I stayed at Jared house for about 2 hours and decided I had enough freedom.

"Thank you I needed this. I think I'm gonna go surprise Drake at the studio."

"That sounds like a good idea Ash I mean you should just tell him how you feel." I gave Jared a hug as I walked out of the door. "I'm here whenever you need me." He stated sweetly. I blew him a kiss as I started up the car.

I walked up the steps leading to the studio. Drake's producer was there but Drake wasn't.

"Hey Will where's Drake?"

"He went home with the baby to look for you." He said angrily, he was probably losing a lot of money by wasting studio time. I didn't say anything else I walked back to my car going through my purse to find my cell phone. I must have left it at the house when I rushed out the door. I sped home as fast as I possibly could. I ran through the front door.

"Ashlee where have you been!" Josh yelled

"What's wrong is the baby okay?" I said looking through the rooms with Josh trailing behind me.

"No the babies okay we thought something happened to you. You didn't answer your phone and you didn't go to class."

"I left the phone here by accident. Josh where's Drake!"

"Out back with the baby."

I rushed to the back door, Drake and Tabby were in the pool with the baby.

"Wow you look real worried!" I yelled out of frustration, he got me so upset not being at the studio and me not knowing exactly where the baby was.

"Where the hell were you?" He yelled handing me the baby and lifting himself out of the pool.

"I was all upset about you leaving I went to talk to Jared! Why aren't you at the studio?" I yelled back wrapping the baby in a warm towel it might have been September but it was still hot as hell out. Tabitha stayed at the other end of the pool. I don't know what it was but when I saw other girls with Drake it made my blood boil. I was never this way before him I mean Johnny never even tried to hide it when he would cheat just would flat out tell me. Maybe that's why Drake was always lying and sneaking around, I had to push those thoughts out of my head I had to make myself believe that I could trust him.

"You didn't go to class! I was worried." He said lowering his voice and taking the baby again.

"How do you know I didn't go to class?" I asked accusingly.

"Tabby called me." Drake said lowering his head. He knew he opened a can of worms.

"Drake give me the baby!" I took the baby out of his hands and turned to walk back into the house. "Tabitha I don't need a baby sitter so next time I'm not in class I will tell my boyfriend." He could push all the wrong buttons at all the right times. I know he didn't mean to but sometimes this part of me comes out with him and I could just be a total bitch and anything he said I could turn it around and make it 100 times worse in my head. Tabitha didn't say anything she just looked down at the water Josh stood in the door way with his mouth open but didn't say anything.

"Ash please we were swimming with him."

I didn't answer him I just smiled a nasty smile and walked back into the house. Some part of me wanted him to chase after me and tell me he was sorry and loved me, the other part of me just wanted to be alone. I walked up to the bedroom and changed the baby out of his wet clothes. He wasn't even a month old yet and Drake has him in the pool.

"Sometimes I don't know what goes through your daddy's mind I swear he just likes to make mommy mad. Yes he does!" I cooed to the baby and he cooed back. "I think this is the best conversation I have had in a long time."

"Mommy don't you love daddy?" A squeaky voice asked from the door way.

"No he's a pain in the ass!" I mumbled but I couldn't keep the smile off my face.

"I'm sorry… I love you." He whispered in my ear I could feel his warm breath on the back of my neck. He moved my hair to my shoulder kissing my bare neck. He placed his wet body against my back it sent a shiver down my warm body, he wrapped his arms around my stomach.

"You don't even know why I'm mad."

"Yup... but I know you want me to say sorry."

"Drake I love you I'm sorry I'm acting like this! You have so much on your plate and I just add to it constantly."

"It's alright Ash, you're worth it."

"Am I worth it or is the baby? I'm sorry I just can't shake the feeling that the only reason were together is because of the baby."

"Ash that's a big reason but the biggest reason is because I love you and I'm so completely lost without you. I mean I rather fall off the face of the earth then be without you."

