I sat on the bed for a few minutes trying to let things soak in.
"Ashlee!" I heard someone yell from down the stairs I thought it was Jared coming to save me once again. "Look I'm sorry; if it makes any difference I didn't kiss her or have sex with her."
"Does it make a difference? Are you fucking mad? Drake I'm done I'm not worth it to you to stay faithful to me! It's not worth it for me to stick around."
"You're not taking the baby!"
"Actually I am, it's a mother right! As long as I don't leave the state I have all rights." I started throwing all the things in bags aimlessly. I packed most of the baby's clothes and put the play pen in the corner for Jared to take for me.
"You don't even have any where to go!" Drake said through a clenched jaw taking tight hold of my arm. "You're not taking him."
"Drake I'm leaving with my son. If you try to stop me I'll call the cops!"
"Please Ash look I'm sorry I just thought you were mad at me and I was weak. We never have sex since the baby was born."
"Three weeks ago… the baby was born three weeks ago you try pushing that out and then come to be when your completely swollen and hurting! You're an asshole it's so clear to me now. You always made me feel like if I did something wrong that you would leave me for another girl so I always felt like trash, but the truth is that you the trash and you sleaze around with trash that's why we'll never work I'm too good for you."
"What the Fuck are you doing here?" Drake asked over my shoulder.
"Look Drake I don't want any trouble I just want to take Ashlee and the baby to my house."
"Please you act like the good guy your just like me just waiting to jump in her pants but the truth is it's not as good as you think."
"That's enough Drake. Have you been Drinking? Maybe you should just go sit in with Josh for a little bit." Jared yelled back softly.
"So what if I'm drunk! I'm 21 what are you going to tell the tabloids! I bet the bitch already told Josh!" He said stumbling into the bassinet knocking it over. The baby began to wail my heart dropped, I never heard a cry like this.
"I'm so sorry little man." Drake said leaning down to pick him up.
"Don't touch him!" I ran over to him he was okay still wrapped in the blanket inside the bassinet. "You're a real loser, I didn't show Josh he showed me. I hope she was worth losing everyone who has ever cared for you, plus your son. I hope she was really good." Drake fell to the ground his face on the floor sobbing like a baby, I picking up a few bags with my free hand Jared fallowed me down with a bunch of bags.
"Wait I'm sorry Jared I need to say bye to Josh first."
"Okay here give me the baby I'll put her in a car seat." Jared cradled the quite baby in his arms and I ran as fast as I could.
I opened the door slowly to Josh's room. "Josh I'm leaving I just wanted to say bye."
"Bye Ash, I'm so sorry what I said earlier I made it sound like it was your fault he acts the way he does. You know he use to steal all the guys in school's girlfriends. But I always had the not so cute nerdy type that Drake would never look at twice but he thinks if the girls not his then there's something wrong with him." Josh's eyes were red and swollen.
"Josh I love you it was bound to happen sooner or later right. Call me tonight please, Drakes in the bedroom completely zonked out drunk! Just make should he doesn't choke in his sleep." I said kissing him softly on the cheek.
I raced back down the stairs Drake was in at the top of the balcony looking down. "Can I please just say bye to him."
"Fine! Just go out and say bye he's already in the car." I hated every piece of him but I felt so sorry for him! He was trying to stop himself from crying.
"What's going on?" Megan said running through the front door concerned. I hadn't seen her in almost a week she's been staying on campus. "Drake why are you crying?"
"I'm leaving with the baby?" I said with confidence for once.
"I told you she would leave you for Jared!"
"NO Megan he cheated on me with Josh's girlfriend AGAIN! And this time it's so everyone can see it on the internet."
"You made a tape your such an idiot did you not learn anything from Paris Hilton. How do you know it's recent?" She yelled at him!
"He didn't make a tape a photographer took the pictures of them two swimming in the pool her completely naked and the baby right next to them. You're so fucking sick!" Saying it all over again made me nauseous.
"Drake!" She said with disappointment in her voice. "Where Josh is he okay?"
"He's up stairs." Drake ran out to the front door and opened the door to the back seat. "Little man daddy loves you so much I'm sorry I messed up, I just wanted you to have the best life every but your mommies doing the right thing if she doesn't leave now you'll just end up like me."
"Drake I'm not taking him away forever. I always told you if anything happened I wouldn't keep him from you. Look, call me in a few days and we'll make a schedule so you can see him."
"I'm so sorry Ashlee, I really do love you with all my heart." He said putting his hand on my cheek kissing me on my lips softly. I knew he was sorry put if I stayed and he did it again and again, I would just look like an idiot. I could feel the tears run down my face I loved him so much but I couldn't live like this anymore. "I'm so sorry." He said once again pushing his face into my neck putting his arms around me, I didn't hug him back I didn't say anything he let go turning to walk back into the house.