I laid on the stretcher like bed waiting for an ultra sound technician. Drake was sitting in to the side of me holding my hand and talking to my belly.
"So what do you have planned for tonight?" I asked looking him in the eyes.
"I don't have a date if that's what your asking." He said leaning back in his seat.
"No… that's not it I was wondering if… maybe we could spend the night together?"
"Really? I mean can we have sex?"
"Drake I was talking about just spending the night together. Like you just sleeping over or me sleeping over there. I don't know about the sex thing I'm as big as a house."
"I think this is the most beautiful you have ever been."
All I could do was blush; I sat up on the bed and kissed him on the lips. He moved next to me on the bed, putting his hands on the side of my face, my stomach filled with butterflies, his kisses were gentle, soft and smooth. The baby kicked as my heart raced.
"I missed that so much Ash." He said running his finger tips down the side of my face. That was the first real kiss that we in almost 4 months. I couldn't even respond, but I think the smile on my face said it all. We both dipped our heads in for second.
"Whoa… whoa!" A familiar voice screeched. "Now I know how you guys got into this mess."
"Josh… what are you doing here bro?"
"We didn't want to miss this… guys you can come in." Josh said opening the door.
"Ashlee I am very sorry about what I said I was just very scared for you two." Audrey said standing by my bed side.
"I understand he's your little boy. I wouldn't expect anything different you want to protect him and its okay."
"So do we get to see if it's a boy or girl?" Megan asked pulling up a chair for the show.
"Yeah… are you excited to be an aunt?"
"Definitely I'm the youngest so there were never babies around for me to play with." Megan said touching everything.
Drake kissed his sister on the forehead and sat back down on his chair. I laid back on the bed listening to everyone gush over the baby. I wasn't use to it yet but I liked it, I liked the idea of this baby having a real family.
"Hello Mrs. Green, Mr. Green." The handsome doctor greeted.
"No its Parker." Drake corrected.
"Oh… okay no problem. Now are you all family?"
"Yes… Josh spoke up for everyone."
"Well I guess you're all excited to find out the sex of the baby today. Okay now let's take a look." The doctor lifter up my shirt exposing my round belly, I cringed when he puts the cold gel on my stomach. Drake sees this and grabs my hand.
"Its okay it doesn't hurt its just a little cold." Drake loosens up his grip.
"Okay now there's the head we're going to take some measurements and here's a hand."
"Oh my god it looks like he's waving." Megan screamed excitedly.
Drake put his head in my hand and kissed it softly. Audrey and Walter held each other and smiled.
"Okay here are the feet ten toes, and that would mean it's a boy."
Drake jumped out of his chair. "Hug me brother." Drake and Josh hugged each other with excitement. Audrey cried and Walter giggled in delight.
"Were going to have a grandson." Walter hooted.
"Drake hug your girlfriend." Josh said pushing him off of him, giving him one last pat on the back.
"Oh yeah… Ashe we're having a boy. We wanted a boy." He announced to the room. He hugged me tightly and kissed the side of my face and whispered in my ear.
"We're having a boy, I love you Ashlee." I was so happy everything was working out I just cried. "Please don't cry baby everything is going to work out." He continued whispering in my ear.
"I think they need a minute guy's." Walter escorted everyone out of the room.
"I'm not sad you guys can stay I'm happy. I was going through this whole thing alone and I though it would be in everyone's best interest if I kept it all to myself but now I am so glad I get to share this with all of you."
"Were glad you decided to share this with us too." Audrey said wiping the tears from her face.
"Okay now here are you pictures." The handsome doctor said handing them to me.
"Can we get doubles so I can have a set?" Drake asked somberly.
"Oh… I'm sorry I just figured… no problem."
My heart broke for him he wanted to be apart of every second and I was the only one holding him back from it.
"Lets all go out to eat my treat." Walter said breaking the awkward silence.
"Let's go somewhere nice to celebrate." Audrey added.
"We'll meet you guy in the parking lot."
The left us alone in the room, Drake was awestruck by the photo's of his son.
"Drake how do you feel about me?"
"What do you mean?"
"I mean what do you feel for me? Do you still love me?" I asked standing up wiping the gel off my belly. Drake took me by my hips and guided me onto his lap. He put his finger on my chin pulling my lips into a kiss.
"Ashlee I have never stopped loving you since the day I met you. I know I fucked up; I know there is a part of you that will never forgive me because there's a piece on me that will never forgive myself."
"Drake can we do this together. I don't want to be alone anymore. I need you."
"That is the best thing I have ever heard." Drake wrapped his arms around me tight. "Does this mean you want to move in?"
"Yeah… start new start our family off on the right foot."
"Yes!" Drake said kissing me gently on my fore head.
