I couldn't sleep the house was to quite, Megan was next to me wrapped up in my huge comforter. I got out of bed and decided to get something to eat. I flicked on the kitchen light and sat down with a bowl of wanton soup. Drake came down in his boxers rubbing his eyes.
"Ash, What are you doing babe?"
"I got hungry."
Drake face broke into a smile. "I thought there was a burglar or something."
I just rolled my eyes at him as he sat next to me with a container or rice, but before he could even get close I jumped off of the stool. "I'm gonna go back to bed."
"Okay goodnight baby, I love you so much." I couldn't walk away from him; I hated myself for being mean on purpose. I just took him by the hand and led him upstairs. Neither one of us said anything. I just took him in to the guest bedroom and laid down Drake laid down beside me and wrapped his arms around me.
"I love you so much Drake." He didn't answer he nuzzled his face into the back of my neck. I could him sniffle as he kissed my neck softly. I feel asleep believing that he loved me.
I woke up the next morning alone; I walked down the stairs in my Pj's. Josh was sitting on the couch watching cartoons.
"Where's Drake?" Josh turned around startled by my voice.
"Oh… I don't know!" He said in his weird exaggerated voice.
"Okay… I guess I'll just call him." I picked up the phone it started ring but I could hear it in the house. I fallowed the ringtone until I was in the kitchen. Drake was standing over the stove flipping pancakes. "What are you doing up so early?"
"Shit Ash you scared the hell out of me I thought you were sleeping!" He answered untying his apron.
"I was sleeping but then I woke up its pretty normal for most people."
"Not… what I meant to say was that I was making you breakfast in bed."
"Aw… that's sweet but I promised Jared that I would hang out with him today. I haven't seen him seince me and you got back together."
"Well…"
"Well what?"
"Well… that's how its supposed to be."
"Drake please you are in no position to lecture me today! All I am doing is going out with him and a few friends to the beach. If you want to come your more than welcome I was going to bring Megan along anyways." I said kissing him on the fore head. "Look I love you and I have never given you any reason not to trust me and I would like it if you came today, I mean come on my heads like take him everywhere with you don't let him out of your site. But the truth is if I do that then the second I turn my head you will wonder so I don't want to push you in that way."
"I'm sorry Ash he's just a really good guy… and I mean when I first found out you were pregnant and you were with him I was actually happy because I knew he would treat you right, but I want to be that person."
"Drake you are that person… come on upstairs I want to show you what I bought yesterday."
I pulled out all the stiff that were in the bags and put them on the bed.
"Lavender bath soap is that for us?" He said slyly putting his arm around my shoulder.
"No that's Josh's."
"Eww! Baby rock tees! Ash that is the coolest thing ever!"
"How about this one?" I held up another baby outfit.
Drake read it out loud. "If you think I'm cute you should see my dadI love it, that's great!"
"Look I thought about it and I'm ready to move on with all of this. I'm ready to give up the apartment and stuff. I mean if you still want me here."
"Of course I do!"
"Well let's get ready if your coming with me." Drake wrapped me in his arms and kissed me. I slightly moved my lips from his. "Oh and just so you know I bought Megan some new outfits." I didn't let him answer I just kissed him again.
"The pancakes… Burning… The pancakes! Burning I say!" Josh yelled from down the stairs.
"You didn't turn them off? " I laughed.
Drake just shook his head and smiled he walked into the bedroom finding his swim trunks.
"Megs come on get up Ashlee wants us to go to the beach with her." Drake nugged his sister gently.
"I'm sorry Drake."
"Don't be sorry Meg's you love her… I do too… we don't want her to get hurt…" He searched for the words. I stood in the door way watching Drake in action I know he's going to be a great dad.
"Josh are you coming with us?"
"Well I guess I'm not eating pancakes!" I laughed so hard I had to sit down before I peed myself. It was a lot easier to make me pee myself now that I had something jumping on my bladder.
I put on my new bikini and a sun dress. "Let's go guys!"
