday. Drake tenses around her but I don't fear her anymore she almost means nothing to me. I love Drake and Josh so I made my peace with what happened.

"Dah tah da da…!" I extended my arms out to Josh. "This was my right hand man he helped with everything.

"Bro thanks." They hugged each other, they were brothers they loved each other, and there was really nothing that could stop them from being friends again.

Drake was busy most of the party greeting and mingling. I hardly saw him the entire part. I mostly stayed with his family dancing with Magen and Walter. I finally spotted Drake on the dance floor with Bebe, I was seriously hopping she just wouldn't show. She was so close to him, there bodies touching, she was grinding on him and he wasn't objecting. It was his day so I let it go but I couldn't stop watching it was a train wreck. Finally the DJ put on a slow song and my heart broke into pieces as I watched Drake pull her as close to him as possible, she rested her head on his shoulder and tightened his arms around her hips they whispered in watch others ears giggling and laughing. My knee where weak and his family noticed the dramatic change in my body.

"Are you okay?" Audrey asked putting her hand on my shoulder. I didn't answer her eye fallowed mine and saw Drake on the dance floor with his nose nuzzled in the pretty girl's neck.

"Ha … well I guess he's just a friendly guy." Megan snorted.

I didn't pay any attention to her. I decided I had seen enough and it was time to step in. I walked over to the two of them entangled in each others arms.

I taped Drake on the shoulder.

"Anyone mind if I cut in?" Bebe was obviously mad and Drake's look of disappointment shot me through the heart.

"Umm… were dancing here." Bebe answered not knowing who I was.

"Well I would like to dance with my fiancé at least once at the party that I worked so hard to throw."

"Oh you're Ashlee." She said with no emotion.

"Well you know what Ash well just finish up this song and then I'll dance with you." He didn't wait for my answer he just pulled Bebe close to him once again.

And that was the straw that broke the camels back. I just walked to the closest exit and left. Why do I love him? Do I even love him any more? I think all the hurt had dulled my heart. I mean I love him but it was starting to feel like loving him was a choir a burden and why should I have to carry that burden I was a beautiful, smart, caring 21 year old who had to much to give to the world but I was giving it all to someone who just threw it in the corner with his dirty clothes. I am only one girl and I don't think I'm his one anymore.