"She agreed to come and talk to me as long as you're not here." Drake told me holding my hand.

"Oh that's bull she's banking on you cheating!"

"Well that's not going to happen so don't get all stressed out about it. Look she said she doesn't want you around because she'll get stressed out and it's bad for the baby she said. Look Ashlee we really do have a problem if she is pregnant I'm gonna have to take care of them too." He said putting his arms around me rocking me slowly.

"No Drake, you're going to have to take care of the baby, it's not your duty to support her."

"Ash come on that doesn't sound like you. You're loving and caring and you would never want to see anyone on the down and out."

"Yeah, I am loving and caring but I'm definitely not stupid! And maybe I have changed because I wouldn't like anything more than for her to be miserable and alone."

"Ash what's gotten into you?"

"That's exactly how she made me feel for months while you two were seeing each other. I gotta go, don't cheat okay."

"Baby please wait, I didn't want you to get all upset. I love you." He said trying to pull me into a hug.

"What time is she coming over?"

"6."

"Okay well its 5 now so I'll get dressed and me and Megan will go shopping. I mean were going on vacation right I'm gonna need some clothes that fit."

"That's my girl" He exclaimed pulling me into a kiss and tapping my butt as I walked away.

I decided since I was going to be tortured by not being able to be there while my fiancé was alone with the whore that he cheated on me with and might be carrying his baby then I was going to spend of his money.

"So where should we go first?" I asked Megan sitting in the passenger seat.

"Look Ashlee, I like you, you're like a sister to me and you're not like the other stupid bimbo's my brother has brought around and I think you're the best thing that could have happened to him I mean he doesn't act THAT stupid anymore and he's acting mature. "

"Look it's not all your brother he's a good guy were just 21 and were young and I think we were ready to grow up way to fast when we should have been taking it slow. But that's your brother everything is rushed. Let's not talk about all of that right now let's just go shopping."

We spent a few hours shopping and talking. I got a few nice dresses and a new bathing suit I got Megan a whole new wardrobe for school I knew that Walter didn't make a lot of money being one of the worst whether men in California so I thought she deserved it. We were finally on our way home and my stomach was turning and my hands were shaking. I didn't knock I just rushed through the front door. Bebe was sitting almost on top of Drake and he had her hand in his.

"Drake! I thought she wasn't going to be here." She squealed.

"I live here."

"Ash give us a few minutes."

"No! I'm sorry Drake but I've been run over by her already I'm not doing this again."

Megan walked in behind me carrying bags. "Josh a little help!" She yelled for him. "What is she still doing here we waited 2 hours!"

"Megan what is all of that?" Josh asked.

"Don't worry we got you something too! Drake I'm not leaving unless you want me to leave for good."I yelled at him crossing my arms over my chest.

"No… I don't want you to do that." He got up off the couch and whispered in my ear. "Ash just give me like 5 minutes I swear and then I'm all yours"

"Fine! Josh come upstairs I'll show you what I bought for the baby." I said as I walked up the stairs.

"Megan go!" Drake yelled.

"NO! Don't push me!"

"Fine!"

I didn't hear much more I sat on Josh's bed pulling out everything that I had bought and showing him. I got Josh a shirt that said Best Uncle, and his bath soap's. I got the baby a whole bunch of rock onesies. So he can dress like his dad.

"There so cute!" Josh swooned over the baby clothes. "Do you know what you want to do the nursery in?"

"I had a really good idea to do it in like a rock n roll theme. I don't know how I'm going to do it yet but I can probably get some good ideas off line. Oh you have to see these shirts I got from spencers they have a maternity section." 'Living proof the pull out method doesn't work' 'should have just given him a blow job' "How friggin cute are they?"

"There so funny Ash!"

"Drake what are you doing!" I heard Megan yell from down the stairs.

"Shut up Megan!"

I ran down the stairs and saw Drake yelling at Megan.

"Whose sister are you? Mine or hers?"

"She's treated me more like a sister then anyone of you's!"

"Megan what's wrong?"

"She was hugging him."

"It's okay Megan." I said putting my arms around her. "She's done a lot worse with my fiancé."

"I'm not a whore." Bebe stated flatly.

"Really then what would you call a girl that sleeps with another girls fiancé and knows about it?"