"I feel the same way I guess I'll just miss you." Drake put his hand on my back rubbing it slightly. I got up and looked out the window it was such a pretty day out. But then I saw a something move in the bushes behind the pool, then Tabitha get out in only her underwear's not a bathing suit her underwear's. I didn't know what to be more concerned with more.

"Drake there's someone out there...!"

"It's probably Josh."

"No there's someone in the bushes."

"What!" Drake put the baby in the bassinet and ran over to the window. "I don't see anything Ash."

"Look in the hedges behind the pool." I said pointing my finger to the glass. We both saw it this time the bushes move and it definitely wasn't the wind.

"Drake call the cops!" Drake ran to the phone that was sitting on the night stand and called 911. He explained that there was someone hiding in our backyard they said they would send someone right out.

"Get Josh and tell I'm to come up here without causing a scene." Drake ran down the stairs and drug Tabitha and Josh into our bedroom. I couldn't help but notice Tabitha still in her white panties and Bra with her headlights blinding me; I turned around and passed her my robe.

"Put it on!" I commanded her sternly.

"Okay" she complied shyly.

We all looked out the window and saw a flash bulb go off.

"It's a photographer!" I yelled.

"They can't come on our property!" Josh stated with a know it all tone.

Before we could even think about doing we saw the red and blue lights flashing from the cop car sitting in the front of the house Drake grabbed the baby and we all ran down the stairs. I answered the door.

"Is this the Parker residence?" The tall officer asked.

"Yes… we have someone in the back yard hiding in the bushes taking pictures."

I let the officer in and took him to the back of the house. He took a look in the back yard and caught the man taking the pictures. They talked for a while and then the man with the camera just left. Drake handed me the baby.

"Officer what are you doing he was taking pictures of my family on my property."

"Actually he was on the other side of the bushes so he was on public property, I can't do anything about it."

"This is really bullshit." Drake yelled. "It's one this thing if it was just me but this is my new born son were talking about!"

"I'm sorry sir but there is really nothing we could do about it."

"Fine." Drake stormed off and went up stairs. I let the officer out of the house and thanked him for coming. I walked up the stairs with the sleeping baby in my arms. Tabitha was still in our bedroom in my robe.

"Okay look Tabitha I tried to bit my tongue but…"

"Tabby you can call me Tabby or Tab." She interrupted me.

"Listen don't go in the pool in your underwear's okay! I have bathing suites…"

"Yours would have been too big." She stated. My jaw dropped my blood boiled. I looked over at Drake who now had his head in his hands sitting on the edge of the bed.

"Okay well then just don't go in the pool then!" Tabitha looked at josh with questioning eyes she couldn't see what she had done wrong here.

"Ashlee…" Josh said pleadingly.

"No Josh you know what that reports going to say! Whether we all like it or not were always being watched and we have to be on our best behavior. So that means no cotton panties in the pool while my son and fiancé are in it!"

Drake let out a chuckle. Josh took Tabitha by the arm and led her out of the room. I heard them arguing behind Josh's closed door.

"Dude are you still babysitting for me tonight!" Drake yelled down the hall.

"Yeah 6 o'clock right?" Josh yelled back through the walls.

We were now sitting alone in our bedroom.

"Drake that goes for you too! Don't go in the pool with a girl in her underwear's."

"Please Ashlee she's not even cute." He said playfully grabbing my hip trying to pull me close to him.

"Yeah neither was Jenna." When I said her name I could feel a piece of my heart break off.

"Ash please don't start a fight." He pleaded.

"Come on its almost five why don't you start getting ready and wear something really nice. Like five star's nice."

"I don't know if I can fit into any of my clothes I'm too fat."

"Please Ashlee you went right back to your pre baby body in like a month. You have a body you have a great ass and your breast…" He said pulling me closer, I was now in his arms. "Are great and real! It's not like I'm playing with water balloons." We both laughed together I kissed him affectionately on his neck.

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