We sat in my nana's living room it was like everyone was in a story circle like we use to do in first grade and everyone was passing around Colton. My dad was ecstatic that we used his name. He couldn't stop telling me how proud he was of me; it made me choke up every time he said it.

"Maybe we'll come up and visit you guy in California?" My mom asked timidly.

"Mom any time you want to come up just call me I'll send you the plane tickets, the whole family."

"Yeah, Mrs. Green don't hesitate we have plenty of room! We would love to have you." Drake said putting his hand on my back.

I couldn't take my eyes off little man he was such a good baby he cooed and smiled for everyone. He only cried if he was hungry or wet. I loved him so much and I had only known him for such a short amount of time. But my attention was taken away from the circle when I heard the front door open and close.

"Johnny! Oh my gosh how are you? I missed you so much! And look at this beautiful baby girl." I screeched running over to him with my arms open.

"Hey Ash how are you?" He said embracing me with his one open arm.

"I'm good how are you?"

"Here let me take Emily for you Johnny." My nana insisted, she had told me she babysat for him when he went to work.

"Come outside I need some air anyways." I said taking him by the hand.

"So you're a mommy?" He aid sitting down on the patio swing.

"Yeah I guess I am it really hasn't hit me yet he doesn't feel like mine."

"You look great Ash."

"So do you."

"I missed you so much."

"Aww… I missed you to, there were so many times when I wanted to pick up the phone and call you but I just kept thinking he's a grown up now and has grown up problems he doesn't want to hear about my drama."

"I felt the same way. When me and colleen broke up I had no one to talk to I mean she just left me and the baby with no notice at all."

"Oh my gosh she did that." I said taking his hands into mine.

"Yeah she was way too young to handle all the responsibility."

"I'm so sorry."

"No let's not talk about that. You're a mom and he's beautiful, come on I want to go see him." Johnny extended his hand to help me up. I stood up and wrapped my arms around him and squeezed him tight.

"Johnny we were best friends and if you ever need to call me you do it okay."

"Definitely you do the same okay."

We walked back into the crowded room I couldn't see Drake but I could feel his eyes burning holes through me. Johnny walked towards my nana and his baby Emily.

"Ash what are you doing?" Drake asked pulling on my arm and whispering into my ear. "Seriously let's not do this here."

"Drake you better get off of me. I just said hi! That's it!"

"I'm sorry he just reminds me of… I don't know I just don't rust… him."

"You better say him, I have never done anything for you to not trust me… please don't ruin this day for me this is one of the happiest days in my life and I get to share it with the people I love the most, and you being THE MOST."

"I'm sorry Ash… I just don't want to lose you."

"Please Drake you haven't lost me yet, I don't think you ever will." I kiss Drake on the lips putting my arms around him to show him that he is most important thing in my life well I guess next to the baby now.

"Can we get picture please!" My mom yelled across the room. I stood there holding the baby flash bulbs went off from every angle. The baby started wailing…

"Ha I guess he's not going to be a camera whore like his father!" I giggled.

A few more hours had past Josh had gotten all the travel arrangements set up and had all the presents shipped to our house.

"Okay guys were going to have to go." I said sadly. "We have a real early flight in the morning and I need to get some sleep.

"Okay Ashlee we love you we'll come out very soon to see you." My mom insisted.

"Anytime you guys want I mean it." Drake said shaking my dad's hand.

"Drake I just want to go say bye to Johnny" I said handing him the baby to put in the car.

"Josh get off the phone with your girlfriend and help me." I heard Drake yell in the drive way. Josh was head over heels again for a girl and it had only been a few weeks and he was gone for 2 of them.

I walked over to Johnny who was trying to put a coat of the sleeping baby.

"Hey Johnny I just wanted to say bye."

"Yeah, well we'll see each other again."

"I know it's just…" I said looking at my feet.

"I know…" Johnny put his arms around me and kissed the top of my head.

"Bye."

"Bye."

I walked out the door trying my hardest not to look back at him like some John Hugh's movie.

The song that plays at the end of breakfast club--- I thought it was cute.

Simple minds- don't you forget about me

Won't you come see about me?I'll be alone, dancing you know it baby

Tell me your troubles and doubtsGiving me everything inside and out andLove's strange so real in the darkThink of the tender things that we were working on

Slow change may pull us apartWhen the light gets into your heart, baby

Don't You Forget About MeDon't Don't Don't Don'tDon't You Forget About Me

Will you stand above me?Look my way, never love meRain keeps falling, rain keeps fallingDown, down, down

Will you recognise me?Call my name or walk on byRain keeps falling, rain keeps fallingDown, down, down, down

Hey, hey, hey, heyOhhhh...

Don't you try to pretendIt's my feeling we'll win in the endI won't harm you or touch your defensesVanity and security

Don't you forget about meI'll be alone, dancing you know it babyGoing to take you apartI'll put us back together at heart, baby

Don't You Forget About MeDon't Don't Don't Don'tDon't You Forget About Me

As you walk on byWill you call my name?As you walk on byWill you call my name?When you walk away

Or will you walk away?Will you walk on by?Come on - call my nameWill you all my name?

I say :La la la...