"He told me you guys weren't even really together. When you guys lived in this house together I stayed away from him and then you guys broke up for like a month and he was all like 'I love you and I want to marry you.' Then somehow you guys got back together and he moved into your apartment and he just kept bringing me here like nothing changed. I didn't even know you guys were together until you called me and told me you were throwing a surprise party for him! So I might be a ho but your just dumb."

I couldn't even talk I felt like I had just got hit in the stomach with a cinder block!

"Ashlee she's exaggerating! I did see her when we broke up and then I stopped until the end of everything and you knew about it! She's not even pregnant!"

"It's over between you guys right?" Drake hesitated and looked at her. "Well I guess that's the only answer I needed!"

I walked out of the living room up to the bedroom and started packing.

"Just get out of here Bebe I don't want to see you around here anymore."

"You're such a loser Drake. Ashlee getting pregnant was probably the best thing you could ever do now you messed that all up and you know what she's too good for you!" Megan yelled down the stairs.

"I know Megan don't you think I know that! Why do you think I fuck things up all the time?"

"Ashlee please come down here… please!" Drake pleaded.

"You want your pregnant ex girlfriend to bring all her suitcases down the stairs by herself?"

"No I want my fiancé to leave her suitcases up stairs and come down here." He yelled back playfully.

"NO!" I yelled at him I was so done playing his stupid games! I heard him running up the stairs I wasn't quick enough to shut the bedroom door. "No…no…no… I'm done with your crap, and I know how this goes because you're a repeat offender. You apologize I brush you off a few times, I threaten to leave you beg me to stay. I leave you catch up to me and everything's okay again. NOT THIS TIME, I'M DONE I'M DONE, I'M DONE!"

"Please Ashlee I love you!" He pleaded trying to grap at my hand as I was throwing stuff into a bag.

"And Bebe… you hesitated?"

"What do you mean? I didn't hesitate!"

"I asked if things were done between you two and you hesitated! Look I'm almost 6 months pregnant; I'm smart, caring, loving and pretty. I am the ultimate package but some people still prefer the beat up town car and that's what Bebe is. She has more miles on her then most New York buses."

Megan laughed at the remark.

"Ash please don't go. He really does love you." Megan stepped through the doorway pleading.

"I'm sorry Megan, you're a great sister and you'll be a great aunt to the baby but I don't think Drake is ready and I should have gone with my gut and stuck with what I originally thought."

"Ashlee you're not taking this baby away from me."

"I wouldn't do that Drake, but maybe you should think about this, if this is what your father taught you, then what are you going to teach our son? Look I'm going to stay with Jared for a few days and then probably go visit my nana. I'll probably just end up staying down there for a while and she'll help me with everything."

"What do you mean how long?" Drake asked with sadness in his eyes.

"Drake I have nothing here, no school, no friends, in Jersey I have all of that and I think that's were I'll stay."

"You cant do that!"

"Yes I can."

"Don't just do this to hurt me!" He said sitting on the end of his bed.

"Why not? You don't like that feeling? Being hurt sucks doesn't it? How do you think I felt finding out that you have been cheating on me this whole time? I thought I could blame her for being a slut, or you're drinking, or drugs, anything but I can't! It was you; you purposely slept with these girls!"

"I didn't do it to hurt you! Ashlee think about what you're doing for a minute is this what's best for the baby?"

"Drake do you think this kids going to be happy when he sees his mom crying every night because she doesn't know where his daddy is or who he's knocking up this night! No he won't!"

"Ashlee I didn't do anything wrong! I'll get a restraining order on her I'll do anything please just stay. Look, just give it a night okay? I'll stay in the guest room. I swear on my life that I will never cheat on you again."

I didn't know what to say, and for once he was right he didn't do anything wrong and he was at the verge of tears, he really didn't want me to go. "Fine, I'll think about it over night, only because I probably won't be able to get a flight until then anyways."

Drake pulled me into a hug and kissed my forehead. "Can I still sing to him tonight?"

"Not tonight Drake I just want to get to bed." I sighed knowing that, that it would break his heart.

"Okay… I'm sorry." He said trying to hold me closer.

"Just go Drake."

Drake walked out of the room. Megan was still at the door, I sat on the bed and put my head in my hands and started to cry. I was holding it in the whole time not wanting Drake to see me weak. Meag rushed over to my side patting my back.

"It's okay everything's going to work out."

"I know! Well I guess your bunking with me Drake's taking the guest room."

We both just laughed alittle.