I didn't go to class I just needed a minute to think about this, all of this. I wasn't mad at Drake I was just mad he had to go away. I didn't want to act like that but everything has been so crazy lately I was so tired. The baby never slept at night, Drakes been gone more and more, and I was all alone again. I drove up to Jared's house and just parked in front of it debating weather to skip class or not. I decided to skip I didn't knock on the door I just walked right in and there was Jared half naked on the couch with a girl.

"Oh my god I'm so sorry, I'm so sorry I should have knocked!" I yelled covering my eyes. I felt so dumb and things were just starting to pile up on my chest I had no one to talk to I just started to cry I felt so dumb. At this point I was crying and laughing at my embarrassment.

Jared laughed so hard he fell off the couch. "It's okay are you okay?" He asked pulling his shirt over his head.

"No things are … you know I'll call you later I didn't mean to interrupt anything. Again I am so sorry." I said making my way to the front door.

Jared took my by the arms. "No Ash just wait a minute." He said tugging at my arm.

"Sara I'm sorry." He aid to the very pretty girl now sitting up to fix her hair.

"No it's okay I'll give you a call later." She said picking up her purse and walking out the door.

"I'm so sorry…" I whimpered sitting down on the couch covering my face.

"What's wrong Ash? Why are you crying? What did he do?"

"Nothing he's being perfect and things are going to good but now he…" I just broke down my sobs were so sudden and forceful I couldn't talk anymore. "He's leaving for a long time."

"Ash he's a musician!" Jared said pulling me close to his chest and kissing my forehead.

"I know and he was trying to be nice and I was being a bitch. I just don't want to be alone!"

"Your not going to be alone I mean I can come over or you and the baby can camp out here while he's gone."

"Jared that's asking so much from you, you don't want me and the baby scaring away all the girls."

"Are you kidding… I love you guys. Plus I'm over there every other day anyway it would save me the drive."

"Jared I have something important to ask you and you can say no if you want."

"What is it?" He said holding my hands in his.

"I want you to be Coltons god father."

"How about Josh? Wont he be mad?"

"Josh gets to be the uncle and you were there in the beginning when no one else was and you here for me all the time I just want it to be you."

Jared's smile said it all. He turned to be bringing me into a greatly needed hug.

"Come on lets relax and watch some law and order. Wait aren't you supposed to be in class."

"No this is exactly where I'm supposed to be." I said leaning my head on his chest.

"Where's the baby?"

"With Drake at the studio. He took the baby for me to go to class and was like let's get a baby sitter and go out for a nice night, and I act like a psycho. But the truth is I'm just so scared if I let him out of my site he might fall back into his old ways."

"Ash I think he finally realizes what makes him happy and it's you. I mean Drake is not Drake anymore he's a totally different guy."

I didn't want to talk anymore I just wanted to drift off to a zombie state watching a nonstop marathon of Law and Order. I spread myself on the couch and put his arms around me.

What do you guys think? I mean this is a whole new Drake he's mature! R&R I'm going for 100000 words now!